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WD Luca is SOOOOOOOOOO cute! My Ozzy unrolls the tp and eats Qtips - it makes me crazy. Tipper the Tibetian Spaniel/peke eats her hair. I mean, I shave her, trim or whatever and she will knock over the trash can, then she pulls all her hair out, lays on it and eats it as if she wants to reattach it.

Where? A place called Aldi's http://www.aldifoods.com/index_ENU_HTML.htm You have to take your own bags or boxes with you and a quarter for the cart--- which you get back when you return the cart

Hello ALL I got the Dyson, it was fine, new, works great and not a rip. It was a good deal and everything IS fine Woooo Hoooo

Thanks Kelvar

Joyce Meyer and Hillsong! Darlene has such energy we were all jumping up and down!!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kgif-vVrpFQ...feature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fDN07vBSSFI...feature=related I wanna go again! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=04aSEhFrkfk...feature=related http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bc3Q_74tI9g...feature=related

more To God be the Glory!

I saw Hillsong at the Joyce Meyer conference (one of the best things I ever did for myself Do you recall Andre Crouch --He used to get the crowd going as well... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zfemys4COh4...feature=related Jesus is the answer for the World today.... I went to Jesus 73 the same year I went to the ROA Andre sang there! Awesome! Here is Ain't nobody do me like Jesus http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lITIsDloQqw...feature=related

Geez Ron Anyone recall earth shoes where the heel was lower like a foot in the sand? I loved them.

Man, Twinky that is awful!

Thanks for the encouragment and kindness everyone. You are great I appreciate your words http://www.imeem.com/mark-diaz/music/h6pa4...to_say_goodbye/ George - I think you understood what I was saying. I really wanted to see others who decided alone was just fine and not trying was better than possible pain. I feel you George. The chance at "happy" is not worth the chance of "agony". I think alone is fine. So, many folks who have divorced seem to be looking so soon afterward or even while married -- I am not of that ilk- not that you are wrong - that is how you feel and respond to life. I just do not care. I do not care that I come home to an empty house. I wondered if anyone else was okay with alone and would rather not try again than go through the possibility of a painful end. Whatever motivates people to look again is missing in me. George - I hear ya! Where you and I differ is you are working.... I am asking the Lord to give me a path...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwGLNbiw1gk...feature=related People arguing about Jesus with Oprah

Thanks Socks! You are a doll! BTW - that was one happy dude singing in the white suit! Count in all joy! Same sone 4him better pics http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cR1VIm3tlXg...feature=related

Note to Waysider - I read how to do it but then I could not flip to the instructions while posting- so here is the link to one of my all time favorites!!! 4him I believe in faithfulness I believe in giving to myself for someone else I believe in peace and love I believe in honesty and trust but it's not enough For all that I believe may never change the way it is Unless I believe Jesus lives (chorus) Where there is faith There is a calling, keep walking You're not alone in this world Where there is faith There is a peace like a child sleeping Hope everlasting in He who is able to Bear every Burden, to heal every hurt in my heart It is a wonderful, powerful place Where there is faith There's a man across the sea Never heard the sound of freedom ring Only in his dreams There's a lady dressed in black In a motorcade of cadillacs Daddy's not coming back Our hearts begin to fall And our stability grows weak But Jesus meets our needs if only we believe (chorus) Where there is faith There is a calling, keep walking You're not alone in this world Where there is faith There is a peace like a child sleeping Hope everlasting in He who is able to Bear every Burden, to heal every hurt in my heart It is a wonderful, powerful place Where there is faith

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! Kiss Hug

I love praise and worship service! I do not know how to post the way you all are doing but here is mine: http://video.aol.com/video-detail/nicol-sp...tion/1669440159 And this by the Jonas brothers: Waysider can you do mine too? This is so much fun except for the arguing, can't we all just worship?

