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God first I see myself as many and as one! 07-08-2009 I see me the selfish part of me where I am give me this or that but that the only parts I have because I, can be we, them, us, and many more. I image wants every thing now but I become we I share with all others. Them puts me outside the group people but us makes me part of every thing again how do you see yourself. There are many parts each person just outside of each person and the inside of each person. But can one be the me while there the them sure a person can see from many points of view there no limit on it. You can see from inside while seeing the out side but can also see all the layers that are inside and outside there is no true line. Is your body outside the world or is the world outside your body or are you inside the world or on the outside of it. Are you outside the heavens are you inside of them you are both at same time. I tell you a great of life is seeing not as I but we, us, and then because you begin to this you understand greater things. I going to end now so think this some without the hope that draws us all together love Roy.

A friend gave me a translated of what wrote I hope it helps God first They turn out the light but back on! 07-07-2009 I've been thinking about what might have happened if people were no longer able to understand me. This was what happened to my aunt after her last stroke. I decided that I would never give up on life, although I knew things wouldn't be easy for me, having observed what my aunt experienced. Suicide crossed my mind, but I rejected that thought because I wanted to live no matter what. God was in my heart more than ever and it was love that had freed me from this world. I realise that my atheistic friends may not always want to read all that I write, but I at least hope they will understand just how broad my view of the world really is. I tend to lean towards the gnostic writings more than I do the pages of the bible because they reveal things to me which go beyond normal logic. I realise that not everybody is drawn to these books however, nor ascribes merit to them. I still use my P.C to reference the Christian sciptures because there's a facility for P.C I'm comfortable with, and this isn't operable on my Mac. Although I don't labour my biblical searches, I do still like to contrast gnostic writings with the bible, which is still a basic theological resource for any Christian. I know I will never prove anything to atheists, but for me...there's no need to, and I accept that they will likely remain unpersuaded anyway. Some people might think that I wish to convert atheists to my beliefs but I personally see no point in this, because if somebody doesn't want something, then I won't push it. I am not a sales person, I share what I believe freely, with all who want it, and atheists just don't want it. A lot of Christians try and apply pressure to atheists because they believe that 'god' wants them to fight his battles for him but nothing could be further from the truth. God wants Christians to address their own problems and leave atheists to their own devices. I write these words partly to Christians and partly to atheists, but it's time for me to rest now so I'll continue my address to the atheists [in particular].... later on. God first 07-07-2009 O.K....I'm back now to finish this address to atheists and believers. Whether we believe in 'god' or a god of stone, it doesn't really matter because we are all waiting for 'something' whether it's to blow ourselves up, or whether it's for the return of Christ. Time will move forward and things will either get better or they will not. We have nuclear weapons and we may be the ones who use these, or....we may be the ones who have them used against us. Ultimately...nobody really knows what the impact of this would eventually bring either way. The end may be near, or it may be many years away....but there's always an end to things in life and the strong eventually win or they die in the attempt. Believing in god doesn't make you any better than atheist, and not believing in god doesn't make you any better than a believer. We are all on this earth together and we need to start realising this. I can never understand why fighting and war seems to go on and on. Sure, there are many atheists who do not believe in god, but do you [Christians] not remember that the bible says: "...let them live together..." Or have you forgotten the thing that Christ taught you? Atheists mean you no harm, they just want to live in peace and you [Christians] should let them because they are not hurting anybody. I will end this now, because I've written all I wanted to write. I love atheists and Christians alike. Roy.

God first hi George my aunt never gave up so I will not up either I like the part you quoted because had a way then but I gave all my guns to my brother in law this winder because I no longer needed them anymore that surprise him after the stoke because I did go to then anyway I feel strong tired to Christ love Roy

