excathedra

i love you ala

i see your point

i need more time to read and absorb, but i do want to thank you, roy i'm so glad you are still here love,ex

thanks, m oh how i remember that song and all the discussions when i was young and free :)

well, i am glad i won't join a cult anymore except for greasespot (see my big smile). i have such an addictive personality ! i believe i was duped. i do believe i could have duped myself. i was young, screwed up and now i'm old and screwed up -- i did have a pretty recent experience where i totally trusted this other gal (woman) and thought she was a dear friend she screwed me over really bad DUH -- my best friend was in the way, but we were best friends before the way -- i like a lot of the people i met -- but i don't like veepee ************** i appreciate that too, linzee. thanks for saying it. i do remember when everything i said was shot to sheet. i had to leave the boards for about eight months (i made up for it though, didn't i ?) so i do understand how that feels, no matter what your perspective is

happy for you tz

i haven't come across any since i left the way but those few times in the way were really weird -- and the time on the big fancy bus, his eyes were DEAD i don't know if that counts

because why ?

what the hell are we talking about now ?

you feel like an old friend love, ex and thank you about sandra dee

one time (i wish dot was here) something happened where we lived. it was horrible since i can't explain it well, i'll move on to the other thing i was on lightbearers and we all went out together to a bar with the interim corps girl and her "family" when we came home, we all (lightbearers) went to sleep on the floor i had this horrible feeling inside me since the bar and while i was on the floor trying to go to sleep, this dark hovered over shadow scooted in the corner of the room i just prayed to god but it was the same shadow from the time up above that i remembered from what i'm trying to tell you from dot i can't remember if i said something to "it" from my brain or out loud, but it went away it was horribly scary -- there's another story but i feel sick telling this one

this could be one of the saddest threads

potato ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha ahha

ohmygosh it was the 3rd of june where is the Tallahatchee Bridge ? -- geisha, yeah i should have said i loveD her. she was so pretty and spunky

well, i don't know what to say i spent quite a bit of time on the internet being screamed at by posters saying i was lying about my experiences with veepee. other times i was talked to (and about) for trying to get attention i have tried (unsuccessfully at times i'm sure) not to be on any pulpit and not to hurt other people so i'm still trying to figure out (among other things) how to respond to the point, socks, about everyone jumping on bandwagon when it's negative about veepee and the way

i do have a couple of scarey stories that happened to me, but i'll have to tell you later

i do love you so much i'm always trying to figure out how you got healed by veepee ministering to you and how much i hate his guts lol however, i think god just loves you so much, he used the bastad

i like brainfixed a lot

awwww i love her. how dare her manager

i don't know. is it socks and linzee ? people that empathize but don't see the evil i do ? just asking.....

how's come ?

thank you oenie and bliss (sorry, sometimes i just read the ends)

http://www.superheartliving.com/wierwille.html

what happened after ? :(

thank you for this discussion many people continue to help me and i'm grateful i know i have the most posts on greasespot sad. could be because i'm the most screwed up or one who needs to talk or oh hell i don't know. even being called the "patron saint of sexual abuse" hasn't stopped me. scarey eh? but thinking about grieving -- not being allowed to -- is something i really understand the death of a loved one, the death of one's childhood, one's soul......