WordWolf

=============== =============== pg-237. ========== "But you get tired. The other night I was so tired I couldn't even find the books of the Bible. When you work so hard, everyone loves you;" [ What was he working so hard at when reading the Bible? According to what he was JUST saying, he was implying the youngsters were lazy when they wanted to study the Bible rather than do manual labour. (And wasn't the Bible-studying why they were there?) So, when a youngster does it, it's laziness. When vpw does it, it is hard work that makes you tired. Nice double-standard.] " but when you get right down to it, it's you and God to handle that Word, and you have to make it live with the renewed mind. That's what's really important. And other of life's tinsel just doesn't count against the greatness of the Word of God." "This is the greatest loving ministry in the world-and the most lonesome walk. I suppose it's like being an athlete. In football, there are eleven, in basketball, five; but when you teach, it's just you and Daddy." ["This is the greatest loving ministry in the world". Here's ANOTHER one of the "best in the world" claims vpw made a LOT. Further, this ministry relied on rules over "loving", even then. "House of Acts" was a loving ministry. Also, if any ministry is a "lonesome walk", then the people in charge are failing to run it correctly. It's supposed to be a FAMILY thing, that means it's groups, not a "lonesome walk". A "lonesome walk" is a cowboy or other "tough guy" who wants to show how tough he is. It's a uniquely American form of error. Europeans like the Vikings had sayings like "bare is the back that has no brother", and they were considered pretty tough. So, vpw is exhausted from reading his Bible, and he's some sort of maverick. At least, that's what he wants us to believe. Didn't hw JUST finish complaining about ego and appearances?] "Lots of people love you for the Word you teach, but when it comes right down to it, it's just you. You stand and you walk. You teach what they can take. And sometimes you know a whole lot more. Things you could open your heart on, you never do, to those depths of perception. You go so far. You know the abundance available and the Father says, 'That's all folks! End of show.' nd it's something you cannot describe to people. Just you and Father know." ==== Man, I can't hear the sounds of the violin music over the earth shaking there... ========== ==========

pg-237. ========== "But you get tired. The other night I was so tired I couldn't even find the books of the Bible. When you work so hard, everyone loves you; but when you get right down to it, it's you and God to handle that Word, and you have to make it live with the renewed mind. That's what's really important. And other of life's tinsel just doesn't count against the greatness of the Word of God. This is the greatest loving ministry in the world-and the most lonesome walk. I suppose it's like being an athlete. In football, there are eleven, in basketball, five; but when you teach, it's just you and Daddy. Lots of people love you for the Word you teach, but when it comes right down to it, it's just you. You stand and you walk. You teach what they can take. And sometimes you know a whole lot more. Things you could open your heart on, you never do, to those depths of perception. You go so far. You know the abundance available and the Father says, 'That's all folks! End of show.' And it's something you cannot describe to people. Just you and Father know." ==== Man, I can't hear the sounds of the violin music over the earth shaking there...

I'm a bit surprised no one's gotten this yet. It's hardly an unknown or obscure song. I'll give it another shot.... ===== "Well, now, take a look at that- I made a castle in the sand, Saying 'This is where it's at', you, Couldn't understand how, If I realized that my chances were slim, How come I'm so surprised when the tide rolled in" ====== "Well, I'm sick of potential I'm sick of vanity now I'm sticking to essential reality now I don't know what's worse Try to make a silk purse Living an illusion in confusion" ======== "Well, a house of cards Was never built for shock You could blow it down in any kind of weather" === "The heart that you break, that's the one that you rely on. The bed that YOU make, that's the one you gotta lie on. When you point your finger 'cause your plan fell thru You got three more fingers pointing back at you"

How does one get his new CD's? (Please pm me if this is a secret or something.)

