What I feel any given second

[year2027]

God first

What I feel any given second

06-02-2007

As I sat and think of my many years there one things that does not changed my heart to be part of that which is around me. Today I feel that God loves us all but when I was young I did not even know God but at least I knew of God.

I recall my Way ministry years even more when some close to me speaks of them without understanding the good, the bad, the need, the want, and the joy and pain of being part of that so many years.

I recall how I had no focus and how my life was of no value to me this was the good if turned me from a life of pain without friends to a life with a focus the movement of the Way ministry.

While the focus was not the right focus it would lead me to the focus I was born to reach in due time a son of the most high God brother to Jesus the Christ.

But the truth I was there before the Way ministry but without understanding what I was seeing was spiritual and what I was hearing was spiritual the true realm of love calling me because I was calling out for help within this world of flesh.

Within the good was a doorway to the spiritual realm as I begin the hear God talk to me personally then came my needs being took care of one by one I found a world were others talked like me with basic the same goals.

The bad came because the Way ministry was only using me as merchandise to get them rich fleshly but if they only knew I had the keys to spiritual riches a heart so pure as many others had but they never saw only miss used our hearts as they walk all over us.

The need for friends and fellowship was there but it was took away until I found it again with a group of EX-Way believers and unbelievers on a site called Grease Spot Café which led me to true spiritual things.

The want to help others within the Way ministry and without the Way ministry. The want for people to like me the way I was before the Way ministry while changing to think as they the Way ministry wanted without even seeing myself changed.

Later the real want to fellowship with God as he is within the spiritual realm as I talk with his beloved son and begin to live true love the purest kind of love.

Next the is the joy of the Way ministry which was not joy at all but the fleshly emotion of being happy because things are going good but later the pain came because it was only happiness with as a end.

But joy came while in the Grease Spot Café when I saw true joy comes from living true love which is seeing its all simple if we just reach to that which we see not.

Pain came over and over in life as I tried to live fleshly it seems that fleshly people hurt each other without even trying at times. And yes the Way ministry gave me pain when I saw how fleshly they acted.

Now there is fleshly pain at every corner but if a person goes to God with love and ask him for help overcoming his or her fleshly desire of sadness God will bring spiritual joy.

Now we have turn to another second the Way ministry is passed and the true God has stood up tall and bright and I can see with my spiritual eyes his light.

Yes no flesh has seem God but my spirit is not flesh as it leads me to true understanding as I see the messengers of God all around me the little lights of truth I once believe were devil spirits and before that the dead walking.

Now I know they are the dead hearts of the ones who die waiting for the first coming or the dead hearts waiting for the second coming. They are the inner hearts of the dead as they flow around as children of God.

Yes this is out there but truth is not fleshly nor can it be because it the image of God we become not the image of flesh.

The true battle is between flesh leading our heart or the spirit of Christ planted within us leading our hearts. The true devil is our flesh that which can lead but that which should follower.

The goal is that one day we break out of this flesh like a chicken breaks out of a egg. From the image of outer flesh to the image of the inner spirit which has been made alive by the love of Christ.

The voices I hear are God, Jesus Christ, and the ones who have changed before me at their day of the last trump as they broke out of their flesh.

If a book could teach us the very truth of spiritual awareness it would of been wrote but for this we must travel the path from what we see there to what is really there by letting the seed of Christ led us by asking for spiritual help after spiritual help.

Because that which we think we understand we do not and that which we know we understand we are wrong because that which is fleshly is fleshly and that which is spiritual is spiritual.

Now can I lead you no, all I can do is point you in the right direction asked for that which you can not see nor understand with your fleshly minds for God will send it when you get ready.

I can write this to you because many have witnessed spiritual things by pray with understanding and without understanding but this is only the beginning of reaching out, so reach with me for more the is a whole spiritual realm out there to see and hear by visions and dreams of what you will receive when you break out of the flesh.

I will end now at this second, thank you, with love and a holy kiss blowing your way Roy