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(((Frank)))

Wow, I am surprised they allow an innie to stay married to someone who left. It must be very difficult.

BTW, at the Doc's they did go into my ear and it was coated, deep inside, with hair spray! It is one of the big reasons older women have hearing loss... Weird huh? And I do clean my ears and use peroxide and all... So, now maybe I have ear candle wax dwon there cause the noise is still making a racket.

I am making fajita's.... Anyone?

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politician? Spin doctor?

I read some things before about it not working. (There are articles that suggest prayer does not work either) But if you light a candle and do not put it in the ear you will find some crumbled white wax but no brown ear wax looking stuff. I went to an ear Doc about a year and a half ago and I asked for ear irrigation as I was clogged. He said they didn't do it anymore (I since was told some Docs still do it.) Anywho, I wanted to try this and I did. Brown wax was in the cone. But in my right ear there is a ringing buzz and there was pain. I do not know why but there is a noise in my ear that was NOT there before I stuck a candle in it. I do not buy everything Doctors say either George, for all I know he could have gone to a little yellow house to get his doctorate as well. ;)-->

I put alcohol in my ear and the noise has cut in half.... It was loud! Thanks all....

Okay ... like a manipulater... Where is Raf and Zix when you need them? Linda Z or Catcup they may know...

Sigh.... Love is a funny thing, huh? I read your story in the story section, it did read that Bob was the love of your life. I am sorry he passed.

They mimic others behavior because they do not "feel" the feelings others have in situations. They make great con men Raf? You out there? You are a man of words.... Can you come up with one?

? Maybe: sociopath definition Posted by Jimeny on May 24, 2000 at 09:58:01: A closer fit...draw your own conclusions folks Antisocial Personality Disorder is also known as psychopathy or sociopathy. Individuals with this disorder have little regard for the feeling and welfare of others. As a clinical diagnosis it is usually limited to those over age 18. It can be diagnosed in younger people if the they commit isolated antisocial acts and do not show signs of another mental disorder. Antisocial Personality Disorder is chronic, beginning in adolescence and continuing throughout adulthood. There are ten general symptoms: not learning from experience no sense of responsibility inability to form meaningful relationships inability to control impulses lack of moral sense chronically antisocial behavior no change in behavior after punishment emotional immaturity lack of guilt self-centeredness People with this disorder may exhibit criminal behavior. They may not work. If they do work, they are frequently absent or may quit suddenly. They do not consider other people's wishes, welfare or rights. They can be manipulative and may lie to gain personal pleasure or profit. They may default on loans, fail to provide child support, or fail to care for their dependents adequately. High risk sexual behavior and substance abuse are common. Impulsiveness, failure to plan ahead, aggressiveness, irritability, irresponsibility, and a reckless disregard for their own safety and the safety of others are traits of the antisocial personality. Socioeconomic status, gender, and genetic factors play a role. Males are more likely to be antisocial than females. Those from lower socioeconomic groups are more susceptible. A family history of the disorder puts one at higher risk. There are many theories about the cause of Antisocial Personality Disorder including experiencing neglectful parenting as a child, low levels of certain neurotransmitters in the brain, and belief that antisocial behavior is justified because of difficult circumstances. Psychotherapy, group therapy, and family therapy are common treatments. The effects of medical treatment are inconclusive. Unfortunately, most people with Antisocial Personality Disorder reject treatment. Therefore, recovery rates are low.

