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i see different people's birthday at the bottom or haven't been here forever i wish they could just know how much i think of them

i'll give a little post for you (sung like i'll say a little prayer for you) so maybe we can get 100 pages

barks like a cult -- that made me laugh oh my goodness did i post on here before ? years ago ? lol i think i keep coming full circle since i have no memory it's like that joke about people with alzheimers they get to meet new friends each day

we left together but sadly realized that was what held us together

i really need to prosper right now i'm a christian

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you're all so very kind everyone is okay thank god when my sister got evacuated they went to a hotel that then got evacuated my poor mom was supposed to come home from an extended stay in rehab but of course they couldn't let her leave (no boats) so she was there for weeks longer but at least she was safe much damage, trees, spoiled food, no power for weeks, etc., etc., but nothing compared to so many still suffering we feel very lucky thank you again

i must have been drinking when i wrote that. not a negative at all. i think mark is a genius -- like socks and many others yesterday mark was kind enough to send me the original lyrics to "changed eyes" and it has been helping to heal me once again....

we got through it we're ok thank you

hey raf, what's your little doggie in this fight? jesus mary and joseph you faked speaking in tongues. so be it. who cares?

how dare you sneak this in! i've been banned for less :0 :) what's the answer before i report you lol

there needs to be other programs. there are some (very few) but none covered by medical insurance if you don't buy into disease 12 step philosophy i remember my mom goint to see the shrink that welfare provided she told him how glad she was her husband (my father) was getting into AA he told her drinking was the least of his problems so much more oh fruck me ps. maybe if you really feel like it -- see if it's a disease

oh i ate cheerios on the morning of my first communion - thanks rocky i mean it unpleasant doesn't describe what he wrote back -- he was mean and meaner lol -- he was a total DIIICK i thought he would understand the love i had for him and knowing how veepster operated, i thought he could turn it all around ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha h aha ha ha ha love,e f 'em all

i really can't wait for knowing even as i am known (i think that's how it goes) always searching for the real me -- ohmygod -- finally relief :)

i really should stay away from this thread i know it i know it do your homework please you can find more drugs at NA than you can on the frucking streets i have too much more to say but it's just hearbreaking and would be too hurtful that includes AA as well (coming from a family of experts)

i loved craig when the vp died, i wrote to him and said now is your chance to do it right and not follow in his path of sexual deviance blah blah blah craig worte me back the most horrible letter i can't tell you. i wish i had not left all my corps files behind in my previous life. not that it would change anything really but i was sadly disappointed

how very sad it reminds me of when a dear wonderful heart-filled-with-love christian called me from england crying his heart out because he was no longer welcome at the way according to geer i immediately called wierwille about it especially noting that thing about you're always welcome at the way that's when frikkin wierwille said "how long do i have to suck your corps asses" (that's really gross, don't you think?) then geernutsojerkoff calls me at home in st. marys and tells me i better watch out and not talk to my friend because he is packing BIG ones. i'm like "WHAT" packing to meant like guns or something but no he told me he was packing big devil spirits so then i wen to craig and finnegan an i forget who else finally dear martha sheehan came up with the bucks and we brought him over we went to one of those stupid asphalt BS parties and vp, donnie, craig, vince, and i forget who else --- ALL SHUT HIM DOWN i was astounded it makes me sick to this day the only hope i had was that he could see from his friends what a wonderful person he was but he really needed the support from HQ since he was dealing with a psycho but it didn't happen i hope they have to say they are sorry when we meet up wherever the heck we meet up -- you know -- in the future - - - - - - - WHAT IN THE FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF do shortcomings (don't even know what that means) have anything to do with attending his sister's funeral? oh i just can't take this crap

that was a lovely post, kit love,e

i do not believe in AA or other 12 steppers i have more family members /friends in those programs than i can even list BUT i am NOT against anything that works for them the sad part is that insurance basically will only cover the above when you need help i will not go into it all -- you're all very good at research -- and i don't feel like making this a speaking in tongues thread respectfully, ex

i must agree with you on so many points sky i went to a little podunk church a while back and when it came to prayer time, we all said what we wanted to pray for. this pastor and people didn't know me from adam (my first and last time there, so far). the pastor and people were so into what i needed prayer for. it was lovely and astounding -- kinda like god and jesus christ

no thanks - won't evem read - i've been more blessed in my lifetime than wierwille getting a motorcyle

you'll find that in a lot of goddam programs

i think i meant i would lie to roast his little weenie not toast it well either one may apply i know i sound like a slob but i just don't care

i do have to say one thing i heard in wayferfruckingville "god is never late but seldom early" - to me (which i've told him) amounts to cruelty for nutso peole like myself

is this a toast or a weenie roast? if the latter, i would like to toast wierwille's little weenie roast