Dot Matrix

I am constantly placing animals. It is very hard to do. And I am running out of good people. Ya know, if their cat dies I call when a kitten comes in and they make take one. Then, I can't call them again for 15 years... The people from the other countries are primarily the ones mistreating them be it ignorance or culture. Granted there are some HORRIBLE Americans with pets, what we see are people from other countries feeding their dogs rice and milk, dogs are lactose intolerant and rice has no protein. They have designer dogs but No money for shots... We try and educate them and have even sent articles to their newpapers.... But many people from other countries will not nueter as if it were their own testicles. There are some Americans who want their kids "to see the beauty" of birth... as well as people form other countries, but they seem to windup in a box abandoned at our hospital and become my responsibility. It kills me. Redneck America are another group that come in with their missing teeth and their puppies they are going to sell... Where I am it is primarily folks from other countries. (Where you are it maybe different) And even the people, from those countries, I work with, are disgusted. One family through an interupter told me they were getting rid of their dog. He is 9 months old. He is 32 pounds. NOW they decide they want a smaller one. So, they want US to find him a home.... Geez.... Then, they are getting a smaller one? Poor dog... One of the Americans who comes in has 10 dogs he took from his Hondoras neighbor. The neighbor gets a dog, has no shots, no fence, lets them walk around the streets and may or may not feed them. They show up at Chester home who vets them, feeds them and takes them in. They have explained the LAW here and the neighbors do not care -- they just go and get another dog. It is an act of love to get the pets spay or neutered.

Rottie That was very difficult for me to read...

W&W So? How are things? How was your visit? (on the tele)

Yes, DWBH you only have to go through 5,039 posts to find them or Mike could just take two minutes and answer your questions Whatever were you thinking DWBH? Tssk Tssk Shame on you

Gee Don- (DWBH) Tell us how you really feel --- I sense you are holding back.... LOL

Thanks GOEY I did not see your post in that light, it did shock me as you have always been such a support and I felt we were in the same camp. For a minute there, I thought you were at Mike's drinking the water... I am sorry about the family. I love you Dot edited for clarity

My Dear GOEY et al, I have a short time then I must go to work. Your post has bothered me as I feel after all these years to have such a person as yourself ask these questions somehow makes me feel dirty, victimized again. Perhaps, because I have always liked you. But I also can identify with the questions. I, like most of you, loved the class, had a thriving fellowship life and felt the Lord change me. Because GOD is great and he can work in a sewer. I also thought that TWI had the answers I had sought since I was a child, seeking Christ, in an agnostic/atheistic household. After my initial involvement: I, then, began to see things. Which I dismissed as not being worth looking into, perhaps isolated incidents, or maybe I did not want to see…. I thought there was a possibility these things were I don’t know – maybe things I did not WANT to register… I did not know what to do with what I SAW and reconcile it with the deliverance I got in PFAL My fellow limb staffer was French kissed by Uncle Harry and the limb coordinators said “Oh, he just wanted her to FEEL like a woman" --- I don’t know, in my early twenties I did not need an OLD fat man kissing me to make me fee like a woman. Quite the contrary, it would make me feel less than… and why me? Is there something wrong with me that an old geezer thinks he can take liberties? But I hung around… Because God, can work in a sewer. Then, I lived with a “famous” ministry female. She was drunk a lot of the times, picking up men where she could and carelessly sleeping with them… This included going after MY boyfriend at the time. Many creepy things happened… Including her telling me she had been “doing” the Moggie while she was in the corps, went to meet him in their special place, and he was busy screwing another female Rev. Which I doubted at the time thinking she was a luatic. I told on her to HER leadership and I was penalized being called possessed and used as an EXAMPLE to NOT discuss leadership – it was devils that questioned them and their ways… So therefore I had a devil… Determined to save TWI from these people and their diabolical practices I went into the corps. I wanted to tell Vic what was happening on the field amongst his leaders… …These pigs talking of Jesus with their pants down and their devilish doctrines…. But before I had the chance to hunt him down he sent for me. In the coach he sat naked and asked … well something dirty…. I prayed to God to deliver me and God made a way for me to escape – untouched. However, Vic kept trying… I thought perhaps it was JUST me he was after. I felt dirty and cheap… But I heard a couple things and thought maybe it was POSSIBLE he was a nice country minister who had been led astray by the devil. I confronted him with his acts of “sex” and he told me “whatsoever things are pure…” Defending his actions biblically and once again making me dirty – impure and not as spiritual as he was… Many other things happened to pepper what I am telling you to SHOW me the truth about this cult, but something about the class had me hang in there. (Later, I found it was BG’s class) I wish it were a nice country minister that went bad. I wish he merely had a few problems but was a great guy. I wish it were just a sweet organization… I wish it were the church it knew to be… Gotta go to work I have not even covered when one of “their” x-leaders came to California and blew the lid off their secrets.. and the personal deliverance to know the truth or the bevy of gals who began to speak out – freeing me from the bondage of guilt…. It was a dangerous, premeditated CULT… to advance the TOP by controlling the bottom IMO Think what you want, I still like you. And although it stings a bit, I am too delivered now to let this cripple me. Edited for typo

