Shellon Posted April 11, 2005 Share Posted April 11, 2005 Tears of my heart Tears of my heart falling at your feet Will you run again or will you finally greet My pain with some honesty and love of your own Can we find a place to really look to see if we’ve grown? They tell us I am wrong, they tell us I’m the one They tell us you need to keep me in shape and get Gods word done. How have you become so blinded, so jaded to what’s truth What happened to the honesty you knew in your youth? You have made choice, who to follow, who to leave Are you sure you really know it’s them you should believe? When I walk I am taking with me more than you know Believe me when I tell you that to them it’s just a show. Our children don’t understand, they will never know how You chose strangers over mommy, over your wedding vow. I will protect you as you destroy me, I will speak of you as good Can you really say you want this, did you ever think you would? I’m too hurt to be angry in this mess you have allowed As you kiss the ring of a madman, I’m ashamed at how you’ve cowed. I sleep each night beside you, not knowing of the morrow Wondering of what they’ll convince you as you ignore your families sorrow. This game is losing its luster; I’ve already lost My question to you remains, what will it cost? When they leave you at the wayside as they finally tire of you Will you understand, then, what it is I must do? Will I be able to forgive you, will you be ashamed For letting them trick you into playing their life altering game? I hope that our daughters will understand when daddy calls again And tells them he can’t pick them up and doesn’t know when. Go to your classes, run your little fellowship shrine When you start to miss your freedom again, don’t forget it’s mine.. Speak of me in unkind words as you miss what we made But remember what you’ve given up and remember what you paid. Shellon North l996 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
A la prochaine Posted April 11, 2005 Share Posted April 11, 2005 Shellers, (((((my friend)))) love, ala xo Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
houseisarockin Posted April 11, 2005 Share Posted April 11, 2005 quote: Originally posted by Shellon:I will protect you as you destroy me, I will speak of you as good Can you really say you want this, did you ever think you would? Oh my.....did you ever think you would? Very touching Shell! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CM Posted April 11, 2005 Share Posted April 11, 2005 my heart breaks with you shellon, i don't know much else to say... love is still in your heart though this is plain to see... love Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hiway29 Posted April 11, 2005 Share Posted April 11, 2005 Shellon.. you are amazing. I hate the way. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dmiller Posted April 11, 2005 Share Posted April 11, 2005 quote: Maybe someone still in will get it. I hope they do too, Shell. Great poem. It says a lot. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rascal Posted April 11, 2005 Share Posted April 11, 2005 Gosh Shell, it is hard to believe what you had to put up with just because of twi....sigh You were courageous and intellegent.....two factors that should have been highly valued....instead, it might have cost you your marriage. Your biggest mistake as I see it, was not being a spineless butt kissing ever groveling worm in leaderships presence....grrrr That is something that I hated about twi, you were never allowed to be yourself. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CM Posted April 11, 2005 Share Posted April 11, 2005 good thing Christ doesn't use those verses in ephesians like twi does twi beat up people with it they don't even have a clue as to what ephesians is talking about imo shoot, if it wasn't for my wife's COMMON SENSE i'd probably still be in Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GeorgeStGeorge Posted April 11, 2005 Share Posted April 11, 2005 Very touching, Shell. Even if it wasn't your story exactly, I can think of a few GS denizens whom it describes exactly. I'm sure thankful I didn't have to experience that. George Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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A la prochaine
Shellers,
(((((my friend))))
love,
ala
xo
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houseisarockin
Oh my.....did you ever think you would?
Very touching Shell!
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CM
my heart breaks with you shellon,
i don't know much else to say...
love is still in your heart though
this is plain to see...
love
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hiway29
Shellon.. you are amazing.
I hate the way.
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dmiller
I hope they do too, Shell. Great poem. It says a lot.
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rascal
Gosh Shell, it is hard to believe what you had to put up with just because of twi....sigh
You were courageous and intellegent.....two factors that should have been highly valued....instead, it might have cost you your marriage.
Your biggest mistake as I see it, was not being a spineless butt kissing ever groveling worm in leaderships presence....grrrr
That is something that I hated about twi, you were never allowed to be yourself.
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CM
good thing Christ doesn't use those
verses in ephesians like twi does
twi beat up people with it
they don't even have a clue as to
what ephesians is talking about imo
shoot, if it wasn't for my wife's
COMMON SENSE i'd probably still be in
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GeorgeStGeorge
Very touching, Shell.
Even if it wasn't your story exactly, I can think of a few GS denizens whom it describes exactly.
I'm sure thankful I didn't have to experience that.
George
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