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that's a very mean thing to say

the meetings after sunday night service or corps meetings (i forget) were called afterglow meetings double barf

-- i just read this on a site i could throw up (sorry) when i found out he was dead, i felt nothing -- like, dead

when i worked in word processing with rhoda, she called him "the doctor"

sadi thought my life had gone from darkness to light !!! lol

look, whether you got in or out before me or after me, i want to tell you something veepee was a nasty old man craig turned out to be his follower and so did just about everyone else in any leadership position i don't really like john's site so i don't think i would like the cruise there is too much good feelings about something that was so hurtful i can't see what i'm writng so sorry for the typos

oh so this is a stupid thread? hey, i've said a million times over how much people mean to me that i became friends with in the way but tell me -- do you really think me sitting around telling my heartache and story would contribute if i went on this cruise? to me, it's bull sh it .... also, my friends for YEARS have been john and hope and i love them dearly but for me, a good party doesn't change my past, and i love a good party

hmmmmm what do i think about that ? i would not be surprised a bit. do i know this for a fact ? noi do know about geer and lcm and many many other leaders the apple might not fall far from the tree do i think anyone close to veepee wasn't contaminated? no

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i believe i know that in my heart. witnessed it my whole life he was such a wad. how dare he (and others) bring it some kind of spiritual level (game) i should have known better i actually started a word document to myself about the cons and girl victims who told me about why it was right to be with him oh fruck it all

reading too many things here but he had no foundation except for being perverted he must have thought he was so lucky to find all these adoring young girls and even people who say these young ladies "wanted it" should think about the stuff rum runner posted recently i mean what ajerk i can't write anymore because i can' see it

wow. i remember one time there was a party on the blacktop. wierwille called me on the coach and asked me to take off my shirt or to lift it up (it was a tube top). i did to my shame and then ran off crying saying i just can't do this i still feel shame maybe it was to take it down

"undue influence" i'm reading about it -- good term and another thing, look at her frikkin age and his. pfffftttt

goey, i love you, how are you ?

if they promise a seance with veepee, i'm in

what is RC? and anyone who trust psycho geer, is psycho

an exwayfer on the way corps site told me that they had talked to kris's ex and he pretty much said she was a little looney (or maybe a lot) and this person believed him over kris -- so -- it kind of bothers me they told ME that knowing what happened to ME. i guess i'm looney too, but it still happened in other words, i guess abuse is in the eye of the abusee and it might just be one's fault for getting into that situation i still think revered ones (reverends) and men of god or men (people) in authority should be very careful when it comes to the people they are helping, counseling, etc.

just want to say hi to pond

i never head that phrase to plan the adversary out of my life boo hoo

in his sicko psycho dreams the loser

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oh i love you too litwin !!!!! so much !!!!!

we're all fru cking dying a little bit at a time i guess

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dear potato, i too lost hope while being in the way hugs