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  1. I have a great job, they hired a guy from another country who apparently thinks he is in the USA to run the world HIS way. HE is lying, stealing, coming in when he wants is usually over an HOUR late from lunch and has begun to lie about me. The Docs will not fire him as they fear a lawsuit minority thing. Pls pray he quits or they fire him or something. pls pray for my work environment Thanks
  2. Cher LaPierre Bono Allman Whatever... Cause I indentified with her rebellion in my youth and in TWI. People said we looked similar. Also, I am not sure which of us has had more last names.
  3. Fighting the Food Giants (Paperback) by Paul A. Stitt Being sold on Amazon!
  4. Diazbro - sure cannot discount exercise Tom - I actually was working for an MD who is holistic who shared so much with us about the nutrition lie I was over well... whelmed Rejoice - I did not know about those seeds, thank you I mean Bramble thanks for the seed info, Rejoice thanks for the book Did you read "fighting the food Giants"? Where a man in a hat product paid people to alter the food to make us more hungry after we ate something so we'd eat more? All in the inside notes of that company.
  5. Jesuslaughat- Love it! Top of the World - yeah, and I wonder what Ted's theme song would be?
  6. WOW Reading these blows my mind, Tom Strange, I think yours was the most unexpected. I see you at the ocean wishing... Johnny I tried to find the lyrics to Captain of Salvation No can do - sorry!
  7. WOW Great songs and they make me "feel" your lives. Cool... Top of the world - yours broke my heart, that was my theme song for awhile. Ron G - Geez, gotta be a better one than that!
  8. Thought you'd like this: Review of Merging Infectious Diseases Forum Held In Atlanta "I ended my paper on the bovine growth hormone and quoted John Robbins from his book DIET FOR A NEW AMERICA "PCB's were first introduced by Monsanto, a company whose motto, 'Without Chemicals, Life Itself Would Be Impossible' seems ludicrous in view of what PCB's are doing to human fertility. It wasn't long after Monsanto began producing PCB's that it was apparent the chemicals posed major problems for human beings. Three years after production began, the faces and bodies of 23 out of 24 workers in the Monsanto plant had become disfigured. But that didn't stop Monsanto. More than 750,000 tons of these deadly poisons have been produced. They can be found today in every American river, the snow of the Arctic and Antarctic and probably in the tissues of every single fish in the waters of the planet." Erwin Chargaff, Father of modern molecular biology said: "The technology of genetic engineering poses a greater threat to the world than the advent of nuclear technology. Genetic engineering and biotechnology are a molecular Auschwitz." http://www.dorway.com/cdcreview.txt
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    Harvard

    What cool news! Let us know what happens!
  10. Eagle You hit on so much. Have you read the studies on Aspertame? It was an invention by a guy inventing glue, he touched his finger to his mouth and found it to be sweet and they okayed it as a swetner even after finding terrible brain function problems in clinical tests. http://www.dorway.com/upipart1.html http://www.dorway.com/badnews.html#symptoms http://www.dorway.com/offasprt.html You should get the free DVD from Peta about meat.... And you know for years nobody could "own" dna any living thing until the guy invented something to eat up the oil spill. Now the threat of people owning DNA. There is an invention of the "suicide seed" which is owned by the seed companies. You cannot grow something, save the seeds and plant them -- they do not work this helps the owner of that living thing make money as you have to go to him as the source of that seed.. http://www.greenpeace.org/international/news/suicide-seeds http://www.commondreams.org/headlines06/0126-07.htm Soy? It was in such demand that they genetically altered it. Now you have to buy NON- GMO to get not genetically altered soy. The list goes on and on-- Bottom line: Money
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    Closure

    It is an odd club you wish you did not belong to. I think of all the years past the teen ones, when I was tolerable.... smile. I think we'd have been great friends my mom and me. I am sure your parents knew you loved them and were just a teen, they were once teens as well. Wierd creature the teen. So young, yet they know it all and the same parent who used to wipe their bottoms become the enemy. Weird huh?
  12. Dogs! Have 6 of them, but I like cats too! Birds are cool. Love all pets.
  13. I do not know how but I made an oops, just deleted it, I copied my own post rather than replied
  14. Wow, Cathy I bet that felt great!
  15. They want to do a show about you, or a film. You have to pick a theme song. What would you pick and why? I would pick "I will survive" Cause I have been in a lot of situations where I had to get that attitude and move forward. Mostly due to some guy, or some ministry but when I got "it" back I could walk. I Will Survive Lyrics by Gloria Gaynor First I was afraid I was petrified Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side But I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong I grew strong I learned how to carry on and so you're back from outer space I just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face I should have changed my stupid lock I should have made you leave your key If I had known for just one second you'd be back to bother me Go on now go walk out the door just turn around now 'cause you're not welcome anymore weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye you think I'd crumble you think I'd lay down and die Oh no, not I I will survive as long as i know how to love I know I will stay alive I've got all my life to live I've got all my love to give and I'll survive I will survive It took all the strength I had not to fall apart kept trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart and I spent oh so many nights just feeling sorry for myself I used to cry Now I hold my head up high and you see me somebody new I'm not that chained up little person still in love with you and so you felt like dropping in and just expect me to be free now I'm saving all my loving for someone who's loving me
  16. Hi BB! I agree Peguin: I have thought about what you said for years and years. I could be a little confrontational as it was, being Irish and from the North East, I was raised not to take any crap. But years in TWI I took more and more crap from leaders and became more and more "butch" (I am not a lesbian) But I did feel as though I was being pushed into being mean. Mean is different than not taking any crap. I was being pushed into being mean to people for the tiniest infraction. Such as being a minute late, dear God you were to treat that as if someone cut the arms off a baby. How dare you disrespect God and his class? Shoot it was a "minute", we had no idea what it took for them to get there. I was married at the time and I do think I became more and more left brained. My marriage ended and I often think it was because I lost the God given softness and kindness. I feel terribly how "corps" I became toward a really nice man. I mean preTWI if someone went off on me I gave it back to them. But I did not want to rip someone's heart out for being a minute late.
  17. That's right, if mama ain't happy, nobody is happy...
  18. So, don't bad boys ever fall in love with ONE woman and change?
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    Closure

    ((((NLL)))) The last thing I did to my mother was lie. I was 17 years old and I lied to her. IT too has bothered me. IT has made me very weird in that I have allowed my Father to be a poop head to me and I never leave with an angry word. I am always afraid that my "fight" will be the last thing that happens between us. So, I do know what you are feeling only yours are doubled, it must be awful. I just keep trying to tell myself all teens do things like that and my mom knew it. One day, she said she understood that I "hate" her now because I am a teenager but someday when I became 20 or so we would become friends. She said "I thought you should know that..." What a gift those words became in trying to forgive myself for my horrid lie I said at 17 to my mother. I am not sure that has ever "closed" I did move on I guess but like I said the effects are still there. Welcome Amazing grace
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    Closure

    "Something I learned when studying the shaman's path was to learn the lesson of every situation" I have been seeing that myself and perhaps thr recognition of "the lesson" is the closure which allows the moving on
  21. Yeah, I was reading it and kinda feeling it and then it seems like the latter part was written by someone else or by the author on a different day when they were in a different mood.
  22. Tom If it were meant to be up they would have made the toliet with NO LID! It is suppose to be down. (smile) By the wa,y the Docs I work with leave it up so it is not about breeding. I dunno why they don't close it, or they leave the car door open as they "will just be a minute" and I have to sit there either freezing in the winter or loose the cool air in the summer.
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