excathedra

what isn't human nature ? many things go on behind the scenes i think and i can't tell you how much of that is good or bad but i aslo don't need to PM anyone about my feelings or questions, do i ?

i doubt i would ever go. i'm lonely i realize it's electronic, but i don't want to join myspace or myface anyway thank you all i don't go to many forums. recently i joined refiner's site and once in a while i go on websleuths because i have this fixation with crime mysteries, but i don't post there, i just read and i joined john's site and saw a lot of really great people and not so great ha !!!!

the only thing i want to add is that people are not what they seem and i don't know whether to laugh or cry about some of the personal responses i've gotten to this stupid thread i'm a frikkin moron

i dont' think there's a connection to "the way" the knights are catholic

i get what you're saying pond, i do but there have been times in my life where i am so desparately wanting for someone i love to get a prayer answered that i've called the lutheran church around the corner because they have a prayer list deal thing they do i think it's more about my human need than anything to do with god really and when my mom calls and asks me to have people pray, i always do it logical ? probably not desparate ? yes ha

hey thank you for the thoughtful and heartfelt replies

i just wish you knew some of the people who used to post here, and probably still would..... but anyway. i don't disagree with what you're saying -- ps. someone i love and respect just wrote me and told me that i have a "cruel streak" for starting this thread that really hurts

thanks for the reply

i guess

ps. i guess i should be willing to admit that it's my problem thanks

i know, i know, if i don't like it here, i should just go but this has been my home for years, and i still want it to be i hope i can say this right GSC has become, or is becoming, something.... predictable, boring, tiresome, a place where new thoughts ~ or stimulating thoughts ~ are not welcome most of my favorite posters are gone they've been shut down for one reason or another i don't know if it reeks of religion or cliques or the same old whiners or fighters but i don't like it so ban me for saying how i feel and if you ask me what i would do differently, i don't know the answer i don't mean they've been "shut down" but they left

i watched the beautiful slideshow and cried such a wonderful young what a great loss i'm so so sorry seth his poor mom, sister, family

double triple sniff -- -- -- -- -- --

well sorry.... sniff.....--------

never mind enough already from me

this changed my life--i can't find the original broadway show which i saw on my class trip----

giving kelly her due

ugh you should have known him, nathan

you never saw me

what bastuds we were puppets ha but i think god saw our stupid little hearts hope it will count for something ???? well if i know god, it will.....

may they both rest in peace

dedicated to my own father and also my father in the word my heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

the main thing IS love i think also

ahhhhhh the memories...... that woodburning stove comment sent me into a fit of laughter -- i just wanted to thank reverend psychogeer for that which was my exit (but really thank you joe and ralph !!!!)

and rudolph's real name is leviathan