excathedra

thank you nolongerlurking you are right big dif when it comes down to sociopath, mental illness, chracter flaws, etc, etc if it appeared as though i lumped it all together, i sincerely apologize i have mental illness and i thank god every day that i am fine

i'm an ex-etc :)--> reading that stuff is like reading his resume for godssake ok when i had "-teen" still attached to my age this mf held my hand and let me cry and cry about past (sex)abuse in my life as a kid then came the old.... god wants you to know what it's really like to be loved.... not used.... etc etc etc see why i'm an ex-etc ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha the descriptions are so fitting i can't vote on one, but if i had to, i would say, Incapacity For Love, because that covers so much how sad and sick is that love was all i wanted ** i don't want to hear how sorry anyone feels and i don't want to be called the patron saint of sexually abused gals ** ok ? i am just talking about my life ok? be it for me or for someone else who comes along.... tanks

trees twigs branches it's all running together in a big blur ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha remember that part in christian family and sex (yeah right, i had enough of that in the spiritual family) anyway remember "i see men as trees walking" or "i see trees as men walking" i forget, could you expound to me ? the closest i would get to running a twig or branch now would be if only trees were members but they might leave leaves all over my carpet and i would have to rake it afterward ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha (helps to make sure the fibers are all spiritually aligned)

ps. i am working in the mental health field i'm the field ;)-->

actually i think it comes up a lot here i just looked at the thread in this section called "is BRAT a gift ministry" or something anyhow toward the bottom of page 1, there are posts about codependency, alcoholism, bipolar and stuff re: victormog

hi vickles oh you are definitely NOT alone in your thinking at all at all at all

then they leave the bar and go for a walk but it's hot out so they go skinny dipping in a lake. then some people from town come walking around the lake. the priest and minister cover their privates and the rabbi covers his face while they run to get their clothes. the priest and minister ask him why he covered his face and he says, "well in MY congregation, it's my FACE they would recognize."

what's that devil shirt the kid's wearing

OHMYGOD i forgot about our own JJ martin singing !!!! sorry i can't goof around right now, work is over and i'm going home ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha xoxoxoxoxoxoxo where the hell is king tut ? damn copout hey yellowzipper happy birthday you cutie

yeah raf, what was the peter pan thingy?

now i feel like goofing around (up, down, up down, yes, no, yes, no) where are my crazy friends ?

happy happy birthday. you're funny!!!!

happy birthday and i am going over to the birthday spot too. someone wonderful started a thread about you over there!

helloquipper, i was sick on your birthday. sorry i missed it. luv,

i pray for my "baby's" future and of course all of our children -- especially those over there now sad2

gosh i work so hard

just putting this ahead of that 7th corps thread

dear friend, happy birthday. i will try to remember to say it again on your actual birthday. i hope you have all good things because you are so good.

did not our hearts burn within us while igotdrunk opened to us the scripturesi thank you and i thank you and i thank you

oh tommyteek, you have such a porpoise for why you say it where you say it when you say it how you say it and to whom you say it remember we never retreat, we only advance igotoutofmaintentsetup, carry on do the black(spot) retemories

ZEE!!!!!!!!!!! some girl comes on here ladyredd and steals my avitar right out from under me. she even posts RIGHT after me and you can see these 2 faces right under each other. scared the sheet out of me, i thought i was posting without my knowledge. anyway, it was time for a change. as soon as i take the internet intermediate and advanced, i may even change it frequently love, your high sister

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha you little sh!t

for zixar march 18 george, what is your sign ? don't want to leave you out

ummmmmmmm hmmmmmmmmmmmm books of the bible frontwards and backwards same with way corps blues advanced class greens regular whites and if i got these wrong, please type them all out here to edify the body nuns still cannot hear confessions so i'm becoming a barmaid

i just read this post about a way leader's wife. she told some guy who let the torch light in front of the limb house go out the night of a class, it was also how he let the word go out in his heart or some such sheet and this guy was recently dropped from some freakin status i cannot tell you how ....ed this made me. don't you remember all that kind of garbage where every stinkin little thing was a direct correlation to how you felt about God what bullsh!t it makes me crazy. we were made to feel like scum buckets, ESPECIALLY in the corps program. it was like once you stepped on emporia driveway, you were stuck and had to be put down and yelled at by all these egotistical maniacs thanks for letting me vent, i'm done, for the moment anyhow ha ha ha ha ha ha love ya's and all that jazz (wink)