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Deb Seelow- Please leave contact info in Private message. thanks

BELLE- I left my home area after 48 yrs. to try to start new. I had such bad memories constantly, cause of he way and all the bad stuff that happened in that area. I moved to an area where I knew 1 person. I took a RE class and met 2 girlfriends and we have stuck together. altho I recently moved a little further away....we still talk lmost daily..i cannot run out to see them like i used to. I miss that neighborhood feeling.....Its very lonely here too. God Bless.

zshot & Cindy thats my moms recipe...the best altho, if you brown the sausage to a dark state almost burnt, it adds a deep richer gravy..the kind ya yurn fur.

Help... I just rc'd 6 docs from my new boss to get my new home business up and going and I cannot put my info in them and save it to my computer. Its a PDF file (marketing brochures). I cannot send them out because his name is in them. The new info wont save when I close it. I need to get stuff out asap.....thank you

http://www.theinterviewwithgod.com/popup-frame.html Copy& Paste into your browser. Turn Volume up! I lost so much trust in myself for being lead by a huge lie I lived for almost 17 yrs. I lost all my friends I had for years and my fiance stayed in. My best friend died while I was on probation and wasnt allowed to attend her services.....even after spending hours upon hours praying, shopping, holding her hand in moments of tiredness and weirriness during her chemo treatments. My mom died the following year and I wasa put on a surgical table to remove part of my lung (for biopsy) 2 weeks before my mom passed away..My mom had the very same procedure and didnt pull thru.then my daughter went to serve in the middleast..yikes, she is home and safe.......meanwhile, I still go to God..he is the great comforter..he has given me wonderful people here and there...I dont know where I would be without God........it still hard at times......My heart goes out to us..... I know little message is not the whole answer to our deep hurt. we are so hard on ourselves. enjoy.

CHarlie- Yes, Greek Oregano is very good. I live in Mid New England and Lavendar grows great here. I use to garden in a garden that was built in 2 teirs. It made it very easy to maintain also decorative. Young garlic can be pulled early and eaten raw! YUM!! I have dried my herbs in the oven on very low heat for aout an hr. and then I jar them or put into mini tupperware......love it. You can crush w/ Olive oil with Mortar and pestle to wake up the flavors or pick right off the plant..so so good.. HappyGardening......oh, Sunflowers are great for squirels.

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Hi again I actualy forgot to say i am moving closer to work next week. Its a complex that all the amenities. I noticed they advertize over 50 parties..could be interesting!! I am cheewing on what you all have shared. Im so thankful your there. Times can be tough...

Thanks so much to you all..... I moved to Va a year and half ago and im losing my midwestern accent and gettin a southern twang!! ha. D- second class......yep, the balance was way off..also. 5yrs. and more to come..hurray! Stayed2long- I have had several dates from scouting the singles sights......A local Dr. who recently was divorced and yelped and was fried after his 2 yr. seperation cause she wanted all his moolah....moving on....the second who wanted to take me to his mountain retreat.......sorry, not a retreat..he actualy lived in a one room cabin......a real griz....yikes..lol.........I have considered therapy.....It could be a good thing. I drive 3 hrs a day to and from work.......The thought of diverting my route is scary. these are the original indian trails from moons ago that were devoloped into highways...commuting here is the worst..Chatty, not like Chicago at all. Chatty- Sorry about your brother. I lost a sister. Its difficult at times. I have quested so hard to hold on to the good I have learned. It's been a challenge tho. I have learned to listen carefuly to people (believers or not) It has helped me to come into my own. I still enjoy helping those who have troubled spots. The IN THE KNOW is not me...I think I have resolved to keep quiet so I dont foolishy embarrass myself..which I still do at times..I think that how we stuart our lives in any fashion is what we have at the end of the day and that includes how we handle people....The void is hard to fill and sometimes its just OK..know what I mean? Chatty thank you for the loving care, you brought tears to my eyes.. Belle--realy now! yikes..geeesh!!ha.... :o--> :o--> Z--Hey there sweety watcha doin later haha.

