excathedra

you are the scum of the earth my person and i love you

i had already made anesthetizing my mind an artform :) now i'm going to read this thread because it looks really eye-opening

i don't wanted to be prompted every time i use this thing hang on i'll tell you the message never mind of course it didn't happen this time i fooled around with security AGAIN

damn i had interior work scheduled just some painting, little bit of repairs, and a tiny bit of carpeting replacement now the central air unit has died and one of the sweet dogs has a big red bump don't have enough money to do it all the AC and doggie are priorities but i'm bummed -- one of my son's friends had said our house wasn't nice. my goal was to make it beautiful i know i know we can't live without the AC and the dog is like an angel in a dog's body but i'm still bummed thanks for letting me vent -- did i tell you i grew up poor and was always ashamed of our house ?

i ran sfc /scannow and nothing happened ? where should i look for the report ? also, every time i try to come on the internet (including replying here, and i'm already here) it's saying to "try again" since i'm not connected or something, like i should work offline but when i say "try again," then i'm here

how does one do that ?plus now i changed them again

is there anyway (i hope i hope) i can back to the settings i had in security options before i changed all of them to default ?

tom, i've been understanding you all along thanks

i'm probably most hurt by the childhood incest..... really does something to the core of you but wierwille knew.... didn't matter to him.... he had some major problems.... is incest okay anywhere in the bible ?

that's great !!!!!!!

what part that dancing said, jim ? sorry i haven't had time to do the links and all yet

good words, tom and i really don't wish him dead again, i just feel that way sometimes i have never yelled about consenting adults, not even adultery i think for me it was the betrayal, how i looked up to him, along with how screwed up i already was

i hope you get answers here there are a few posters who grew up in TWI but they're not on here daily hang in there, k ?

yeah well may he rot in the fountain of dead waters

oldies man, did you hitchhike to LEAD ? did you get struck by a car and killed ? well i guess not, you're here. but did you get pulled off the road and raped ? talk to me. you have no clue

they said there would be no english no math either we're a family together we stand shoulder to shoulder......

i wish someone would rub my feet

sorry you got hurt duct

group hug with eagle in the middle

((((((((( simon ))))))) meet me downstairs for a drink or three......

oh christ thank you for making me laugh so hard, dot and thanks waysider and anyone else i know, i always feel like i should be thanking or apoligizing i'm a wayferhead

dottie matrix made me think of this there were so many double standards when we look back people getting thrown out of the corps for having 3 drinks, yet veepee drank Drambuie like it was water people screwing around single and/or married, yet the top dogs were, oh how can i even explain i can't even imagine the homosexual purge.... i wasn't there.... top top leadership watching people's lives destroyed when they are homesexuals (this is not judgment time, this is double standard time) there are so many more.....

that's one thing (of many) that is so FRIKKIN weird disconcerting ..... people getting thrown out and ostracized by stupid basstards that were so much worse i'm still trying to figure some things out myself i think when i first told online i was so beaten up or down ha that i had to go away for almost year - this was the beginning of waydale and now when i talk, i really think i'm starting to believe i'm okay i used to not come back for months, then weeks, now it's only days, and i can still bear to read what i wrote. i've come a long way baby :)

this is people who know someone who has come on here and pretended to be someone who has never been in TWI but they were a corps grad and hurt some people and also hurt some people as a poster through the years

thank you so much. i tried but i'm still getting the page where it looks like the site is down