God first They turn out the light but back on! 07-07-2009 Here I sat thinking about what could been if my speech was never understood able again because my aunt was not after last stoke. I have decided that I would not give up on life but I knew it would be easy I knew what my aunt may had to go through to live. Killing myself went on in my mind before but I did give it a second thought this time is all but I wanted to live it would not matter it took. God was in my heart bigger than ever before I knew the truth and it was Love that freed me from this world? Now I have Atheism friends that may not want to read all that I write but I hope they will understand because my believe system is not any like other man on this earth. One might say I am Christian but they might say I am many others even Atheism because I see God bigger than one can believe. I like the Gnostic books best than the bible they show more things that are out there far from reach of normal logic. But this me most do not understand those books but I find things that draws me to them in their pages. But for basic Christian I used Quick Verse on PC because I still need to find a good bible for my Mac because Quick Verse for Mac does not work on 10.5 or at least the one I have. I got on line searches but I like searching from Hebrew number and Greek number. While I no longer do searches that has me reading many verses I like to back things up with bible so when I read Gnostic books there a lot things can be prove using the Bible for the Christian. While I know I will never prove anything to the Atheism I do not have to because there no need and they would believe me anyway. Now some people think I want to change the Atheism believed but what the use in that he does want it and I will not push it. We are sales people who sale God’s word we give it free to all that want it and the Atheism do not want it. So many Christian seem to push the Atheism because they think God wants then to fight for him but nothing could farer from the truth. God wants then fight their flesh and leave the Atheism alone renew his mind from worldly things to Godly things. The atheism will have to wait before I finish this, which is part to then, and part to the believers no matter how he believes in things. Goodnight my friends and have a good sleep love Roy. God first 07-07-2009 I am back my friend’s to finish this letter from me to the Atheism and to the Believers no matter what they believe in a God or god of stone. It does not matter because we all are waiting for something whether it is to blow ourselves up, or Christ returns? Time must move forward and things will either get better or they will not and we have big bomb we will either used it or someone will use it on us. But what will it do it to this world no knows the impact of it because they do not know how many will go and come back down. The end may be near or many years away but there always an end to things of life because the strong win or die trying. Just as you believe in a God that does make you better than Atheism and just the Atheism does not believe in a god it does make him better. We are both on this earth together and we need act like it I just do understand why fighting seems to go on and on. Sure they’re Atheism and they do not believe in God but did you not read in the bible “let them live together” or you lost things Christ taught you. The Atheism mean you no harm they just want to live in peace and should let them they are not hurting anybody. I guess I end now because I wrote all I know to write love the Atheism and the Christian alike Roy.

God first hi Todd what your saying is that they naked in knowledge Adam did not know he was boy yet and Eve have knowledge she was a girl while Adam name everybody he saw dog just its name just someone to play with it is a stage that everybody has parts himself the bigger self not just me Adam had no of knowing or beginning to know a dog might bite no one told him about dogs yet love Roy

God first hi Waysider yes it not hard to understand it was not up for a time but I guess it back i wish they see the video maybe they will love Roy

God first my ansawer Obama what are you going doing anything? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nTwFtBnNmww love Roy <object width="560" height="340"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nTwFtBnNmww&hl=en&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nTwFtBnNmww&hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="560" height="340"></embed></object>

God first Little Britain. Maggie. Westboro Baptist Church ft. Johnny B. - God Hates The World http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xslDXXIu4b4 love Roy <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value=" &hl=en&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src=" &hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xslDXXIu4b4&hl=en&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xslDXXIu4b4&hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>

God first hi Linda Z and brainfixed thank you my friends love Roy

God first hi krys and kimberly thank you love Roy

God first hi waysider your welcome love Roy

God first hi Ham your welcome love Roy

God first hi RumRunner thanks my friend Sandy for it yes it brought tears to my eyes too love Roy God first' Hi doojabl your welcome my friends love Roy

God first The Voices of Glory - America's Got Talent 2009 - 06/23/09 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RKtEQ9QnhfM <object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RKtEQ9QnhfM&hl=en&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RKtEQ9QnhfM&hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object> Love Roy

God first The dirt that I see! 06-30-2009 As I sat my mind think about dirt and spirit cries out with things I could know a lot about or do know that I not able to speak about. I think one must have a bowl to mix all the different theory together because must fix together some how my friends. Take the theory Big Bang of the rocks that made the earth and heaven but for a Big Bang to happen the rock come somewhere. I believe dust or dirt multiply by sex form of some form to make two then three, then four and so on until they had a big ball form. These broke apart over time because of the heat from having on top of another but could be measure because light was not turn on yet. Then I take C-Decay theory and say not light is dying everything known to men or God. The ration would so big that one can do that one thing everything in a problem that no man could do no matter how many computers they had once they had a number it would change. There the String Theory, which got seems to hold it together things to move on a given path every thing has a reason or does it. Then you take Cause and Effect Theory that everything has a reason to be in this mixture one thing causes another. Like the Ball, blew up cause the earth and stars to be made the center make stars from turning to gas in the center of ball of dust. The outer layers, made the earth and planets inside each planet is the gas trap, which could break apart a given time. The explosion causes to set the gasses on fire living light which us other things. But these are just theories and theories are only guesses of things while men wants to make it a fact is not. I am getting tired so I will end with love and hope Roy.

