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-- sorry, i never answered the question the light comes on for me all the time -- a lot of times after i did it the wrong way -- but then i go back and try again god help me -- well he does

um kind of read nemo but i have no attention span i raise (still raising) a child when i was gone from the way unconditional love but of course explaining certain things that happen when you're an azz (i'm just saying that now because he's 16) you know? you just have to do it with love, not fear, but not letting them do whatever the hell they want, which my kid wants to do i think love and discipline are great things i've learned a lot of things the hard way, but it's mostly because i've been too lenient and kids just beg for structure and boundaries and i think it's because they need their parents' protection from this crazy world if this didn't make sense, i apologize i'm not a great speaker lol

thanks socksie 'tis true people get too big for their britches and i found i didn't want to try to fill those britches -- i'm not sure if i'm saying this correctly, but you know what i mean -- also, with the my way or the highway -- i was an employee of one of the big 8's then big whatevers in new york they let our manager/department head go. a lot of people really loved her the major managing partner over us came to have a meeting and told us they let her go for philosophical differences some people were crying and starting to raise their hands, etc. and he said, "if you're not with us, you're against us and there's the door" oh how lovely -- after that i just aspired to be a loyal employee forever lol

i'm sorry -- kind of skipped over some posts i just know at one time i was thinking about the kitchen,or ohmygod the living room, and now i'm thing about the outhouse :);):) :(

i don't know. definitely could be due to her own demons coming back to haunt her plus what's that saying when you start believing your own publicity ???? i think there were some people who got hoodwinked and some who came in and then decided on a plan (not excusing the hoodwinked hanger-on'ers) donna is like an old lady now (like me lol) -- she isn't going anywhere sunesis my friend you were so wise with your heebie jeebies about the one-eyed bandit

one thing that will definitely slaughter your childlike expectations of miracles is the way corps program perhaps even the advanced class perhaps perhaps even the pfal class :( the more i was in, the less i saw or the more i was taught, the less i saw when i first got "witnessed to" i believed in possibilities

that's what he gets for hanging out with the bus driver psycho geer

i need to correct something i said wierwille did not say "how long do i have to wipe your way corps azzes"? he said "how long do i have to suck your way corps azzes"?

i don't even know where to start as i've said here before, one night when walking along wierwille road, there was some dog giving birth and wierwille and geer were there with barbie. the way they "talked" to her was worse than you would talk to a dog - i just can't explain it -- and i come from a history where this kind of crap yelling talk is the absolute norm oh what else? when the poop hit the paper, i did write to craig about how he could finally change the way and not walk in the steps of the fadda -- his written typed reply was SCREAMNIG -- i din't know you could yell in a letter, i swear i did like craig back before then another time when i was in word processing dept., vince finnegan screamed at me to where i just was dumbfounded -- it was over some stupid little sheet with the tape transcriber. i want to my dept head and is said i just couldn't take it. she went to bo and bo went to vince and i think the final outcome was that he came by and told me he was under a lot of spiritual pressure -- i don't think i said it then except in my head and to my dept head -- that he should get another job if he couldn't take the pressure when i talked to veepee about a friend of mine getting abused by psycho geer, he didn't yell exactly, but he said how long would he have to wipe the way corps' asses ? excuse me ? geer was a snake well so were many of them when i told on geer, he called me at home. he didn't yell at me -- he said didn't i understand that my friend was packing big ones? what a beetch ugh these people should have been slapped i'll think of more i'm sure

ohmygosh i went on youtube and did a search on glossolalia and then on the right all these exorcism things came up and scared the crap out of me

ohmygod jim. when i was in the way corps program, people would stand up to try not to fall asleep. they were drooling and dropping like flies. it was really funny when they would topple over into a bunch of people in their chairs the best was when they would just swoon kind of back and forth sound asleep. it kept me awake watching them -- it was so much funny :) taking bets.... is he gonna go.... is he gonna go..... some people can swoon -- like bend down -- right to their toes -- and not fall when they're sleeping. it's amazing

i haven't been able to bring myself to read her book either

hear hear thanks

yes those things are very troubling once you step back and wash your brain even though i'm not sure mine is completely clean

