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ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haha haha ha ha habut the rest ohmy !!!!!! i'm so impressed with geisha and ALL of you i feel like i'm with celebreties (did i spell that right? it looks funny) MWAH

you guys are so sweet i love you

hi cher don't do church, never will still believe in god and christ, but i did already i think personality here might have had a stunt growth, but i hope i'm more me every day

i don't know what to think about all of this the intermediate class bothered me though

((((((((((((( T- and you all ))))))))))))))))))

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha to all of the above ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

http://www.plaxo.com/directory/profile/158...38/Harve/Platig political views: do the right thing

awww what nice stories especially the one about the dog who pee peed everywhere :) ps. there was just and ad on here asking "where would jesus shop?"

i think why i have a hard time with the father in the word is because i was looking for rescue from past and thought the was different than past. does that make sense? gave him the history, etc., and trusted, but of course mistaken -- changing subject we were so poor. the other father in the word (priest) bought little brothers bicycles and stereos, let them drive his car when they were under age, drink, etc. even came to bail them out and speak on their behalf when they became teens getting in trouble (drinking, driving) those good times didn't seem to help them from years of drugs, going to dark places for (i can't say -- but it relates to what he had them do when they were little altar boys), and years and years of broken hearts, broken marriages, broken souls.... i'm not saying this was the way, but it's all too similar for me -- and wierwille knew all that too

too sad for words been there done phhucckkinngg that

best of luck and thanks for posting this love,ex

always nice to hear from copenhagen i have things to say about your thread but i have to think about them but all in all, thank you for the insight

hi everyone, catching up here cheranne, i couldn't get your youtube to work thanks now i see and all -- could be off topic but i know my mom was a victim and saw no way out in her situation (in her mind and at that time) -- not wayfer stuff i forgive her i think i even forgive the father and others in the family situation still working on the father in the word

thank you for the stories bummer same with dustin hoffmanvery cool stories from TN and MA etc.

i can see the parallels (not talking about need and want for godssake) poor potato and all good people what hurts me a lot is that the people i laughed with because we were a lot alike when i saw them devastated and hurt, it killed me do you think i left then ? no. did they ? no and some of them even now kind of sing praises i can't do that anymore (and it's not because of my stupid f up ness and story) i should not "just"

the internet is good, geo. :) and you can get a variety of versions

oink oink hogging the thread i had some REALLY good times -- never laughed so hard in my life -- with people i became friends with in residence in the 9th corps "in residence" is that an odd term ? i never refer to my college years like that, but of course i'm not a doctor lol

i'm not sure i stayed because of the good times. i think i stayed out of some weird guilt or shame of being bounced i remember how people were so looked down on when they didn't come back after interim year of whatev there was some kind of stigma attached we had LOA and DFAC and these LISTS that came out in the corps household newsletter and a lot of talking about them publicly and such it was really bad. of course now i don't think that way, but i did

sorry, i don't know why i thought you grew up in the way ?

something else i just thought of my heart goes out to bolsh and brainfixed more than good time folks because as i understand it these (you) people were CHILDREN ABUSED so no good times in my book sorry

good one you should be a writer

it's just so weird how i stayed and a lot of this stuff has only occurred to me as i've gotten older and keep thinking and yapping etc etc it's similar with my "earthly" lol family. my two little brothers were abused big big time by a priest and they (family) are all (mostly) catholics going on their merry way, but i do love them and we have a lot of fun together i have major disagreements in my head but i try to shutthe....up when we're together because i love them a lot and want to be with them i don't know if i'm making a bit of sense. and somehow the two little brother do the same thing and understand where i'm coming from life just sucks and as i've said before i would like a memory in the hereafter so i can get this stuff straightened out in my head i don't want to be a happy robot seriously

you people on these pages here are so awesome. thanks.

wow really i mean it

how odd about cutting people out of pictures