Has anyone else every wondered about this? I'm sure many of us have mulled over this question a time or two. Sure sounded like suicide to me the way cg presented his account in POP. Why didn't victor have the will to live? He'd built a worldwide ministry and had passed on the baton to his most faithful student. Most people would have been looking forward to their sunset years to either write more books, mentor young Christians one-on-one, or just spend some time with their wife and family. It