A clearer view of my life

[year2027]

God

Hi All

The story of Roy William Perry III . I was born May 3rd 1960 4:49 PM in Ireland Army Hospital in Fort Knox Kentucky My father name is Roy William Perry Jr and my mother name is Bessie Elizabeth *.* Perry

I had one sister at home then Terry and two years later another sister Cindy came and seven years after Mary my last sister came into this world. I have all ways love my mom, dad, and three sisters and all ways will. And they have all ways made me feel love back.

I was a happy baby but I seem to all ways push to get my way even after I lost time and time again . When I was two I turn the TV off on my dad he spank me and then I cry but five minutes later I turn it off again I get spank again but after seven times he did not know what to do so he gave up because one can only spake a child so must but he never gave up on me

When I was four my legs would not work for some reason the doctors said it could be Polio but after weeks of test they went back to normal and the doctors never understood why They did my first spinal tap then

I had a speech defect when I try to sound out words Now my Mom and Dad sent me to many speech teacher When I went to first grade the other children made fun of my speech problem.

My first grade teacher had me sat on her lap a lot all ways had weird feeling about that but I never recalled her doing me any wrong She held me back my first year and kept me in her class.

When I was about seven years old I went into generalized convulsion with fever of 106 and a jerking motions and my eyes rolled back The doctors believe I had spinal men* but never knew for sure because I got better.

All my years of school I never fit in or felt wanted at school it was one fight to the next and one could not fight the whole class and some teachers made fun of me too

We went to First Christian Church in E-town Ky where I was water baptized and enjoyed bible school and felt loved there

When I was in the 4th grade we move to the country from a small town It was just a new set of kids to make fun of my speech Now in 8th grade a teacher name Deadleft B*.* help me a lot after I tried to fight him He proved his name and understanding by his driving licence

We began to go to First Christian Church in Glendale Ky Some of the people there tried to make a fool of me but for the most part I felt loved there They sent me to White Mills Christian Camp which I loved

Now I was in high school and I wanted to die because I the way school made me feel My Mom and Dad ask the pastor to our church to talk to me about it He said I needed to stop drinking but I had not began yet so I started drinking.

I tried cutting on myself for fun and other things. I got my driver licence and had my first car wreck I tried to take a 90 degree curve at 60 miles a hour I landed on top of some trees I blow up my first car 100 miles from school skipping school

I work for a farmer named J Jolly he taught me how to work on the farm and drink Yellow Stone 100 prof and have fun working

I quite school in 11th grade and moved to my uncle house at $50.00 month rent and since I was 18 years old got a job at Union Steel a factory My grades in school were A+ in Math and D’s and F’s in all others

I began to steel with my friends small time while I worked on the farm and the factory I was high at work, home, and between the two. I was 36 inch pants than but when I got caught my pants size was 28 inch

I quite drinking than and got off with a fine So I tried the Army than but they got rid of me after I talk to Mental doctors they called it 635 not suitable for military forces at this time.

I moved back home in 1980 a WOW girl name Debbie S ask me to stop my her house She was not home but her WOW brothers John and Rusty were rebuilding a car engine I talk and help them

I went to my first fellowship of the Way Ministry In about a week later I was in a bible class called the Power for Abundant Living A week after the class was the camp meeting called Rock of Ages 1980 I went and came home None of the WOW’s stay there.

There were only three of us who took the class but only I wanted to move the word of God I got my GED than and went to many differ churches around close I than moved to FL were I had a uncle I got in fellowship there but I only stay about 6 months in FL

I went to a telephone school that promise placement I got a job in Columbus Ohio Went to fellowship there had a real good time but the job only lasted 6 months and than I was on call

I moved back home and waited but while I waited I got into drinking again and big time steeling while I work at many differ jobs I got caught and I tried to put the past in the past so I gave up my friends

But after I caught the law officers in a lie I told my friends and help them hid all the stolen things they had because there were over 40 Fed I ran from the law and wrote bad checks to run on but my Mom and Dad talk me into coming back

I had to do 7 days where I tried to hang myself from the things that were happen I saw a Mental doctor then by court order I found myself not able to walk again for three days like when I was four this happen many more times in my life

