excathedra

who cares?

well may kosow -- ps. i know this will seem f'd up but i don't think i would start a thread to call a poster out that's just me

i think i see what you mean who tricked you though? and who is saying that?

ohgod you crack me up yes it's the OLD OLD ball and chain lol ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

kossow but i don't know if that's spelled right

i'm trying to digest that post about "being tricked" i despise that saying and every other way saying right now i'm thinking of course i was tricked but not by the "devil" "adversary" whatever the helllllll -- wierwille (which means the way) tricked me because i was a young stupid azz now i'm 54 years old jesus, if an old man tried to "get me" now i would punch his lights out but he would not want me at 54 -- not just because i'm no longer young and firm -- because i actually am a bit smarter lol i truly loved the people i was in the way corps in residence thing with must have been because we spent so much time together in misery lol but i mean it, i love them a lot

no one has told me they love me madly in a really long time -- you made my day or night i'm so pathetic aren't i

alfie, oh thank you, i'm afraid of facebook and i don't know why i wish i knew del like you did. i feel the same way about jimmy because i got to really know him (in his dying year) -- screwed up and all and honest -- and i really loved him a lot and karla was so kind to me when i did way marketing in north carolina

this thread is too f'ing long i was in the 9th corps and i love Russell and Cindy (i'm trying to think -- her last name begins with a "K" Koss--it's coming to me lol -- tell them someone loves them :) Coleman um, what else, johnyouare -- the way taught you the bible and did you good -- for me, it screwed me up worse than i was koslow maybe

it's just that she sucks so much as a teacher (and she was a teacher, no?) that she has to make everyone else SUCK when donna was younger and not married to rozie, she did some nice teachings

alfie! i love you and have missed you!

thanks waysider and thank you t-bone. i so understand what you are saying this father thing can you imagine calling rivenbark our mother in the word as ridiculous as calling vp father

how very very sad

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this is for my father in the word

thank you

i'm not sure i care one way or the other anymore mostly i just talk if something hits me a certain way my witnessing and undershepherding days are long gone -- -- oh and i think offshoots are horsesheet and i don't care too much about doctrinal bible debates -- common sense seems to be what i like

thank you but pppffftttt that was NOTHING -- the uncle seemed like "just" a dirty old man the brother of the uncle, however, used his "spiritual fatherly" position to counsel me as to why i should screw him so i would understand what THE LOVE OF GOD is when it comes to such matters -- after my telling him i was sexually abused as a child. now that's devious, cruel, mean, or just plain f'd up. i ran away from him and told him i couldn't "handle" it but he finally got me on a long ride from emporia KS to new knoxville OH -- that's when i woke up in the middle of experiencing -- well kind of from a distance like up above floating or something from the ceiling looking down and not knowing how i got there -- this love of god in manifestation how healing lol

lol yeah uncle harry who grabbed my boob when i was 18 or 19 and said, "so young and firm"

this is all so pathetic it's like being in the way ministry

major wierwille way brain alert

one does not have to enjoy

wow dragonlots that is something about "winter awakenings" remove the "s" -- i'm sorry http://www.amazon.com/Winter-Awakening-Dana-Bell/dp/1936099071

forgiving one's self is the most difficult

i have the most posts because i'm the loneliest poster