God first Atheism friends and I am a Christian http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WiTulOz4Pbo <object width="560" height="340"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WiTulOz4Pbo&hl=en&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WiTulOz4Pbo&hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="560" height="340"></embed></object> love Roy

God first Hi Cman they be dead but to say cannot see a small change in their selves maybe the generation might not see the Change but we are about Adam here Adman saw because he knew was wrong he of not understood it but He saw the change love Roy

God first Peace of Night! 06-27-2009 Here we go getting to share my heart you who I have know so many years I told things you did understand and things you did. I wrote over your head and I under your head some things above my understanding and some were below your understanding. It times you believed I was mocking the bible but I would never do that because I love too much for that. I was building image in your heart of love over image of an old book that may fall apart some day I was trying to make the stories real to you. My pushing a button in your heart, you got mad at me for a time but I am desire to teach you how wrong I was. I should teach you about that about the image that you can have in your heart. We are living epistles not a book that fall apart but an epistle written in our hearts that the devil cannot take away from us. Is has stood for years and will be here until the very end. 2 Corinthians 3:2 Ye are our epistle written in our hearts, known and read of all men: 3:3 Forasmuch as ye are manifestly declared to be the epistle of Christ ministered by us, written not with ink, but with the Spirit of the living God; not in tables of stone, but in fleshy tables of the heart. The bible was written in the stars or should it the word of God because epistle that we have our own was wrote in many languages and tongues. But the one that stood the test of time was the one in our hearts. Love Roy

God first Hi Cman I did a search naked once their were dead at this point they bodies were alive but death have begin show because they die they wearing dead images of God light and power that light that shines after death and before now since Christ quicken us even Atheism were quicken they were not dress anymore they could see death crawling on the body before they were perfect but now their not just in a believer looks after they let Christ there a new glow to the person Adam notice that they lost the glow to him love Roy

God first Hi everybody I changing my style it been long over due I learn a lot because of it and being willing to try things that may seem odd God said I ready to change my style no more holy kisses unless you ask for one i still love you and God more than words will write love Roy

God first Beloved friends God loves you my friends but he also loves my Atheism friends God has showing me how to love the atheism people they are born, they laugh, they cry, they love, they have joy, and they died but do they rise again the answer is some will and some will not but I like to say the church has not given then respect for the last few years that I know so what they do not believe in God and I know that of you understand but I speaking because of the sign by some and I know it not us that do those dumb things we would never hold a dumb sign and we fight against those dumb people I guess like the gays I can see what there seeing I look up atheism and I was surprise it did not mean what I had believe were I rattle my tongue enough i love you i plan to do A U-tube on what i see just getting ready in my mind for what may happen on other boards I know this one will get me off because i had before thank you with love and a holy kiss Roy

God first Beloved tagalong God loves you my friend I hope you visit us a lot my friend some of these have seem a lot of pain in their lives from living through a cult but after you think about most church are cults our were no worse than and better than others it all about money for some while put money last we still want things they be as good has George Muller how he ran that children home but I sure he made his share of mistakes but not in his book you can bet I have my mistakes in the but like George Muller I will not show everything but when writes about me what will they say will i got off subject i love you thank you with love and a holy kiss Roy

God first Beloved cman's God loves you my friend I used to know but I guess I never made it my own yes you right should be out to be conceive out is being born again thanks thank you with love and a holy kiss Roy

God first The truth about being Born Again 06-20-2009 Lets look at the word in Greek since was mostly wrote in the Greek Language and then translated to English. The Greek number for the word is G1080 for born meaning to conceive and bring forth. Again is the Greek word G509 meaning from above and the verse here it is to conceive again, which makes sense. Now born the word can also be to be born with conceive being the way. Now I not going to fight you for if you had been conceivable, a way of implanting seed with the blood of Christ with is Christ in you or you were born again only? Now I will give some verses to look at and think about it. John 3:3 Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God. RWP John 3:3 Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be conceive d again, he cannot see the kingdom of God. John 3:7 Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again. RWP John 3:7 Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be conceived again. Now you can look the verse but it plainly said the word is conceived and if you understand the meaning of words from a translator point of view. But let look deeper as to why this may be truth. Matthew 7:21 Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. 7:22 Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works? 7:23 And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity. How can this be if the seals the deal but if the blood only makes birth possible to be conceive d and be born at your death. To die without fear because you know you will get up again. To forward to your because you know it not the end for your life here on earth. Thank you for reading my words with love and a holy kiss Roy. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h_JvEn5zTKU God first Christ second The night is coming 06-15-2009 God loves you my beloved friend in Christ that the way I see as a brother to Christ the only Begotten Son of God. Jesus Christ it is not robbery to be equated with God than are a god just not great. I can be equated to God how can this be, I am just human and with a flesh body that not know a lot and I am weak by natural. But I have Christ growing in me this Christ will be born at my fleshly death. I sure wrote a lot for you to take in but think about it how other can some speak the wonderful words of and does not know them. How people do mighty works for God and Christ, says he does not know them the only thing comes to mind the birth is still coming. The birth is ongoing thing your confession is way you live and the believing is what keep you going each day of your life. In Christ we have life the life of the spirit, which is the part that is born our death. The day of our death is always getting closer everyday we take a breath of air and our body breaks down. But God is taking care of our spirit body until it comes out of the womb. Some people are never born spiritually they are born dead because their life was not of love like Christ taught us to do. I am going to end now thank you for reading my words with love and a holy kiss Roy. <embed src="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h_JvEn5zTKU&hl=en&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowScriptAccess="never" width="425" height="344" ></embed>