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dottie dear, see my ps. ;)--> ?

luckygirl ohmygosh i KNOW and oakie dokie you are right, we are discussing TWI shoot if i ever got started on my upbringing in the catholic church, i'd probably blow up some computers ** and while we're talking about these WAYMOGs, i remember meekly and humbly crawling up to craig one time to "ask" a question about something he taught at a sunday night service which contradicted something in a pfal collateral holy crap. he yelled and spit until i thought i would drown. jerkoff. the least he could have done was stood with his father in the fog ps. this was in the late 70's so major moggy was still the (dick)head ?

oh ME TOO JT !!!!!!! and twisted makes me feel so at home ;)--> love, ex ?

(((((jardi))))) thank you so much for posting and long gone and alfie and tom s. and bob h. and others.... thanks from the bottom of my: ?

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welcome or hi ! what did you want to know ;)--> ? right now there are a few threads going at the top here in this forum about the sex crappola um, there's a forum called "friend tracker" where you put your friend's name as the title and see if anyone knows where they are and how they are doing and lastly, i had really good and really bad experiences in the way ministry have fun this weekend ?

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(derail) i'm pretty sure they're not married ?

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha rottie !!!! i heard this one (nonbiblical sowwy) and thought of you.... a man takes his rottweiler to the vet and says "my dog's cross-eyed, is there anything you can do for him ?" the vet says "let's take a look at him." so he picks the dog up and examines his eyes and checks his teeth then he says "i'm going to have to put him down" "what ?!!!! because he's cross-eyed ?" "no, because he's really heavy" ?

ok you two, you got the alfa and the okega i'm on my way :)--> ?

okay, let's look at it this way either dr. wierwille in his position as my clergyman, man of god, minister,whatever-you-wanna-call it, was either correct in his evaluation of my need at the time, after i had opened my heart to him, and i have not faithfully renewed my mind and walked graciously on the healing that he ministered unto me..... or .... he erred in his diagnosis which caused these haunting memories for the last twenty plus years what do you think ? ?

okay okay cynic, what the hay, oldiesman et al. i was not a teeny bopper wanting to "do" the man of god i told him my life's story of child sexual abuse and that i was so thankful to have him as my "father" in the word i NEVER went to him to offer myself or anything like that i NEVER thought it would be a feather in my cap or a privilege to be with the man of god i loved him as a father. i thought he loved me with the love of god well he did explain the love of god for me was to teach me sexually how to get over my child abuse. and i told him i could not handle that, i was not spiritually "there" guess what. from age 18 to 23, i believe, he continued to counsel me and finally i ended up a victim although i can't remember much of that night i don't know if i'm explaining this well but he .... broke my heart, my trust, my spirit and never once did i think it would be a privilege to be a groupie so anyway i feel hurt and betrayed and exploited and it don't think it was fair that he used my ....edupness for his lust ..... whatever.... ?

one time in days gone by, johnnyam was smokin the wacky weed or trippin with another guy. and the guy said to him, are you a narc ? but all johnny heard and could visualize was.... are you an ARC ? ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha johnnyy can tell it better ?

cynic's not a wayfer ? excuse me, ex-wayfer ? ?

lindy, i'm not sure what He wanted. i'm hoping to get some answers someday. even the "free will" bit doesn't quite do it for me anymore ?

i want a forum for manifestations ;)--> ;)--> ;)--> sassy ! right lindy ? you crack me up ?

oops sorry rottie thank you for keeping this thread on track ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ?

peas peas continue to derail i'm so happy to not to have a bomb thread !!!!! ;)--> choo choo :)--> ?

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what a wonderful gift ~ your Mom leaving the hospital on your special day happy 50th birthday !!!!!!! i'll be catching up with you before too long lots of love ?

i apologize for being crabby ?

corry, "let me abs this thought" morning coffee all over my screen !!!!!! ha ha ha ha ha plus your post was really good too thanks ?

once i figure out what the frig happened to me, i'll let you know how i feel about what i did to others OKAY ? ?

ummmmmmmmmm what i get from that is ????? maybe the man of god would like a croissant ?????? i sowwy god ?

well well well mogilolinto mashabwa crosanta chelebwa ?