I think the reason they will NOT apologize is not about LCM as much as it is about the FOUNDATION on which they stand. If they say, "We are sorry that LCM used woman, seduced young girls and diabolically used the word to get them to take off their pants..." Then, they would have to stop doing it. They do not want to stop it. Because it really wasn't a Craig thing but a VPW thing... The founding father.... If they came out and said things like, "we know we cancelled meetings to which many of you traveled so that VPW could have an afternoon in bed with a corps gal he was healing...." Then, they would have to admit they were liars and covering up evil practices. If they said, "Let's get back to loving twigs and the PFAL material...." They would have to again address that the loving things taught via PFAL were hijacked from another man's ministry, classes and books. It would be a lot to admit... And it would be mean they would have to STOP those practices. IMO, they have no intention of stopping the "help yourself sex policies" the leaders practice. They cannot straighten out because the whole thing was founded on one sick mother ph*ker named VP. And if they get back to the beginning it would still be corrupt. Perhaps, if they stood up and said we found the basis for our success were principals found by "other men of God" and that VPW perverted and use those scriptures for self-gain. We find this reprehensible regardless of whether it is VPW or Mother Teresa. We here by admit we will no longer tolerate "Free sex and seduction" of believers. We hereby adhere to the values of marriage. We recognize our materials have been hijacked from BG Leonard and other ministers. The promise of God VPW claimed to hear was also hijacked from Leonard. We have found that all good thing we EVER experienced came from God and the works of legitimate ministers and we are sorry. We are finding a new way back to God. And henceforth will be called "A new way home" and recognize those great men who contributed to our growth like BG Leonard. We will thank the Weirwille's for the farm but he will be shown, as he really was, an old fat pervert. We are on our knees for forgiveness and are calling in some people who did not participate in the sex and other problems but did stand up to our faces and demand change. We did not listen but we are now. Then (okay it is my fantasy) they bring in Socks, Alphacat, Raf, Zixar, Wordwolf, Garth, Hope and John, Tom Strange, Shellon, Tom Strange, Excathedra, The Evan, Greek2Me, Long Gone, Jaridino, Ex10 and others as “the board”. And they, the current generals, step down. Then, I would return!

Yes, a sea monster would be easy to dismiss... Pat, I am glad you are better.

I do. I wonder about them -- if they are happy. sometimes I want to find them to say I am sorry about "this or that" -- or to see if they are sorry about "this or that" I think of my highschool love often. He never did get married and he is having health problems... When I hear this song it sets me on a road of rememberance... Your Wildest Dreams Once upon a time, Once when you were mine, I remember skies Reflected in your eyes. I wonder where you are, I wonder if you Think about me Once upon a time, In your wildest dreams. Once the world was new, Our bodies felt the morning dew That greets the brand new day. We couldn't tear ourselves away. I wonder if you care. I wonder if you still remember. Once upon a time, In your wildest dreams And when the music plays, And when the words are Touched with sorrow, When the music plays I hear the sound. I had to follow, Once upon a time. Once beneath the stars The universe was ours. Love was all we knew And all I knew was you. I wonder if you know, I wonder if you think about it Once upon a time, In your wildest dreams And when the music plays, And when the words are Touched with sorrow, When the music plays, And when the music plays I hear the sound. I had to follow, Once upon a time Once upon a time, Once when you were mine, I remember skies Mirrored in your eyes. I wonder where you are, I wonder if you Think about me, Once upon a time. In your wildest dreams. In your wildest dreams. In your wildest dreams.

The smoke goes into the ear and warms the ear as well as softens ear wax. Then it pulls the old wax up through the chimney efffect of the candle. It does do that as you can open the candle and look at the debris that was drawn out. It has helped with many things like hearing loss and head aches. Only I had this odd thing happen. I wonder if I have a perforated ear drum, in that case it will make things worse.

Did anyone ever give you a gift? At the end of the WOW year we got the pin, I never had anyone give me a shower when I got married, no gifts when I went into the corps, came out of the corps... Shoot, and I could have had a decopage...

I was also taught it was about alcohol. I heard VPW teach it but I do not recall the particulars... did he relate it to a python snake or something. I dunno. Glad to see you are back I was concerned after the neck op when you were missing for a while everything okay?

I added a pic for you trf on the top post.

