excathedra

ginger, I love you too, so much

Someone gets me. I'm doing to do a happy dance. Okay, done. ps. Happy Father's Day you horrible Father in the Word

wow so i was getting frucked by my grandfather in the word

I don't know where my reply went off to What I said was BIG SNORT goes here "appearance of evil" BIGGER SNORT goes here thank you for letting me share

At 21, I wouldn't expect you to be celibate, but I'm glad you weren't a perverted psyhco bastud

NORMAL PEOPLE DON'T DO ANYTHING LIKE THAT NEVER MIND A FRUCKING MINISTER I have no problem admitting that I was not "normal." Sorry I was abused as a child and then I was still in the "teen" in the end of my age Come on It's easy to talk about it now. I'm 51. But guess what, that sick mother was I don't know probably about that age Vomit I know I always ask this, but how old was he in 74-75

If God's there, great! (I love him a lot and his Son my lord and savior) Just watch out you don't think if veepee is there, God is there

welcome i can personally tell you that veepee told me he could heal me from sexual abuse by having sex with me

I just said on another thread that God - Christ - can find you and lift you out of the depths of hell - but remember don't stay in hell i heard kelly clarkson wrote this song when she was a teen. that's all the more reason i thought of kris. (love you)

I think God and Jesus Christ can reach into the pit of hell. For that I'm thankful. But I ain't staying in the pit.

"Doctrinally Under the Influence" ... How 'bout "Influenced Under the Dick (Doctrinal Doctor Dick)" IUD? I'm also thinking, anyone who can fold their crap up into compartments, qualifies for ordination I want to make it clear I'm not talking about goodhearted real genuine people like some of you here But I stand by my thoughts of veepee being a horrible excuse for anyone thinking they were ordained of God because of him I have no problem if you think God called you to something, just don't put that bastud into the mix for me anyway Sorry if I haven't explain myself well

When I went to the all-girls college way home to visit before my graduation night of PFAL, he was in the bathroom getting ready He had the bathroom door open. When I walked by, as he was blowdrying his hair, I glanced in, and he turned around fully nude and smiled I was a person with confused boundaries, to say the least But when I did ask my major undershepherder, she explained that thing about how spiritual he is and that flesh is not really anything. I forget now but you get the gist I'm ashamed

This is what the doctor did to that angel Kris "I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with"

Dearest Robes, I don't know what to say. I feel at a great loss to help you. I am coming on here to tell you how sorry (words don't do it) I am for what you have gone through and for what you are going through now. Many prayers and love. I wish I could help more. I If God is love, that answers all the questions.

I do want to dedicate this to the doctor-- Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learn to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust, not only me, but everyone around me Because of you, I am afraid

As weird as this might sound, I'm so thankful Kris was a minor. It gives more I-don't-know-what.

-- Whenever I hear this song, I do think of my beloved father and father in the word -- "I lose my way" -- My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with -- The sad thing is I tried to trust again after my growing-up years. I guess I was grown up as a freshman in college. Thank you veepee.

When you get right down to it, there is NO REASON in the frikkin world to carry on about anything to do with that pieceofwork (ha I didn't curse). People who are leading offshoots based on that very "off" person should be ashamed of themselves.

Thank you so much, Sushi, for that song. I LOVE it! I've listened to it three times since you posted it. I've been trying to think of a song for darling Kris and the doctor (and of course myself). So far, the only one I've come up with is (but I know there's something better to express myself)-- http://youtube.com/watch?v=JtmgQEv1pLQ I know, wing. -- I would love for some people to understand the "mindset" of adoring someone as a father figure (yes, in my case because I was very much in need of one), and THEN to have that trust betrayed, when you think you really.... Oh I can't express myself. Thank you, Kristen, for being a writer, and for your courage and your love and your sweetest heart.

Many of us were young, naive, without experience. HE WASN'T!

Read Kristin's true account on the GS Radio forum. See if you would be proud to have been ordained by that scum.

Nothing unusual with him sitting around in his robe--he was always ready to shred a soul to pieces. He was a no-good, piece-of-sheet slob. Here's a beautiful, loving, lovely, kind girl who wants to die. This is how her spiritual "father in the word" helped her. It's just too horribly believable. If a frikkin' "rock star" or some "celebrity" had a "groupie" throw themself at him/her, I could kind of see that, if you know what I mean. I don't know--I don't care--if I'm making sense. "He likes women with big breasts, which I guess I have. I'm still not in tune with my body, but people say I have a nice figure. Even the doctor said so when I was 16 when he taught Christian, Family and Sex Camp. He said I had a figure men would like." 16 YEARS OLD!!!!!!! -- "Depression has replaced the adrenalin of getting here, and I'm crashing fast. I don't know what to say. I don't care about the rings. I don't care about living." ("Save me, Doctor, please--I’m falling.") He stands, crosses over to me, and sits down on the bed beside me. His robe slips open and reveals his bare legs." Oh man, I just can't go on with this. When he "counseled" me.... Never mind.... -- How many pastors counsel their flock in their bedroom? Just wondering. . . . . . . . . "THAT'S A DEVIL SPIRIT IN YOU, HONEY."

3.89 for regular if i pay cash 3.99 if i used card when we were kids, i remember pulling into the gas station and my mom asking for a dollar's worth

"Remember how I told you that Alec hit me?" "I remember. Has that gotten any better?" "No, it's gotten worse. Now we fight all the time." "Oh no, honey." "I'm so screwed up. I've made a mess of everything. I've really blown it. I think I'm better off dead. I keep thinking about it. I shouldn't be alive anymore. I've made too many mistakes. It's gotten so bad between us now." "Now wait a minute, wait a minute. You can't be talking like that. That's a devil spirit in you, honey. You've got to stop." "But that's how I feel. I want to die." "If you keep talking that way, we won't have anymore times like we used to. You hear me? Now you've got to stop talking like this. Understand? It's just devilish. Take your clothes off. I'll show you what's good about being alive."

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