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thank you nottoto i was just feeling sad and wanted your sympathy, that's all thanks, i love you and my other friends, you too

for the record oldies, i don't agree with you, but i am not up to debate

a very heartfelt thank you what else can i say ? word battles are not my thing and i also get emotional. i try not to.... but hey.... it's difficult when someone accuses me of wanting attention, poor me victim, and it's also hard when people want to dissect what i say, it's like (to me, my very own feelings) dissecting "me" anyhow, thanks again one more thing, how many ministers do you know who ask their female missionaries how they are going to keep their vaginas tender and sweet while they are in bible school ? dot, you have such a better memory than i, i had forgotten some of that sheet out of that basturd's mouth

i got this far, mj thank you

dot,you are so wonderful, i love you

hi. i went away for 2 days. my head was phucked up talking about our fadda. i'm starting to get ....ed off here, but if i really say how i feel, they won't let me stay in this cult either. boo hoo. love you my friends. kisses hugs and neediness

oldies how profound

thanks all including wg for your time and thought on this subject shaz i keep meaning to hug you

yeah well you talk to me i talk to you it's a difficult thing for me i guess it has to do with that non-entity thing (you did address me by name and i did so back)

thank you lindy very much rafael, am i dreaming, or did you address me initially, but not after i responded to you

hi there erick what thay're way leadurship wouldja be speakun uv ?

we posted at the same time alfa must be because we're like minded

i think y'all are missing the boat but what do i know

and guess what just because i despise what wierwille did to people doesn't mean i despise wierwillites

oh you made my frikkin day rottie i got involved once again in the wierwille abuse thing damn

rafael i certainly understand what you're saying and i like oldies, i thought that even came across in the way i addressed him as far as where to lay the blame, can't help you with that peace mwah

okay i lied, i skimmed and saw that i wish i was rafael bible verse coming John 3:20 For every one that doeth evil hateth the light, neither cometh to the light, lest his deeds should be reproved. must be why old wierwillie lost his eye, he hated that damn light

dear erick, wasn't one thread enough? ok, now i'll go back and read this one

oldies, you are a fooking ashhole

watered garden, excathedra2000@yahoo.com

ps. i told him many times i was not able to understand or handle this healing he had in mind but one time, because i was such an idiot, he gave me a few drinks on the coach going from one campus to another and most of that is a blur or an out of body experience i am so ashamed i could puke i was never the same after that i avoided him like the plague but really he had no interest any more (can't blame him, who wants to "do" a dead person?) but even then i didn't say anything, my whole "self" was wrapped up in this thing called the way ministry ** ps. your comments about being a peon made me feel bad. i was in the corps program which is where and how i became the ultimate peon please don't think i or anyone "normal" still think this way

dear watered garden, are you mad at me for some reason? i didn't think to go to any authorities because in a very sick way i thought he was the authority he started on me when i was 18; i was 11 last time i was sexually abused by a family member, which i told dear doctor all about he told me i needed to be healed in a Godly way from such a horrible ordeal ** side note, after he died, something in me was a little more free, in that i asked craig not to carry on in his shoes. craig was very very mean to me about that

yes absolutely what they said AND if anyone should get glory for any good, it should be God, because he's good but i'll bet there aren't too many goddamned religions and cults in the world that believe or practice this

i should stay down here where i belong glad you're back sunie

someone saying i want "glory" would be enough to keep me from going up against wierwille-twi