excathedra

my dear shaz, happy birthday i love you i'm disallusioned here but i had to tell you happy birthday

awww thank you waysider i was thinking of this as a song dedicated to TWI but now i see what it could mean

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lj1KM0UY8wE

I just pm'd modcow, but i'll say it here too. I did not start this thread so take my name off, please, as the originator. thanks. it should say "modcow"

a stole by any other name is still a stole ;)

shell, i have felt that way more than once here -- also, i think it would be kind of understandable how people react to worship and adoration given our background -- even if the adoration, etc., is not "totally" a reality

or watch out you don't get the towel thrown at you if you have a thought

no one would EVER fault paw for throwing in the towel

i'm feeling something similar

good point groucho. it's how this place used to be before everything got so personal "personal" might not be the right way to explain it it's gotten oh i don't know weird if you're not with us, you're against us i could have sworn this was a discussion in 2002 or 3 oh well you can tell how messed up i am

if you are here :)

ps. she was one of the spiritual ones who felt it was a privilege lol

one thing that cracked me up (that means made me laugh) on the way corps site i responded to a gal who undershepherded me she asked how i was doing and i wrote that i was still working through being molested by the big mog VP she deleted my response but at least she wasn't a moderator lol :)

happy new year hope it's happy for all of us

some of you folks are crazier than i am

something i was thinking about when it comes to entitlement it should not be selective if i was a big leader in the way and someone asked me a question, i hope i would be able to answer it and not be entitled to get a pass on here does that make sense? --- the answer could be as simple as "i was screwed up, i was in a cult" but the sad thing is when everyone jumps to defend -- i don't want to use the word "worship" but you get my point i hope

oh thanks i'm very confused there's a really great discussion going on in chat but i left because i'm tired and i just don't get it thanks

i don't know what to say at least for myself when discussing things honestly is viewed in a negative way as an "entitlement" blah blah blah

dear paw, oak, moderator, and anyone else, do you want to chat ? i'll go there if you want to talk here, that's fine but let's talk in real time

[-----] i don't know enough to know about his mission, honestly and i don't do "hate" stuff (not talking to you paw) i do disagree at times but i don't think that's a bad thing paw i think that thread was healthy to be honest with you but it went away

maybe that should tell you something

he asked some legitimate questions of a higher-up but they weren't allowed becaues of too much emotion i don't agree with a lot, but i'm afraid to say so

there you go. exactly.

ohmygosh don't you remember the whole thing got deleted

another thing that fiasco with ralph and bill was so unfair ! if this place is all about being politically ha or whatever (loyalty wise) correct, that's just wrong if it comes down to having to agree, which i believe it has, bye bye i'm pathetic aren't i ? no life lol ps. can one be co-dependent to a website ?