yes she was

they give you the opportunity to share from your abundance at their fellowships what frikkin abundance you azzes

hi johnj does somebody alert you to topics here or do you check in ? just curious (nothing bad meant by it) all this crap with the way and suicides and blaming blaming blaming makes me SICK i don't know, if god is so wicked, i wouldn't want to know him this might not make sense but i don't feel like going on for once

awwww i loveyou erkjohn

waysider how sacreligous of you -- he should have a bible in the other hand

7 = spiritual perfection - and obviously you cop-outs don't understand the greatness of it lovingly, in his service, excathedra DFAC 9

can't watch it didn't watch it what about it -- you are great ! i mean i didn't watch anything with old roz-a-lie talking i did watch something with some singers -- ewwwwww

can someone PLEASE post a picture of veepee's head !!!!!!!! i hope i don't have to pay 200 bucks to see it

did i already start this topic? it came up again when i typed it in i am so angry do you know that is what he said to kris when she came for COUNSELING????? he meant BEING WITH HIM was a reason to feel good about being alive can you believe this ? as in being with him SEXUALLY ohmygod there are real human beings who have committed suicide or wanted to because of this and HE THINKS this is a reason to feel good about being alive !!!!!!!!!! how can people or offwayshooters excuse this ? would you go to your minister or priest or shrink or camp counselor or teacher or anyone you hold in high esteem and expect that they would tell you having sex with them was the reason you should feel good about being alive????? it's beyond my brain. he told me i would get healed from past abuse. he never told me that's why i would feel good about being alive! i hate his guts. HOW DARE HE HURT LITTLE PEOPLE. this isn't about someone who was horny. this about a sick human being. i even said somewhere recently when marsha was going through this torture there was someone else over on the other bed can you understand how bad this is of course he was a sick mean person i can forgive him but when people want to EXCUSE him i cannot ever ever do that sorry i'm going so crazy today i look to this basterd to help me through my childhood abuse and his answer is to you-know-what me\ WHAT ? WHAT ? WHAT ? if he did this to my son, i believe i would kill him oh god -- just think about it -- you need help -- you need counseling in an area which is so shameful to begin with -- and this is how you are treated ? from the frucking pope ? the man of god ? it's just astrounging i mean astounding damn it ohmgoodness i am sqad sad i can't type sorry i am furious a father in the word ? what the hell is that all about ? a FATHER ? yeah, i had one of those too i feel like spitting on him and others you cannot trust anyone well, there are nice people in this world but oh should i even go on ? i'm making myself sick I'LL SHOW YOU WHAT'S GOOD ABOUT BEING ALIVE i am throwing up the arrogance. he's disgusting. i wish his other eye rotted out (god forgive me) -- -- -- i'll tell you what's good about being alive -- surviving YOU! how dare you use young girls. i don't even care if they worshipped your sick sorry azz you're supposed to know better did you start a ministry so you could have young firm ones? you make me SICK if you even had ONE CLUE about god's love or the love of christ you would have -- i don't know -- left this planet lol or done something good with your life -- like being a farmer or whatever you are your stupid motorcycles and planes and buses and you taught others on top of it all ppppfffftttt and frucking geer and martindale and all these popples who looked up to you and WALTER what the hell are these people thinking killing a soul is okay??????????????????????????????? yeah, right. i'm sure god/christ would agree with you i'm done with you. i hope to meet you later as far as donna and rosalie, i want to spit on them too. it doesn't take too much to realize the ungodliness of it all. sorry if that's out of your all's (:)) comfort zone keep [playing your make-believe games. i thankfully believe you will somehow answer you not only destroyed simple stupid followers like myself but you destroyed your own children, your own selves it's just very very sad and bad -- -- -- -- okay, i feel a little bit better -- -- --\ thanks

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i remember that ROA, pen. it was my fault. so was wierwille's death i believe my fault -- according to another psycho bithc parageernoid i also went through the mal pack crapola (including silk sea sponges yuck) i remembe calling a dear friend from a pay phone at emporia and telling her we might be there soon but i couldn't tell her why. shelived in theboonies