krys

amen

Those are all good. Here is my http://www.voicenet.com/~krysilis/tunes/2001.wav' nomination.

For me it was the lack of control I had over my time and my life. At the end of a week, I was so tired of jumping through hoops, and I really longed to sleep in on a Saturday....and I couldn't. In order to get things done for my own family and my own home...there was no sleeping in. Finally, there was no wiggle room in the week or the month...and I was so tired. The only way to rest was to stop everything...because I could no longer pick and choose which activities I wanted to do....or could do. Since it became all or none...I had no choice but to say none. It was almost 4 months later that I was confronted with "abuse" of my family! I can't believe I was so dumb as to not have seen it or believed it before. (buy I was)

ooooooo - - kinky!

Sock it to me, Larry!

WyoMan: It matters not how much you swear you will increase your efforts. It is simply not enough. I, and perhaps I alone, am worthy to sit at LP2's feet. At least I know that it is called "toe cheeze" and not "toe jam". sheesh The line forms behind me...far behind me.....selah [edited to increase my own fawning over the illustrious Larry P2 - - in whose presence we must all rise] [This message was edited by krysilis on February 08, 2003 at 15:52.]

I wish the rest of you “guys” would pipe down and shut up! This thread is all about Larry P2, who, though threatened and tortured within seconds of his very life, still stands faithful to deliver the lost remains of the precious once lost hours of piffle. And hasn’t he said he would teach it like it’s never been known before if only we would listen? Well - - there are those around who desire to learn it. I think I want him to teach it ! We owe him everything we ever once hoped to be in order to sit at his feet and scoop up these diamonds in the rough. Won’t we give him half of what we own and all the time in the world just to listen to his schpiel. Peeeepul! Doncha wanna know how those red drapes really got there? Doncha want to know how to make it snow at your own gas station? Doncha wanna know how that particular shade of green came to be used to represent the life that got sucked out of every twig? Doncha want to know how to build your very own auditorium tax free with somebody else’s money? Wouldn’t you like to have your own Winnebego without so much as a down payment? We need to give this man the floor and our undivided attention (methinks).

I'm glad you can feel so free!

I've been thinking of this since I first started following this thread intensely: Is there any difference in the eyes of the law between rape as we've discussed it here and what some of the priests in the Catholic church have been accused of?

Violation, no matter what the name....is still the same!

Thank you ladies. My prayer is that you recieve back twenty-fold of what you gave here....my understanding is so much more more complete. I wish I had proper words to express how I feel. [This message was edited by krysilis on February 04, 2003 at 4:54.]

That's what it means Wack-a-doodle. I had to corrupt the spelling because the normal spelling was taken by a subscriber to my ISP! What it really means to me is the series of changes or metamorphosis that go on within it...that's what I've been doing since I left der Weg...changing within! Rock on!

Shame on you Sudo for being so funny!

Wacky: I put myself through college by keeping stocks of fruit flies! I did other things too in the animal lab as an animal lab tech. but that was my main job!

No Dot - I don't want to wear a bikini! that was partly my point. It's not that I'm going to pot and I don't care what I look like....I just care more about other things in life than an exquisitly carved body (if there even is such a thing).

I had great difficulty losing weight when I had to take blood pressure drugs. I don't know about the second one, but the first one was a calcium channel blocker and I had such fatique that I could not bear it and told the Dr. either change the meds, or I'm stopping it! He listened, thankfully, but I could never lose weight on that medicine. Dot, are you getting any exercise at all? I stopped taking blood pressure meds when I was exercising very strenuously building a house. I lost almost 20 pounds without batting an eye and I ate like a horse! Since I quit smoking my body has gone bonkers! It is not the same body I've lived in all these many years. I agree with Wacky about Atkins in general. The serious "no carb" phase is supposed to last a short time...then you're supposed to add carbs back slowly while you lose the rest of the weight...then when you've finished losing weight, your carbohydrate quantity should remain stable. I cannot explain why. However there were 2 times in my life when I felt really well. Strong, energetic, good balanced mood etc....they were....on the Atkins diet and when I was building that house. Could it be that not everything works equally well for every person? Also - when I saw Dr. Atkins on Larry King a couple of weeks ago, he didn't appear to be overweight...was I not looking in the right place? For what it's worth, I'm of the opinion that whatever we do to keep ourselves feeling well, energized, clear headed, alert and calm, is what we should be doing. The hell with measuring pounds on a scale. If I achieve the former and I have a bulge in my tummy....tuff! I'm 60 years old, I'm grateful to be here as vitally as I am....and I personally don't care if you don't think I look great in a bikini! (Bikinis are for cute twiggy types anyway! Who are much younger than me!) But, of course, that is my opinion.

.....to everything there is a season.....and a time for every purpose under heaven. It says that in Ecclesiastes somewhere....or was it Song of Solomon. I think it was Song of Solomon...or - - was it Ecclesiastes.

I walked away. I think the cirumstances that led up to that are what hurt the most...not leaving the organization.It's been 5 years, and it still hurts. Sometimes I wonder if I will really recover. I'm better than I was...and a lot stronger. Even today, I find it nearly impossible to really fully trust anybody. That's a terrible way to live.

Congratulations, I'm so glad you both found each other. As far as the party....I wonder how we can keep a major food fight from breaking out. I want a root beer float with chocolate ice cream instead of beer....can that be arranged? love krys

No so Rick! I've run quite a few of the offending IP addresses and they are mostly communication companies. I wonder if it could be part of a "pre spam" test run!

That particular word "THE" was added by the translaters....it was not in the original! You can leave it in if you want...it doesn't change the meaning.

Merry Christmas (oops - - HAPPY HO-HO) Mr. Linder

Thanks Rick!

I've got a question!!! Recently I upgraded to NAV 2003 with it's fire wall security system. I've seen this block this virus looking thing at least twice a day. I believe that it is not a serious threat to me personally, and it's not an attack per se because when I run checks it always returns a range of IP addresses and a company name which sounds like a telecommunications company or an advertising company. About half the time it is from abroad....Korea...London Do any of you have any idea what they are doing and why (I'm just curious)? Is it for advertising??? spamming??? I did have a Trojan once on this machine...it snuck past NAV 2002! That's why I upgraded...and cleaned my computer....I don't have any reports than my computer is trying to make a connection outbound...these are all inbound. What do you guys think? Anybody with a similar experience??? Thanks krys

I figured you'd come around!