I have read all of the posts in this our tread and am trying to figure out who you are... mine memory is fogged up like the mirrors in the basement of Uncle Harry...
as you did, I gave my life to the ministry that saved it... however, my eyes were opened after only eight years... I did not return for my last year in residence because I saw (yes even at that early time) the hardness and darkness in the heart of the one called Loy...
I have heard Ms Ex use the term "copout"... but I say unto you... are we not all now "copouts"... at least by the definition of the one called Loy...
It was extremely hard for me to walk away... I did not try to take others with me... I just disappeared... and the hardest thing to do was leave you guys... my brethren and sistern in the Corps... I felt much pain and even shame at times because I hated the label "copout" and did not want you to think of me that way... it was a rough time... there was no internet to touch base with anyone (of course, you were all still "in" anyway so there wouldn't have been any touching... I have never (until recently, more than 20 years later) shared my reasons for leaving with my sister... but the voices kept talking to me even after I left... so... that was a good thing... it was a lonely time... but the things the voices told me about the ministry have come to pass...
that being said, I am still so very thankful for having been witnessed to and having done the work that I did... as I said, it literally saved my life... and I think we all did some great things for God... regardless of the hearts of the leaders...
Oh soggy... I apologize for the long post... I was just trying to give you guys some clues... and I guess get some things off of my chest... I promise to be shorter from now on and not bog the household down...
no problem (((MsExclamationPoint)))... I just don't want to get tooooooo serious... I have healed much in just the short time I've been reading the tread... but I'm still having such a hard time figuring out who you all are...
I have the Y chromosome... does hegotout visit often? I really do think he would guess... at least if he's who I think he is (I know his name, I'm just trying to remember experiences correctly)... I think he and I went light bearers to Wahcheeta
if i had guts like you, i would have walked away before i did. there was safety in a multitude of exiters after da vierville kicked da bucket and the poo poo paper came out, etc., etc., and one had to choose between feergeer and loyboy
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nope... none of those names fit me... yet...
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and whilest in the ministrone I did not whack upon the white ball because it would have taken away from time that I could have been witnessing...
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I do not think that you all would even remember me... the voices are telling me to be serious for a moment and tell you some things about myself
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I have read all of the posts in this our tread and am trying to figure out who you are... mine memory is fogged up like the mirrors in the basement of Uncle Harry...
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did you graduate or cop out beforehand ?
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(the voices say I should be serious now)
as you did, I gave my life to the ministry that saved it... however, my eyes were opened after only eight years... I did not return for my last year in residence because I saw (yes even at that early time) the hardness and darkness in the heart of the one called Loy...
I have heard Ms Ex use the term "copout"... but I say unto you... are we not all now "copouts"... at least by the definition of the one called Loy...
It was extremely hard for me to walk away... I did not try to take others with me... I just disappeared... and the hardest thing to do was leave you guys... my brethren and sistern in the Corps... I felt much pain and even shame at times because I hated the label "copout" and did not want you to think of me that way... it was a rough time... there was no internet to touch base with anyone (of course, you were all still "in" anyway so there wouldn't have been any touching... I have never (until recently, more than 20 years later) shared my reasons for leaving with my sister... but the voices kept talking to me even after I left... so... that was a good thing... it was a lonely time... but the things the voices told me about the ministry have come to pass...
that being said, I am still so very thankful for having been witnessed to and having done the work that I did... as I said, it literally saved my life... and I think we all did some great things for God... regardless of the hearts of the leaders...
enough for now... does any of that help???
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Have you two ever thought about IM'ing each other???
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I was serious about the Word but not the law...
I always thought that our God was a God of Love AND Fun...
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Oh soggy... I apologize for the long post... I was just trying to give you guys some clues... and I guess get some things off of my chest... I promise to be shorter from now on and not bog the household down...
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my saying "copout" was to make fun (in a twisted way) of a very hurtful stupid term
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dear tom strange, don't make your posts any shorter...... please
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hey sogwap there's an 8th corps thread here
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Yes, long posts, please. That way, I won't be the only one.
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no problem (((MsExclamationPoint)))... I just don't want to get tooooooo serious... I have healed much in just the short time I've been reading the tread... but I'm still having such a hard time figuring out who you all are...
(the voices, the voices)
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I have the Y chromosome... does hegotout visit often? I really do think he would guess... at least if he's who I think he is (I know his name, I'm just trying to remember experiences correctly)... I think he and I went light bearers to Wahcheeta
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Hey, sports fans:
Did you ever think you'd live to see the day when you were glad that Ted Patrick walked the face of the Earth?
If I had a kid in the ministry today, I think I'd at least consider it.
Don't know whether I'd do it, but I'd sure mail off for the pamphlet, knowwhuuddamean.
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if i had guts like you, i would have walked away before i did. there was safety in a multitude of exiters after da vierville kicked da bucket and the poo poo paper came out, etc., etc., and one had to choose between feergeer and loyboy
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