excathedra

happy birthday dearest dana !!!! i'm glad you are doing what you need to do to take care of yourself -- be extra kind to yourself love, ex

in the vernacular, rhino cares about you and wants you to get better me too !!!! your dear hubby needs you your darling children need you your students need you WE need you ((((((((((((((( nika ))))))))))))))

i'm praying for you dear nikie. please come home soon and dance in the kitchen. i love you

hap, you have any thoughts re: the detective steve thomas ?

shoving dottie over so i can hug him too

did i post on here yet ? my being an ex-cultist is quite the funny at work these days

dot, i think that was me i purposely kept getting up and walking out to have a smoke then when i came back in i just hung in the back and would not sit down i waited to be yelled at so i could freak out and scream in front of everyone ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha -- when i was working in corporate, i had to go to a supervisor training center and sit in meetings and classes i did nothing but send silly notes to my coworkers and make them laugh well okay so i did that in the corps too

i wish i was there.... sniff..... one is the loneliest number

i feel really sorry for his boys

and he's quite obsessed with little children i hear do you think we'll know these kind of answers in the "hereafter"

yeah dottie i need fish oil or something i did confront VF and believe me i have no problem with new yorkers from brooklyn or wherever he was such a d!ck as sprawled out pointed out

so......

i just wanted to thank god for the meds that finally helped me

OHMYGOD andy bear how horrible, i'm so sorry !!!!!!!!

hi andy bear, thank you welcome to this place

something about comfort and familiar maybe ? or fear ?

well it's not really humorous

as screwed up as i was, i did try to speak up at times, believe it or not because i'm like 2 people, one is outspoken and brave, and one is an f'd up child

i hate that expression "right on" (;)) i don't remember what groucho said but i'm sure it was good thanks, chatty kathy (my girlfriend had one of those dolls)

i'm really really happy for you

well damn it maybe donna didn't help me, it felt like it at the time because i had a waybrain the first lady was never mean to me, i just don't buy into her canonization or give her a complete "pass" but hey what do i know about anything

i'm pretty sure that doing windows updates helped but i don't have any money to shop right now so i'll let you know for sure thank you for all your help please don't think i ignore you or don't appreciate it. as always, i'm looking for a quick fix because i hate computer problems and just want to blink my eyes or wiggle my nose..... or i want you to.... and make it all better mwah

i wouldn't over analyze it to death, really just try to be kind to yourself and protect your sweet heart i never introduce myself as a person with mental problems just like i wouldn't say, "hi, i'm ex and i have high blood pressure" - when someone gets to know me and i'm getting to know them and i like them and vice versa, then i share more of who i am and what i'm all about. it's rare that i make close friends, but that's how i am. and i 'm lucky enough to have a couple from years gone by many hugs to you cool and everyone on this thread

and you know what's really weird. after listening to the tape, i started "sharing" at this corps meeting how guiltridden i felt after listening to the tape. yes even despising that evil bus driver, i was ready to buy into his crapola, such a good wayfer i was. then joe fair and ralph graham and nancy started saying to me, "you actually believe him?" dah dah dah and i lightbulb went off in my head for the first time in years also around the time of poo poo prophecy i mentioned to craig it might be a good idea not to follow in veepee's steps when it comes to sexually healing the gals in the kingdom. i actually thought i was helping. boy did i get BLASTED i forget what else. but i think it helped me a lot that many were leaving at the time because it made me a lot loss scared and guilty. i was so weary i remember that

my teddy i love you so much