================== Amazing what vpw "allows" to happen. pg-237, we hear "The Ambassadors is a similar program to develop leaders, faithful men, people with committment right out on the field." [Again, a man with no background or training in 'leadership programs' runs another program. However, this time, he hits upon the key that makes this work in spite of his inadequacies...] "It's like Jesus said, 'The harvest truly is plenteous, but the labourers are few.' Well, we're allowing real labourers to develop. It's beautiful." [ Bingo. That was the key. vpw was not qualified to do ANYTHING to develop leaders. So, how does this succeed? He does NOTHING. People volunteer to serve God for one year, and pay VPW for the privilege. vpw then tells them, "ok, the 4 of you go here for a year", and then does NOTHING, and they either SINK or SWIM based on their own determination, prayer, and the situations. Those that grew, grew. Those that didn't, did not blame the "program" that didn't actually TEACH anything. It was quite a financial windfall, too. Like he charged the corps and used them as manual labour and free groundskeeping, the wows were charged to be wows, which meant a onetime bonus for twi. Then they were "relocated"-no, they were told where to go, and they were told to find a way to get there. That's why wows were organized around which ones had CARS. Cost to the ministry: $0. They then had to work fulltime and support themselves on the field for the year. Cost to the ministry: $0. THEN they ran twigs and pfal classes. The twigs were expected to have members tithe 10% of their income. Cost to the ministry: $0. Benefit? 10%. The pfal classes were run, adding members and adding grads. Cost to the ministry? Loaning the class materials-film, whatever. Benefit to the ministry? The price for each student, plus buying replacement books from time to time.... All for doing NOTHING and "allowing" them to develop. Heartless, without conscience-but profitable.] Now comes the AD portion of tonight's show. "God said He'd teach me His Word like it hadn't been known since the first century if I would teach it to others. And that's how I think: How can we teach it to others, make it live?" Doctor shakes his head, his face cast in seriousness. "Yes, the day God made me this promise was the greatest day in my life, that day and the day I received the holy spirit because they were both centers of reference for my learning truth and error. You have to have a center of reference outside of yourself to learn. And no matter who you talk to, you always learn. Those two encounters with Him are as real to me today as my talking with you right now." ======== I honestly believe vpw had talked himself into believing his story by this time-that, in telling it to so many people, he bought into his own lie.

Amazing what vpw "allows" to happen. pg-237, we hear "The Ambassadors is a similar program to develop leaders, faithful men, people with committment right out on the field. It's like Jesus said, 'The harvest truly is plenteous, but the labourers are few.' Well, we're allowing real labourers to develop. It's beautiful." Now comes the AD portion of tonight's show. "God said He'd teach me His Word like it hadn't been known since the first century if I would teach it to others. And that's how I think: How can we teach it to others, make it live?" Doctor shakes his head, his face cast in seriousness. "Yes, the day God made me this promise was the greatest day in my life, that day and the day I received the holy spirit because they were both centers of reference for my learning truth and error. You have to have a center of reference outside of yourself to learn. And no matter who you talk to, you always learn. Those two encounters with Him are as real to me today as my talking with you right now."

If I were to go out on a limb, here... I'd say his fixation with pumping up his own image and making himself look like he never misses, is tied into the same reasons the program was not redesigned and retooled after having been unsufficiently prepared, and simply rerun as if it hadn't failed during its trial run. vpw refused to accept that setting up such a program required skills he didn't have. vpw refused to accept that a failure of a program meant a problem with the program. vpw refused to look at the structure and say "there have to be better ways to do this." All of that was because vpw was supposedly an expert on everything, and refused to admit his gaping deficiencies in setting up and running such a program. So he blamed the people he "set up".

"Acts 29" and "Ready for Anything" were soft rock."It's Hot" and "God First" were hard rock. "Breakthrough" was soft rock. "A Thought Away" was medium rock. We discussed that a while back when someone asked for the lyrics to his spoof of "Don't Let Your Babies Grow Up to Be Cowboys". Seems he doesn't perform songs off that album anymore. This makes sense, as my guess was that he wanted to distance himself from his own personal list of "stupid things I did in twi". (I know I do.) I do wonder if he performs stuff off "A Fistful of Scriptures", however.

pg-235. "If someone comes into the ministry, we don't drop them, we stick with them. We never kick anyone out. They kick themselves out, if they want to go. But they're always welcome back." Those of you PERSONALLY kicked out by vpw himself, this is a perfect time to remind us..... Ooo, pot, meet kettle.... "Sometimes people leave. And you wonder why you ever teach anybody-people you've poured your whole soul into." " [ It's not supposed to be about you and what you wonder. You just TEACH. But to answer the question, it's about the people you teach, period. Some stay, and some leave. Either way, what is of God stays with them. ] "They hear something, then they want to go it alone." [ Yeah, the Evangelical and Reformed Church, I hear that sometimes their ministers do that, too. ] "It's still just mainly an ego trip for them because it's how they look to other men that counts to them. They are not standing back in utter amazement of God's Word come hell or high water." [ See my last point.] "When that happens it just tears my heart out. But I have that Word so deep in my soul that if nobody else believes it, I would still stand." [ It is not about you. ] Regular Mother Teresa of Calcutta he was. Except, you know, for the "helping people" part. Then he decided to set up a leadership program. "We started the first Way Corps then, the fall of 1969, especially for that purpose, to prepare leaders. There were nine of them-some married, some single, younger and older. They stayed until the spring, and then I gave them the privilege of leaving. You see, they never got it together among themselves. They didn't have that commitment, that discipline." pg-236. "They just kept fighting among themselves. But you know what? They're all standing today, all but one, and she'll be back. She'll get tired of messing around after a while. And she'll be back because there's nowhere else to go after you have seen the greatness of the Word." He also says the new improved program is a 2-year program. ===== Ok, so he wants to set up a leadership training program. Please note that, until now, we've neither seen any experience WITH a leadership training program nor facility with training of any kind. So vpw doesn't know how to set up a leadership training program, how to set realistic goals for the program and for the participants, and so on. How much of a difference does it make? When I was still in college, I had such experience, and could have written up a program that HAD realistic expectations and goals, and would have had a higher success rate. What difference DID it make? According to vpw, perhaps 6 months into the first program, EVERYBODY had a problem. That means the problem is with THE PROGRAM. You take it apart, examine it, retool it, and carefully try it in a redesicned form. Not vpw, though. He took the SAME program and ran MORE people thru it. The one thing he's still good at is pumping air into himself. He's repeated that "only ministry with the truth" thing again.

