I am sorry you suffered because of VP. It is certainly not God's will for you to suffer like that.
I was actually one of the first people to leave the Way. I guess that makes me a non-wafer. Whatever. The point is, I left the Way, not God or his word. God is still God and he is certainly bigger than you, me, VP, or the Way. There is no need for you to somehow undo the works you did. They are in the past. Can't do a thing about them now. I would just suggest you get the hell out of GSC. It is only feeding your anger and hurt. Believe that God can help you turn things around so you can live a blessed life. Remember,
Matt 6:19-20,
19 Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth, where moth and rust doth corrupt, and where thieves break through and steal:
20 But lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and where thieves do not break through nor steal:
VP, the Way, GSC, they are all things of the earth.