Okay, I have two doors that go to the backyard. The backyard is fenced and gated with a lock - the key for which is on my key chain in my purse. I went outside and - not only locked myself out - but was locked in my 6' high fenced in back yard!!!! After a few minutes of Ut-to -- Fortunately, I climbed through an unlocked window - where I knocked over my computer stuff like my rowder - to get back in --- Geez

Thanks P has been very helpful to me and when I spk with him I will say hello. He is good people and has ministered to me. I just want to be alone at the moment and cry my way through the heartache. These tears seem to be cathartic. And yes, I do not know how you always know, but I did post on another site and it caused a big bruhaha. I went to talk about illness and look for some medical answers and was "jumped." It left me very depressed and feeling less than victorious -- I should not go there. But something in me is still looking for answers. So, I keep looking -- even now -- even when clearly hubs has told me to "go have a life" because he does not want to burden me anymore. I am burdened. I do need rest and I know who holds his arms out and offers that rest. God has never forsaken me. God has never forsaken the hubs either - but he is so tired. In my humanness I can do nothing. And somehow my longing for his health keeps me stuck in human gear even though I know all healing comes from the Lord - in one way or another. Thanks

No kidding Lucy and I hung out a couple of times

Or this video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=34rlNS2XyaU

ww I agree Ex - you make me laugh - exactly what is it? When one finds it how do you make "love stay" What is it? Ho DO we make love stay? Now that we love Now that the lonely nights are over How do we make love stay? Now that we know The fire can burn bright or merely smolder How do we keep it from dying away? Elusive as dreams Barely remembered in the morning Love like a phantom flies But held in the heart It pales like the empty smile adorning A statue with sightless eyes. Moments fleet, taste sweet within the rapture When precious flesh is greedily consumed But mystery's a thing not easily captured And once deceased not easily exhumed. Now that we love Now that the lonely nights are over How do we make love stay? Moments fleet, taste so sweet within the rapture When precious flesh is greedily consumed But mystery's a thing not easily captured And once deceased not easily exhumed. Now that we loved Look at the moonless night and tell me How do we make love stay?

Thanks for all the love and encouragement See that is just it -- I AM NOT INTO LOOKING!! I like this time. So, many look right away and I am compelled to NOT get involved -- Waiting to see how other people enjoy/deal with being alone, or want to be alone -- is it better for them? Out of fear? out of pain? Or a new place of security? I am still in grief over my husband who still lives in my heart. The goodbyes come in stages. First he drives away. Then, the bills no longer have his name, stuff in the freezer he bought gets used, the soap "we" used has diminished from a "bar" to a little "goo spot" I wiped away, I broke a coffee cup "we" bought in Vegas ...they leave in pieces.... I will never go through this again. Never

Thanks I need to "cry" this all out I will be okay

Thanks cop You do know what pain can do to a person. I am glad you found your wife. Eyes - as always a pleasure reading your posts. I feel as you do -- I am okay with this. Notta- that is just it I do NOT feel as though I need a man - nor do I want one. I am enjoying me. For the next year to 18 months I promised myself I would enjoy the unfettered me. If in the future, I meet a friend which unexpectedly becomes more - then so-be-it. But if not then so-be-it. Relationships can nurture and heal or do the opposite. I do not even want to get involved enough to find out. I still love my husband even though that was the largest roller coaster I ever rode. The ups and downs were frightening, the turns unexpected, and the end not soon enough --- and yet too soon. Just like the actual roller coaster in my opinion. I am sure he would agree. And even so -- I miss him. Anyone else out there alone and content to be alone - or alone because the risk is too great to try again? Would like to hear from you.

WG Thanks, but Well crap that was not a very good story :) But thank you for your thoughts. (hugs) So far, I like the quiet house. I would rather cry over someone's absence than their presence. I like being able to do what I want to do, when I want to do it. But I miss him. I actually have had a guy ALREADY persuing me. Here is the thing, he is REALLY nice and if times were different, I would allow him in my life. At present, I REALLY do not want to risk it. I do not care about being my own company - as I know what to expect with myself... To hook up with someone is just not in my thinking especially now -- but not even in the future. I do not want to get used to someone all over again. I just don't. I do not want to risk trust - which maybe I will find someone trustworthy -- but maybe not. So, I would rather avoid it all together than risk it. I think for me it is I NEVER want to be hurt like that again and the benefits do not out weigh the risk. I just wonder what others think. Is it fear? Good sense? To me it feels -- well, strange but GOOD. Is there a point in your heart where you can be burned so badly that something closes and perhaps for self-preservation - will not open again? I have no desire to be with a man. None. The only time I missed being a couple was there is a play I want to see and I hate to go alone -- but that is hardly worth the risk of inviting someone into my life. I think I shall fair better if I just go by myself. Wondering how others who WANT to be alone feel? and why?

:) deal