This is a post about singleness. I was engagded during my 8 month probation period and of course the leadership said we were not commited to each other and convinced him it was ok before God.he remained in and I departed for good,so then I met another believer 2 yrs later who I got engagded to and he ended up taking his problems to higher form of drinking his heart and life way.I left for many reasons.I still carry a special love for him but you cannot help someone who is in denial.....I have found I feel in a sence very left out of the area I most wanted to have in all life was a very good loving relationship. I find it hard to mesh with most christian men I have met cause they still have battles with old way stuff which I do too. They have not had all the junk thrown at them doctrinaly like I did and it makes me feel so different and misplaced. I havent had many opportunities to date. I find myself not trusting most that I have met. I am very honest and usualy end up being very good friends with most......Its so hard .........Has anyone been challenged like this?..after 5 yrs out of the way it still so hard to trust......

My sis graduated w/ him too!!

Hi Belle I left in 2000. I finaly feel comfortbul with all the changes in my heart since I left. I went thru several spouts of depression and felt so lost. dont let go and get busy thiking about good things and how God is still faithful. I felt like I leaped out of a bubble into a world I haad to discover and survive.Life is real good. Try to put the past in the past and look for tomorrow.

sorry, my attachment didnt attach.I will try again.

Smithsonian

This is crazy..yesterday at work I pulled up GS on my work computer. The screen was white and said this has been blocked from the server..yikes!! They blocked me!! I look at home websites and shop online on lunch. why didnt they block that!!!!!!!

Thank you for your kindness. we left around the same time Kathy.:)-->

Kathy Why do I understand this so well. I have not been able to put it in a category or a paragraph what you shared in your first post here. WOW!! so many hurdles I have tried to leap and seem to fail. I am afraid of failure at times cause of the lose in my last 10 yrs of life. I am not perfect nor do I want to be perfect. But I seem to analyse many things into a depth that I dont understand. Its like putting a square peg in a round hole.

Oakspear- My sentiments exactly. I left for 6 yrs. 84-90. I went back not knowing about the fog days. when ever someone brought certain things up in my prescense they would hush up. alot of things were hidden from me. I never knew who CG was till I left. Itook PFAl in 75 and knew the Ministry in its growth stage. things did seem somewhat different..............if I would of>>>>>>>known the truth.

Im in Nova.

I bailed 4 yrs. ago....wonder what the requirements are..let's see, sell everything, no debt allowed. like my friends husband, work in kerosine heated garage during 0 degree's along with soaring high winds, while your beard is freesing with iclces at midnight in the middle of winter and fix those extra cars and sell them so your wife who has cancer can go to Adv. class to kick the Adversarys *** and to please the hand of your BC and report you have paid off 2000 in debt in your first rreport, and be ready to report your progress in 5 more days...........They werent there to change her bandages, sit and listen to Dr.s finding in reports or take walks to ease her heart and blow up baloons and put prayers in every baloon and release them to God on very sleepless nights, my bible says we walk in love and serve each other and care for each other......................................struck a bad nerve...so, sorry. I tear when I hear or Advance class anything!!!!!!!!!who cares!!!!!!!!

Oldiesman..Im so sorry for bringing this up..I hate the shadows of thought that still linger time to time about this stuff..It just pops on its own..its a constant battle. That gets tiring..I know what you mean by secluding your yourself cause you dont want people to see your grief. that is how I am. I shelter and push it away and try to move on. my own mind stumbles on........time to smell the roses!! I personaly havent read the word for about a year..This coming month I plan on setting a schedule (so to speak) and start rereading the epistles. Maybe this will help.

I found it hard to forgive them, cause I think I havent forgiven myself for that I allowed to happen to my family.

Bill It's me Car---e La-----. I was there asst' coordinator in wauk..........remember. how is the pool bsiness.Jim and becky are living Ohio along w. Jims parents. dont know about the hoveys havent seen them since 99. lovin ya. Private message me.

Hi you all... there you are!! I left twi 1 in 83' went back in in 90' I had wondered were where all the folks were I knew in the 75-83. I knew things got stirred up in the Way during those years, noone talked about it on the inside walls of the HOLY LAND.But ...did not know anything about loyalty and all the other stuff or even the Passing of the Patriach. I didnt even know or remember who Chris Geer was.....Cluelessss. nO one realy Talked about it........ I left in 2000', what a shocker to my heart.....I felt so lied too!!!!!!

they were LC in Illinois in 2000...He is a mover of hoops, if you know what I mean.