dear eagle, i remember that too, but "condemned because i WAS corpse" and could not measure up.... trying to hold down a job, trying to make a marriage work, trying to run a branch, trying to get off all the weekends (a day before and day after) to set up and tear down etc. etc. i failed at every turn, and i shouldn't have failed.... i was CORPS goddangitit hurt
i did not transfer that hurt onto others....