pg-235. "If someone comes into the ministry, we don't drop them, we stick with them. We never kick anyone out. They kick themselves out, if they want to go. But they're always welcome back." Those of you PERSONALLY kicked out by vpw himself, this is a perfect time to remind us..... Ooo, pot, meet kettle.... "Sometimes people leave. And you wonder why you ever teach anybody-people you've poured your whole soul into. They hear something, then they want to go it alone. It's still just mainly an ego trip for them because it's how they look to other men that counts to them. They are not standing back in utter amazement of God's Word come hell or high water. When that happens it just tears my heart out. But I have that Word so deep in my soul that if nobody else believes it, I would still stand." Regular Mother Teresa of Calcutta he was. Except, you know, for the "helping people" part. Then he decided to set up a leadership program. "We started the first Way Corps then, the fall of 1969, especially for that purpose, to prepare leaders. There were nine of them-some married, some single, younger and older. They stayed until the spring, and then I gave them the privilege of leaving. You see, they never got it together among themselves. They didn't have that commitment, that discipline." pg-236. "They just kept fighting among themselves. But you know what? They're all standing today, all but one, and she'll be back. She'll get tired of messing around after a while. And she'll be back because there's nowhere else to go after you have seen the greatness of the Word." He also says the new improved program is a 2-year program.

I picked "lcm". Out of the list, he was closest to the one reason. I left in 1989 as the direct result of lcm drawing his line in the sand and demanding an oath of loyalty, and painting himself as "Spiritual Leader" and "Spiritual Head". I would have left by myself at that time, but the state of NY, as a whole, pretty much left together. (lcm fired all the leadership together, which meant he had guaranteed there would be a functioning alternative to what he was doing in the entire STATE. Since VF was capable of replacing him, and lcm put him in the de facto position OF replacing him, that's what happened locally.) I think that eventually I would have left once I rose high enough to see all the problems, but they stole the issue by bringing problems down to me locally so they were impossible to ignore. So, leaving was inevitable.

Sudo? LG posted a story that DID appear in the "Dallas Morning News" and did NOT appear on Snopes. (I checked Snopes, and did a news search and got the Dallas Morning News link.) Was there a relevance to attaching an urban legend to LG's real news story?

No, but as usual, he took something extant and pretended it was his. However, we're doing SONGS here, so... :) ===== "Well, now, take a look at that- I made a castle in the sand, Saying 'This is where it's at', you, Couldn't understand how, If I realized that my chances were slim, How come I'm so surprised when the tide rolled in" === "The heart that you break, that's the one that you rely on. The bed that YOU make, that's the one you gotta lie on. When you point your finger 'cause your plan fell thru You got three more fingers pointing back at you"

Welcome to the Cafe. As you can see, not everything was as it appears. As you can see, there is life after twi.

I think Belle was saying we were sick, but not THAT sick. ===== Me, I left when someone demanded my loyalty in the ABSTRACT. Kill myself for God? I wouldn't have done it, and I would have been rather...rude with the "spokesman" who "suggested" it.

Thanks, but anyone who wants to can seize my turn.

Ooo, nice shot, then. I recognized the cadence of the lines. ===== Ok, here's one of my favourite quotes from any song. "The heart that you break, that's the one that you rely on. The bed that YOU make, that's the one you gotta lie on. When you point your finger 'cause your plan fell thru You got three more fingers pointing back at you"

*snicker*

pg-234, we see Donnie Fugit arrive in summer 1969, speak to someone in Wichita who was from Rye, NY-which led to the beachhead in Rye. In 1968 (yes, he jumped back a year...) "Then Johnny Townsend, another young man who had the class in the army, came here that summer in 1969. He stayed here two years. Like so many of these young people, he'd rather read than work. He learned the Word, and he learned to work and study here. He'd spoil this, spoil that, and then he'd learn. Now he heads the state of Kansas, and he is the spiritual coordinator of the Western Region." I don't know what the army teaches people about working, but I get the impression that they work pretty hard there, even in peacetime. vpw seems to disagree-at least at this moment. ========================================= Once again, I'd love to contrast vpw's comments about one youngster with his "performance appraisal" by his own father. "Uncle" Harry gave some interesting biographical details that help fill in some of the blanks, especially about the youngest son in the family, vp. page 77. " We all had chores to do: milking, feeding the cows, horses, hogs and sheep." "When VP was in high school, Dad wanted him to take over the farm later. You see, that was the tradition-that the youngest son take over the farm, just as he had done. But VP emphatically said no. He'd always liked to study and said he wanted to study for the ministry. Our Dad said 'You haven't even learned to work well on the farm. You'll never make a good preacher.' " =====================

"A Pocket Lips Snow!" Where you either SURF or you FIGHT!

