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thank you sunesis

and sometimes there is too much time and so little love ((((((( you all )))))))

oldies, you better be smoking more than a peace pipe if that's what you're looking fordo you say a lot of this stuff for fun ? ** came back to edit, you know what, i'm wrong i hung out with some of the nicest people i've ever met in fellowship (and we were peaceful and unified) i miss them very very much sorry

i was thinking ? it does suck to feel you're being called a liar and that can happen in way too many ways on this forum (i have a plaque on my wall that says parenthood is like being slowly pecked to death by a chicken !!!!!)

hammie and outtie & abouttie i love you and you other guys

it's a DISGRACE for me to have been in this fellowship..... okay okay we had a pool with kinda soft sides and it had a filter and all that. my twin brothers emptied a whole bottle of "Joy" in it. then they said we should swim around and around really fast, like faster than the filter made water go.... whatever ? then we all sat on the sides of the pool and it was SNOWING in our backyard in JULY. what fun !!!!!!

pps.there is a thread where i go when i can't take anymore, they were and are real people, friends. i'm just telling you this because the forums can't alwaus do justice as far as knowing someone at least i think so or something like that :)--> i'm probably wrong ;)-->

ps. (haven't read your post yet, garth), the reason i listed "male" posters was because of my background it helped A LOT to know there were males who got where i was coming from don't ever think that shaz, gingertea, linzee, etc., etc., etc., haven't helped me in the greatest way

dear jennifer, welcome. i was probably about your age when i got involved in TWI. that's when dr. wierwille started telling me that God wanted me to get healed by having sex with him.... ** the rest of my post is not directed at you, jennifer. and i can see how much you and your mom love each other and that is soooooooo great. ** for what it's worth, i don't think my post is that big of a choo choo. we do NOT know how dear dear rochelle would feel about this thread, do we ? maybe she would be thrilled by the honesty and even the fighting.... might feel a lot better than what it was like in TWI.... **** satori, thank you for telling what the picture was of a baby giving the finger and saying baby vic. i don't find it disgusting at all **** you know, maybe some people are different gifts to different people. i know damn well satori has been a gift to me. you know how in pfal, the good doctor talks about the drunk who came for help and it just got him in deeper or however that goes.... some posters had / have that effect on me. he's had the opposite but to be fair, orange cat, sirguessalot, goey, others, have helped so very much (sorry i can't spell it all out, the list is too damn long) i'm sure people feel the same way about catcup and geek being gifts anyway, i hope you see what i'm trying to say. i don't mean to be on an "i love this one or that one" bandwagon. truthfully, the hardest part is seeing when people i care about fight with each other (why it bothers me, i don't know, there are 9 kids in my family). i'm not pollyanna, believe me. i think things would be different if we were in person thanks

ha ha ha ha hammer, soap bubbles out both ends !!!!! steve! oh my god !!! that's terrible

choo choo ((((((((((((((( orange cat )))))))))))))))) end choo choo

kittie was drunk when trying to play in fireplace ?

at a fraternity party they got their dog high he ate a bar of soap ~ those damn munchies

HCW, maybe if you tell your story on your computer, like in word, each day and then post it here all at once, the flow won't be broken poor rochelle

((((((((( nika ))))))))) 35 or so ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

if you speak in tongues you don't have to nap, you know that !!!!

welcome as in you're welcome and welcome again. please stay ** okay now i want to fight with HCW :)--> i'm too lazy to go back and see what you said, but your quoting of scripture about children is way way out there and the packaging stuff and your ex ex wife.... i don't get it.... and i don't care to doesn't mean i don't think you're an intelligent man and a nice man but come on ?????

(((((((((( Greases Spot )))))))))) i'm so glad you made it past midnight

oh i missed this thread remember that time i told you all about the book, "hunt close" -- the way to train a baby or a dog

just trying to figure some stuff out. may i think out loud ? if you, in the way, did not encounter bad things, does that mean twi was okay ? i don't know what i think if i use the bible as my premise (sp?), would you be hurt if part of your body was hurt ? and would i rejoice at the miracles you experienced ? do you look at these things secularly, spiritually, logically, what ? if we chalk it all up to youthful searching / stupidity, i am reminded that board of trustees were not youthful... and if we blame the adversary for the whole deal, what about people ? no responsibility ? more later when i can figure out what i'm trying to ask tanks

ok so i didn't win anything in that first box. i have 3 more chances i believe thank you father for making the numbers.....

oh i know that linzee i'm not ....ed off anymore ** sometimes it's just hard for me i'm not a big "hunt down the cult" type person; i didn't even make it through that "best seller" (on here) book about the subtle power of spiritual abuse

okay let's get back on track here damn it when i moved back to be with mommy, i got a job in manhattan one of my first days walking along a pigeon dang on me so there and it was an unbeliever pigeon

two people i love here more than probably anyone are simonzee and linzee (uh oh they're in this together) but you .... me off !!!!!

and another thing (derail ? i don't think so) why would wierwille tell me since i was 19 that he should "do the nasty" with me to help me over child sexual abuse ? and when i told him time and time again i just couldn't see it or understand (crying my stupid head off)..... he finally healed me after a couple of drinks on the motor coach..... do you think i should blame the adversary ? i'm not trying to focus attention on myself please see that. if not, fine