likeaneagle

I have hesitated to post about my recent experiences with someone who is still in, in fear that they may come or lurk here. Also, I know if any one who is planning on leaving, time and God will make a way out. My recent conversation, started with a CHristmas ecard, in which, I replied. Then came a New Year's ecard, inviting me to meet this person face to face this year. My alarms went off so quietly, only because, this ecard came from my former fiance, who is still active in the Way.They broke us up because I was put on probation...hence,6 yrs ago. I called him within 3 days of the email, because I thought he may of left and thought this may be the time for closure. He told me that his nest will be empty in a year and a half, and was entertaining the thought of me being in it,if possible. I kept myself in a balanced, well lit up state, so I could meet the need that was heading toward me. It was quit friendly, but buried within me, was GSC..I mean all the tangible evidence of the Way abuse presented here towards people and thier walk with God and the backstage sexual missuse of hearts of people who gave of themselves only to be abused...I myself included.. He made a statement, about LCM and the cleaning up days and those days where over ...he acted like it was nothing..i could tell, he wasnt ready to encounter the discussion..Man o man...inside, I felt a burning.. WE have talked several times, but the way speak is so distracting, I know soon I will have to take this further with him..There is no intimacy in the language of wayspeak, and it lacks true character, which I have had to work so hard at..I mean finding myself again....after hours and hours, days upon days of getting clear on so many simple issues..driving every part of condemnation back where it needs to be..I cannot afford to emblish wayworld... He said, the Way has changed..Maybe so, it will never be a place where I can be again..but, I do hope i our concerted efforts, we can break thru the crap and get to business and refresh a good friendship.being the patient, as possible, and not resorting to my buried hurt that did surface lately,....I will be there for him, if he ever needs a friend.

yanisagawawaniawha-who Bears weather-I dont think so. I worked on the same road where they train all year, in Lake Forest,Il. Halas Hall..I grew up there, rain totals are the same for Indiana for the year.. strecthin it alittle..

maybe next time:(

Josh Turner would of been a better choice..:)

We will Rock you!!

Thats my boy's

We will rock you...

alright......them bears.....touch DOWN...FIRST BALL~~~ WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO

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da bears Go Chicago!!!!!!!!!!!!

He is awesome.....how do I get his old teachings..he passed away he was truly beyond christianity probaly in his youth, and yes a character He always elevated my inteligence

xx bringing this in light of another poster asking ?'s about fear

Thanks WW- That is exactly what I was looking for.:)

Does anyone know the percentage or allocations that can be used for home office?

Hey, just call me slow, if you wish..I just realized "The Law of Believing" was twisted to the "Law of Fear and Intimidation".......wooooo.. But, it was not fear thet caused me to love..just seperating to differences here.

Tom- I put my spminges in the dishwasher too!! How genius of us! Give me 5 EXIESISTEROFMINE-HEEHEE! I am a truly nice easy to get along with type of gal..just done change my schedule...

I am laughing so hard!! heehee

Yea, just a play on words..cute joke..:)

He was my dad's 2nd cousin.. I was about 12 when I tried the chew stuff..never never

I get al weirded out if someone try's to change my morning routine.. coffee first weather email gsc and more coffee make bed shower and then I am a happy camper

my daughters are skiddish of all Way people and exway.. They are loving good hearted once brused. I told my daughters that my exfiance, who is still in, contacted me recently. They gave me "Words of Wisdom," and wanted to talk it out right away to see what I was thinking..and what is he thinking, of course I dont always have answers. Being the person I am, I reasoned with them, because they have a right to feel the way they do, but to bring thier concerns about who I choose as friends..but I am not one to walk away from anyone who I have invested my life or time with and the Way isnt going to choose my friends or future. they were not born into it,only by birth..they spent all thier childhood involved..till highschool..my youngest doesnt talk about it much.I wish she would open up more..im pretty verble about my feelings. My oldest married a christian in those terms..he is a gem for a son n law.

I wore 2 different shoes to a school basket ball game. I was a Master Skater in my youth I slept under the CHristmas Tree waiting for Santa when I was 5 I went to a Midnight Madness sale at Lowes in my pajamas, and 50% off on a Table Saw, for my former husband I tried chewing tabacco and was sick for days dont upset my morning routines or I may not smile My father is related to Gene Autry Happy Trails to you..:)

Excie, be careful..could you realy submit to this milking of cows?..hee It's dangerous work. My grandpappy had me milk a cow once and Daisy took her tail and walloped me one, and knocked me off the stool... I think you should take a class on,' How to be a farmer's wife and enjoy the fruit too ,'.

heck, I dont know the answer to that. Uploading is copying?

I live in the sticks..Ive only met a few folks here..The few good friends I have I cleave too!!