Dot Matrix

Would you date twiggy?

I am sitting here trying to think of other curse words, am I bad?

It took! We can only use the "f" word! Oh boy, things can get ugly now!!! trying bi tch bitch trying da mn damn

.... .... Just experimenting

Wow how come you could write a curse word without it becoming ****** Wow, can we curse now? No more phockers -- let me try *** **** Would not let me -- I said .... and sh it

Gosh, I feel so bad for her -- So, did she go home and her Dad kill her or was she a ghost?

One of my husband's was a wife beater. Ex, you know as you helped me escape. Anyway, years later I saw the "Burning bed" and some of the lines in it were verbatim as to what my abuser said to me. I think the devil spirits all have a script or something and they seem to stick to it.... A girl at worked was sexually abused by her Dad and he said things VPW did.... He was going to teach her how to be with a man.... It was something special between them.... All Daddy's love their daughter's like this... Don't tell Mommy for she will not understand... (lockbox)

ex10 PT!

Alfie Oh my God! She LOVED you! You are a GREAT guy!!!! Yes, feel free to PT and catch up!

"No way did I expect this thread to go where it has, but I'm glad it did." Amen Oak! I am glad they helped you heal and kept you alive as well, EX! Ex 10 - Pt

OOOPPPPSSS Double Ex 10 - Pt

(((cat))) I know what a struggle it was to keep it real and fight being the company man. I am thankful for you and those like you I had in my life. It was a heck of a battle wasn't it? As the Vickles stated you and your two friends probably are the reason she lived through it all. I am sure you touched many others because of your light heart and ability to make people laugh and be comfortable with God! Thank God for you!

Thanks for the PT! I am in awe of your post, here. Boy you went through some things. Great post! It must have been hard to wade through it all and come to some conclusion to love yourself and SEE how you felt about things rather thatn have it thrust upon you. That was a lot to wade through. It took courage to look at it all. (((CW)))

Ex10 pt give me a minute Alfie We are waiting!

You could do the tub in jello. It would have to thicken, so you need to plan it.... But you will need a big trash bag and not let it go down the pipes when cleaning up...

Wear a cup! :D-->

A personal favorite: Artist: Dinning Mark Lyrics Title: Teen Angel Lyric - Collector's Choice Music MSD 35800 - peak Billboard position # 1 in 1960 - Words and Music by Jean Surrey & Red Surrey Teen angel, teen angel, teen angel, ooh, ooh That fateful night the car was stalled upon the railroad track I pulled you out and we were safe, but you went running back CHORUS Teen angel, can you hear me? Teen angel, can you see me? Are you somewhere up above And I am still your own true love? What was it you were looking for that took your life that night? They said they found my high school ring clutched in your fingers tight CHORUS Just sweet sixteen, and now you're gone They've taken you away. I'll never kiss your lips again They buried you today CHORUS Teen angel, teen angel, answer me, please

EL PASO (written and performed by Marty Robbins) from the 1959 Columbia LP, GUNFIGHTER BALLADS & TRAIL SONGS, CL 1349 Out in the West Texas town of El Paso I fell in love with a Mexican girl Nighttime would find me in Rosa's cantina Music would play and Feleena would whirl Blacker than night where the eyes of Feleena Wicked and evil while casting her spell My love was deep for this Mexican maiden I was in love, but in vain I could tell One night a wild young cowboy came in Wild as the West Texas wind Dashing and daring, a drink he was sharing With wicked Feleena, the girl that I loved So in anger I challenged his right for the love of this maiden Down went his hand for the gun that he wore My challenge was answered in less than a heartbeat The handsome young stranger lay dead on the floor Just for a moment I stood there in silence Shocked by the foul, evil deed I had done Many thoughts raced through my mind as I stood there I had but one chance and that was to run Out through the back door of Rosa's I ran Out where the horses were tied I caught a good one, it looked like it could run Up on its back and away I did ride Just as fast as I could from the West Texas town of El Paso Out to the badlands of New Mexico Back in El Paso my life would be worthless Everything's gone in life, nothing is left It's been so long since I've seen the young maiden My love is stronger than my fear of death I saddle up and away I did go Riding alone in the dark Maybe tomorrow a bullet will find me Tonight nothing's worse than this pain in my heart And at last here I am on the hill overlooking El Paso I can see Rosa's cantina below My love is strong and it pushes me onward Down off the hill to Feleena I go Off to my right I see five mounted cowboys Off to my left are a dozen and more Shouting and shooting I can't let them catch me I have to make it to Rosa's back door Something is dreadfully wrong for I feel A deep burning pain in my side Though I am trying to stay in the saddle I'm getting weary, unable to ride But my love for Feleena is strong, and I rise where I've fallen Though I am weary I can't stop to rest I see the white puff of smoke from the rifle I feel the bullet go deep in my chest From out of nowhere Feleena has found me Kissing my cheek as she kneels by my side Cradled by two loving arms that I'll die for One little kiss and Feleena, goodbye

alfa Cats out of the bag... This is derailed but in a God way. :D-->

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Privately, one poor little corps girl was thrown out because when she got back from LEAD she went to her room and got $10.00 and handed it in. (For non-corps, you were given $10.00 and sent out to go LEAD. You had to find transportation, believe for food and find away back and return the $10.00) I never heard anyone say we had to work for or believe for the $10.00 to magically appear. She was thrown out because they told her to get the money from her room was dishonest! She almost lost it after being black balled. Meanwhile, my 10th corps friend went to the airport and flew down to Tinne New Mexico, went LEAD and flew back because he was loaded with bucks AND LEADERSHIP KNEW AND THOUGHT IT WAS FINE. The SAME leaders that removed her! All these years she struggled.... Then, because of THIS thread she was able to realize she had been targeted by VPW. Approached by a female Rev. inner-circle groupie, did not take the bait and was thrown out shortly after.... NOW, it all makes sense.... Her poor head was tortured by this stuff. Now, she knows that she knows that she knows, it was NOT her or anything she did wrong. And the humiliation she suffered was because she was moral. She did the right thing. What a wonderful discovery after 20 years. All of us talking is doing amazing things Ex10, just like you and Early are saying.

WOW Group hug!

Me too. That maybe why I had such fear after leaving TWI. Kinda like I walked away from God's plan for my life. My deliverance in PFAL was tied into that bondage... It was so Ying and Yang - like a bi-polar ministry or something. I could not reconcile how all this good and all this bad was under the same big top tent! How could PFAL help me SO much and be taught by such an evil man.... It must be my perception. When I arrived at Grease spot and The Evan and others (Raf, Zix and others)began to share where PFAL came from I could then begin to unravel the tight twine of PFAL and VPW. And as the threads unfurled I could then see one as evil and one as having been good for me. Then the headache I would get each time I tried to figure out HOW I got so delivered in the ministry of a creep.... Began to dissipate. I was delivered by God's love. And placed in bondage by a lying sex pervert who saw imaginary snowstorms and made up special promises he heard via God. It just ALL happened to be at the one stop-shopping place called TWI. I bet that confusion is what leads a lot of those people into breakdowns and suicide/thoughts of suicide. Thank God for Waydale and Grease Spot!

Great stuff Raf!

Go ahead, I do think healing is taken place all over this thread, only a couple cannot see it, but let's not stop the truth because there are people reading this getting healed. And yes it is bigger than the second poster's offense. edited for typo- I am a bad typist! [This message was edited by Dot Matrix on January 01, 2004 at 16:16.]