excathedra

ahhhhhhhhhh ha ha ha ha ha hah a ahhhhhhhhhhhhh i hadn't thought about the name "oral" you would think maybe a dentist would name his kid that

oh sniff sniff i wanted uncle harry's biography ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha i wanted to see if i was mentioned in there when he grabbed my boob and said, "Oh, how young and firm"! i can't remember if i kept a journal. i know i wrote a "from birth to the corps" paper -- how gross -- like that was the culmination of my success in life. it was actually used against me since i was honest in it and how i was abused as a kid i did have some corps notes i would like to have kept -- there is drool all over them and something about chocolate chip cookies when i was sleeping and dreaming during corps night oh if you could only see it in the original hey twinky -- good one about forgers of the word love,e

awwwww twinky, you are such a true sweetheart when i left the way and my dear husband, i left ALL files behind the only time i wished i had not done that, was when i wanted to show people here the different bizzaro letters i had received from vp and lcm oh well you take care

for me, i think the hook was so inviting because of past abuse this is just what i'm thinking now i was very insecure deep inside -- had not even begun to discover my "core" self -- so i guess i bought into their definition of my core self does that make sense?

hey HCW how are you doing ? nice to see you ! i can't stand rosalie rivenbark -- never could -- such a phony. i came to detest veepig and a few others. after i was initially hoodwinked and indoctrinated in college, i did feel really uncomfortable more times than i can count. but i guess as time went on i was thinking i was in a movement of god. once i left, i never longed for or looked for another obscure living room deal or any deal for that matter. i am still a child of god and saved by my lord jesus christ, but that was true before the way, in spite of the way -- and the catholic church -- for that matter.

they were settings in the dark where an old man could sip on his booze and share all his grossness

geisha, were you asking skyrider? sky, can you answer that ? i know for me, personally, it just got to be too much once geer started to blame "the way corps" for wierwille's death. i guess it helped that i always hated him. there were these "secret corps meetings" where we had to listen to his tape. at first i was all ready to bite the guilt bullet. ralph and joe were like, "why are you blaming yourself"? and i thought, "yeah, why am i"? then we were told by the limb leader (a really nice guy) not to tell our branch/twig anything about the meeting. when our friends asked us about everything, we couldn't do anything but tell them it all. we were so tired.... ps. it took me 15+ years from that time to tell about what wierwille did to me. that's how long my shame lasted -- or even longer once i had left the way, i never went to any offshoot or talked to anyone except really close friends oops, that's not completely true -- i told some of my friends in the twig and branch what had happened. but once i left the area, i never spoke of it again until waydale / greasespot it was really difficult

i want to know when donna martindale and rosalie rivenbark are going to stop living in sin and get married

it's just a bunch of sheet. i didn't know that when i was 18 my mom tried to tell me, now i'm her age, so i can hear her lol

i see nothing different than when we were in , sky

how old are they

i'm fine with that as long as their is a girl statue on her knees with him

where's that hedge of protection when you need it ?

thank you cara i agree thomas not many women did, geisha sorry kit, no offense intended

it's just so disgusting -- that poor guy -- blood sugar or not -- he was the smartest person in the damn room i have trouble sleeping and wish i could play some of those romans tapes not really i don't want to DIE of boredom i know i'm being silly i apologize because it's really serious honestly it's sick and he was sick and his going over all those words like "and" just shows what sick.....

well well well i sincerely hope a few certain people see this

tomorrow or in the next couple of days i'm taking my boy to see someone i have hope in please pray or think good things for him thank you

thank god for our savior. i need him more now than ever before

oh man, come on. it was at one of those soft sweet sharings that he talked about what he had done to his daughter what a pig

with my apologies, i am only posting and reading because i need a moment away from the real hell i'm going through that said, wierwille was insane. i told you on here many times the time i walked past him and geer and b. geer delivering puppies. apparently she did something wrong and he went FRIKKIN NUTSO -- he talked to her like she was worse than dogsheet. and there was geer not saying a word.... i guess b. deserved it there are so many other times when i asked him to help someone in britain (again, a geer thing) and wierwille said, "HOW LONG DO I HAVE TO SUCK YOUR WAY CORPS ASSES"?!?! what a disgusting loser

ohmygod stop bringing up these things i've been blocking !!!!!