"It's A Hard Rain Gonna Fall". -Edie Brickell covered it, I think it was originally Bob Dylan's song. Is that it?

pg-233, vpw tells the Board of Trustees about the group, and they offer to bring them onsite for a Summer School. "We said we'd pay, and they'd be on a work scholarship. They all copped out except Steve and Sandi and their son, Stevie. I liked them all. I thought they were wonderful-free and honest. But I saw their congestion, their lack of knowledge, lack of grounding in the Word; and I knew that their communal living could not survive." I especially LOVE LOVE LOVE to compare this next quote with a young person called vpw... "He was like lots of the young people today. He didn't know how to work. But I knew you had to have discipline, self-discipline, to really work that Word and learn. If you can't work in a field or dig a ditch for a day, what kind of discipline would you have working the Word of God?" ======= Uncle Harry W: "Our Dad said 'You haven't even learned to work well on the farm. You'll never make a good preacher.' But VP used to practice by preaching to the trees." Uncle Harry chuckles at the recollection. "He'd go out to the woods for hours. Dad thought he was loafing, but I knew what was going on. He was preaching to the trees." Really, Harry? You admitted you didn't SEE him most of the time. Why wasn't he doing his chores in sight and preaching to the animals on the farm, or, you know, the other kids, people who might actually hear something of use? Maybe Dad was on to something. David was a good shepherd FIRST, then a good man of God.... ============ Judging from what he's saying, the adult vpw said the teen vpw was disqualified for the ministry...

================ Ok, so someone might wonder, aren't we taking this too far? Granted, vpw claimed orgies were FINE with God. And of course, this was after he'd been DRINKING and not careful who he confided in. ("In vino, veritas.") That, in and of itself, does not indicate that vpw would actually PARTAKE of orgies or sex, or that he would actually drug women or anything. It indicates a pattern of thinking that would ALLOW such a thing, however. From there, however, you can follow the trail of broken lives. vpw told a few people in his inner circle that it was fine, and publicly said it was wrong while privately acting as if it was right. One poster discussed how this was "practiced"... "You know what else is sick? Some of the parties these girls, not yet at the drinking age of 21, went to...Well, there was Howard and other old guys and they had booze. The got these kids drinking and then these old guys started kissing on them with an overall orgy flavor to the event. Now suppose one of your kids said, 'Mom and Dad, I went to this lecture of Jesus. It was great! But then I was asked to a party and the old minister and other old male church people gave us drinks and were pulling us on top of them touching us! Mom and Dad, I was so drunk one of the old men placed his hand under my panties!' We would all be outraged and go do some @$$kicking. Yet here some of us sit and discuss if maybe VPW was a little horny or the 70's were a free sex period...I grew up in the 70's and I was not into free sex and the idiot Weirwille tried to get me...." ==== I think we all are familiar enough with the first-hand accounts of women who vpw himself tried to force himself on, claiming it wasn't a sin, claiming God APPROVED it..... I think we all are familiar enough with the first-hand accounts of women who were victims of the people led into this sort of felony by their criminal ringleader. Seeing the early stages of this being set, seeing slips of the tongue, this is disturbing, but, I believe, necessary to see.

Well, not always. A lot of the time, a plain meaning was retained. The times when it was discarded are when vpw wanted it to say something else. As a result, a convoluted explanation developed where what it MEANT wasn't what it SAID, but rather what vpw WANTED it to mean. I imagine there was also some alternate rendering of "fornication" as in "flee fornication" and "to avoid fornication" and so on, which would allow him to not flee or avoid it.

"I know that vpw was kept secluded his final years.....When LCM became president...he and the bot told the older folks and leadership....to stay away from vpw because they (the bot) needed all of his time and energy to teach them how to run the ministry. Apparently vp was unaware of what the bot was doing ....because friends that had been kept at arms length for a few years finally made contact and found out that he was completely bewildered as to why everyone had seemingly abandoned him. As I understand it he was lonely and felt betrayed...swept aside." ========= Of course, being El Jefe Grande, he couldn't be bothered to pick up a phone, or put pen to paper and find a stamp, and contact someone seeming distant.