Belle I would be angry as well, you go there to be free and your saddled with doing the "right thing" as someone else brought their kids....

I believe you, your stories are not much different than other people I know -- You did not say "and when we undressed the girls screamed as they had never seen such a huge man." And why would you lie? It took a long time to write out the account, it was very real, perhaps they are just joshing you. This has been such a fun truthful thread.... Let's keep going...

Johnny, I saw your story in my head --it was my first XXX rated movie YID -Didn't think about the phone thingies Joniam - that is funny - your tie isn't on straight.... hahahaha

I dunno But he invited me into the coach and was naked. I do not invite people over -- with me it is in my privates, privately, in my private home. With him, I know he took a shower or something at a Way home and left the door open as he stood there naked -- so the girls could see... Now, there is a guy who needed to wear clothes - IMO

Belle Did you parents find the nudist place in Florida? They are old there. Walk around naked and put towels down to sit for sanitary reasons

W and W Let us know how she is.... This story and Waysider's has invaded me with sadness. I look forward to hearing good things about Liz.

Waysider - My heart bleeds for your friend and for you. I am very sorry. W and W - From the way you speak of Liz, I love her. I have no words to speak. I am sick about this.

Eagle I did not know you had a book. But I like truth. If you are talking about the CULT we were in then I should think you should mention HIS name. It was his cult I do not want to read a sugar coated protect the Vic book -- but a truthful book about what happened -- well I would read that. What is the POV of the book?

Waysider I have changed my clothes in the car. I had a friend drive and I did it in the back seat. I am sure it was not sexy as I tried to wiggle into panty hose, and pull my bra through my sleeve.... I never thought about someone seeing me.

Out there That was a great story Joniam - your guy driving and playing didly is a bit different -- perhaps worthy of jail time. Or a weekly visit to a therapist.... Well..... :blink:

Chi-chi -Breasts Song - from Jagged little pill Naked - from God Spanish slang for "breast"; Chi Chi

Yeah this girl Jan had chi-chi's that looked like two horns of plenty - Kinda curling in abnormal directions ya know -- I thought, cover that cr ap up Now in your own living room - that is different. I, recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone, yeah I, recommend walking around naked in your living room, yeah Swallow it down (what a jagged little pill) It feels so good (swimming in your stomach) Wait until the dust settles 1-You live you learn, you love you learn You cry you learn, you lose you learn You bleed you learn, you scream you learn

Thanks That is no longer in the works. :)

ROCKY!!!! That is the beach I went to--- Blacks Beach! Climbing down there was just awful -- Geez what a climb And it was around 20 years ago.... Isn't that funny? Do you recall Jerry and older guy who came down with a cooler and sold beer?

In contrast here are the lyrics to a song I wrote: I'm sitting here with my wife named Jane It’s been 5 years since the ball and chain She chuckled and said, "I'm 3 months" I trembled and my face turned green... The wedding vows were a scary thing... OR this other one: Oh, Martha where are we now? We are caught up in this mess we can't escape somehow I run with my secretary for a mere change of pace While Martha does the laundry With the years upon her face

Waysider You are a romantic Heck, you put a spark in my eyes What lovely lyrics

currently, I am wearing a towel

Shell - when I was a size 4 - I was worried about peepers and I was almost never alone Now, as I am heading back to a 6 -- I have much better shades now Anyone ever been to a nude beach -- I went with a nudist to meet his friends - it was not a pretty picture. I was small then and sporting a bikini. The other girls -- let it all hang out -- I kept thinking sunburn for them must be awful. At home - the only danger, other than cooking, is when a dog unexpectedly jumps up on me.