I went to court for one year than I wrote more bad checks and ran again my car broke down in Columbus Ohio I got a job and went to fellowship again while hiding there I dated a Renee with I still love but have not saw her for years

I went WOW and was sent to Dub Iowa everything came to a end after about 6 months The cops took me back to Ky There gave me 6 months county time and five years probation I was told I could not read the bible in jail but I did any way

I was taught a friend how to read the bible and read it from cover to cover the first time in my life in less than 30 days

I moved back to Columbus Ohio but this was 1989 when fellowship fell apart and I had friends on both sides for non Way friends about 90% of the Way people walk away from the Way and started their own Churches

I went to fellowships on both sides because at that time I saw no doctrine reason to leave the Way and I would not stop loving my friends on the outside of the Way And for the next year or so I moved in with Way people but when leader ship did not like me seeing X Way people I was ask to move

But I still visit the Way people but I was standing with Chris Greer groups but after hearing a tape that to this day I believe was wrong doctrine I was kick out of that fellowship after asking questions I move back with the Way then

It was a time of growth I did not hate the X Way people but I was happy to be part of the Way and got called names for it

I had plan to take the Advance class but was told I could not because they did not have me on paper taking the class called PFAL two times complete but everything est was in order

That night the leadership told me the news A Jehovah witnesser friend called me trying to prove that Jesus Christ return has all ready happen I think I was hard on him Next one of my room mates tried to tell me to stop drinking when I had not drunk for years

I do not know why he jump on me for drinking but I told him first I do not drink and second the verse you are using says when going to the temple and I was not on my way to the temple

Next my other room mate came in trying to tell me that he was an apostle and since he found a ring that prove it I told him he was no apostle and he has brought no new light to the generation and other reasons

Next I saw that it was wrong to force tithes or sale the word of God I wrote the Way about this for years I was not given any answer but take it my faith or I had devils in me Some even said I was a Anti Christ

At this time I had sold a window cleaning Co. that brought in over $60,000.00 a year to two believers for less than 10% of its monthly income for two years The leadership told the buyers not to pay me I fought for my money for a short while forgiving missed payment after missed payments and I just forgave the whole thing

I spend a few years studying the bible and just going to this church or that one I ran with some people not called good but did not break the law I work many differ jobs at that time At this time that thing were I could not walk happen again would not walk for three days tried doctors but it went away

I tried to go back into the Way not lying about by beliefs but they were going to kick out leadership if I was welcome at that fellowship so I walk a way I heard that they kick out some friends of mine I advice them to fellowship with X way I told them you do not have to see eye to eye but you need to try to hold on too a order in your fellowship with God and the X ways groups I knew have got better

I moved back to Ky than for a few months and than moving to FT Bragg NC to live with my older sister I got a job working for a painter that was with Dale Sides a loving family Steve Israel

We went to the Full Gospel Business Men Fellowship and a loving Church while we listen to Dale Sides tapes I wrote to Dale Sides and John Lyn about some of my personal beliefs I was given no answer just told to buy this teaching which was of the help

God taught me a lot in this years How to love people where they are and understand where they are coming from and how some miss teaching came into being

I then moved back to Colombus Ohio and my friends were going to CFF fellowship in Troy Ohio I went for a while a great loving group I wrote them about some of my beliefs too

I moved back to Ky and got a 12x55 trailer to fix up I put all new windows, floor, electric, paneling, plumbing, and had it put in a trailer park It is like home I keep it in good shape still today

I got a factory job but could not pass the medial but got the job anyway work their two years The next factory job it took me over three tries to pass the medial by blood pressure had went high

I took medicine for a while but quite and I begin to get sick so I tried to get back on medicine but could not get a doctor on my days off So I went to the emery room at a close hospital my blood pressure was 240/270 I felt good that day

They got me on medicine and a doctor but less than a week I fell down at work they called 911 I end up in the hospital for over seven days Found out I had a enlarge heart and real high blood pressure

I went back to work after being off a month but the factory lie to fire me but I had plan to quite in a few months before summer after I found a easier job on my health

I got a temp job that was very easy but one night there were going to wax the break room and they ask us to get what we needed now while they begin before I got out of the break room I woke up in the hospital

They let me go home but the follower up doctor sent me back because I was still dizzy 24 hours later I felt like the room was spinning 200 miles an hour but I got around They did a Cat scan and then a MRI were they told me it was MS or similar illness I had white spots on my brain

I took a test which told me it was not MS and than another spinal tap which should it to be stocks about 20 of them with a big one coming I could not get a job with medical

I went for Social Security disability but it took over 3 years some with medicine some with out any But I found a good doctor who I told other health problems like falling asleep when walking or driving, hives in cold weather, head aches and others

I got feeling like dying again so I found a mental doctor and went for help it seem to help until I caught her telling others what I told her in private and making a joke of me So I wrote to ones over her head in case I miss understood but she found out and lie putting a mental warrant on me

It said I had tried to cut by wrist some thing I never did and that I tried to hang myself in 1997 in jail but I was not in jail in 1997 nor had I been since 1989 nor did I ever tell her that

When they came for me was the time my mom was in hospital for cancer operation the next day I fought back they cause a heart attacked and when I end up in a mental hospital over 60 miles from my mom no way to call but thanks to God they did not see no reason to hold me but let me go after I saw the doctor

But since it was weekend I was 3 days I needed to be with my mom They claim that I am Bio Poli II, Schizophrenia, Paranoid but I think they are wrong and we never see another mental doctor

Now these last few years I been doing better since I quite trusting doctors and began to trust Because before I was hiding in fear that they might come for me again in a evil way but today light is welcome in my house I am no longer hiding from the world

I getting bold as I learn to walk with Jesus Christ and God I have not took my medicine for a year or more and my blood pressure has been staying good and been out in the cold no more hides and I having fell asleep walking or driving

I feel good while I read God’s word, study God’s word and talk with God one on one Today I hear God louder and clearer than ever before and its a blessing to live this life now Been thinking and looking for a job because my heath is better and I can do more for God working

with love Roy

[CoolWaters]

{{{{{Roy}}}}}

[imbus]

Roy.....MY O MY! You've lived quiet a life .I m glad you are a part of GS and contribute. Hope your health gets increasingly better and that you find work. Thanks for sharing bro.

[dmiller]

Roy -- What a story!!

Hang in there, Bro. :)--> :)-->

[Dot Matrix]

Roy

Your life has not been an easy one. It almost seems unfair for someone who has a warm heart to suffer so many things.

Gos loves you Roy and he hears the quiet whispers of your heart as well as the loud requests you make when asking him for help. He has his angels around you. He watches over you day and night with love.

Roy, I do not know why you had it so hard and I am very sorry that a kind tender soul like you ever had one person snicker or laugh at you in school. It was hurtful and wrong behavior.

I am mad that those people did not even pay you for your business that you developed and I am unsure why you sold it. It seemed like a true blessing from God to bless you with an income where you would be taken care of.

Roy, can you start up another window washing business? Or if you like animals Petsmart has programs to teach people dog/cat grooming.

Where are you now? Are you back with your mother? Is she okay?

Funny you are so smart in math but not the other areas, for math is the thing I cannot grasp. Even a simple check book becomes the enemy when I try to balance it.

How is your heart? You know Pat Roberge had a heart problem and went to BG Leonard's class and BG prayed for him and he was healed. You may want to PT him as the story is encouraging.

Roy, I wish you good things and lots of love.

Edited April 1, 2004 by Dot Matrix

[Dot Matrix]

((((Roy)))

[year2027]

God

Hi Cool Waters, Imbus, DMiller, and Dot Matrix

Thanks with love Roy

AS for your questions I live in the trailer in Radfcliff were my mom lives in Glendale

I see her once a week and call were more She does better for a while and then goes down but she is enjoying life

Last time I heard her cancer spot went down now my dad is in bad heath with parkerson but he does not give up and has some good days

I have been thinking about going to school to learn a new trade since it would be paied for by Social Security

Since I have been reading, praying, speaking in tongues and others things good for me my heart has not give me any pain for over six months

I watch my blood pressure close and talk with God about what I need to do for my health

I lost over 30 pounds and feel like a new man but I am still over weight

with love Roy

[Dot Matrix]

PT

Roy