Are you out there? If you are taking a break I understand. You can PT me just to let me know you are okay. Just thinking about you.

http://www.rense.com/general33/braibc.htm You Don't Deserve Brain Cancer- You Deserve Facts! By Amy Worthington observer@coldreams.com 1-20-3 Your cell phone is a microwave transmitter and it should bear a cancer warning! Microwave energy oscillates at millions to billions of cycles per second. The Journal of Cellular Biochemistry reports that these frequencies cause cancer and other diseases by interfering with cellular DNA and its repair mechanisms. Microwave promotes rapid cell aging. Italian scientists have recently demonstrated that cell phone radiation makes cancerous cells grow aggressively. Cordless phones marked 900 megahertz or 2.4 gigahertz emit the same dangerous microwave radiation as cell phones. The connection between microwave exposure and cancer has been documented for years. During the Cold War, the Soviets irradiated the U.S. embassy in Moscow, Russia, with low level, twin-beam microwave radiation. Two successive ambassadors developed leukemia. Other staffers also developed cancer, or their blood showed DNA damage, which precedes cancer. Research by University of Washington professor Dr. Henry Lai shows brain cells are clearly damaged by microwave levels far below the U.S. government's "safety" guidelines. Dr. Lai notes that even tiny doses of radiofrequency can cumulate over time and lead to harmful effects. He warns that public exposure to radiation from wireless transmitters "should be limited to a minimal." Motorola advises consumers to avoid pointing a cellular antenna toward exposed parts of the body. But independent tests show that cell phones can also leak huge amounts of radiation from the keypad and mouthpiece. This radiation deeply penetrates brain, ear and eye tissues, which are especially susceptible to microwave damage. Belt clip cases allow cell phones to deliver radiation to the liver or kidney areas when a wired, hands-free earpiece is used. Recent studies confirm that cell and cordless phone microwave can: *Cause headaches and induce extreme fatigue *Cause memory loss and mental confusion *Precipitate cataracts, retina damage and eye cancer *Create burning sensation and rash on the skin *Damage nerves in the scalp *Induce ringing in the ears, impair sense of smell *Create joint pain, muscle spasms and tremors *Cause digestive problems and raise bad cholesterol levels *Alter the brain's electrical activity during sleep *Open the blood-brain barrier to viruses and toxins *Cause blood cells to leak hemoglobin *Reduce the number and efficiency of white blood cells *Stimulate asthma by producing histamine in mast cells *Stress the endocrine system, especially pancreas, thyroid, ovaries, testes In 1993, the telecom industry committed $25 million dollars for a series of research projects designed to prove that cell phones are safe. The studies proved just the opposite! They proved that federal microwave exposure standards are dangerously inadequate. Cell damage and tumors can be easily induced in the lab at about one third of the FCC's exposure guidelines. The telecom boys panicked. They and their lackey politicians and federal regulators decided the only lucrative thing to do was to LIE and DENY. Despite damning evidence, the FDA still prevaricates: "There is no reason to conclude that there are health risks posed by cell phones to consumers." Meantime, the telecom industry has been pressing to INCREASE BY MORE THAN 10 TIMES the allowable human exposure to cell phone radiation! Luckily, Dr. George Carlo headed up the industry's study project. He presents the shocking facts in his book, Cell Phones: Invisible Hazards in the Wireless Age: An Insiders's Alarming Discoveries About Cancer and Genetic Damage (Carroll and Graf, 2001). A summary of Dr. Carlo's book is this: Cell phones are hot, adequate protective regulations are naught, and Americans are being "fried" so that the deceitful telecom industry can rake it in! It's dirty business as usual, and the longer the industry can con the public, the more billions it collects. On June 16, 2002, CBS aired a Sixty Minutes segment which confirmed the telecom industry is about grungy as it gets. CBS producers accused major phone service providers of cheating, scamming, forging signatures, switching phone service without permission and lying about charges. The attorney general of Connecticut stated that despite millions of dollars in fines each year, these companies remains incorrigible. Should we be trusting this industry with our brain tissues and our very lives? Microwave to the head is extremely hazardous to children. Parents in some European nations are now warned to keep children away from cell phones. A University of Utah researcher found the younger the child, the more radiation is absorbed by the brain. Spanish researchers have shown that cell phones can alter electrical activity of a child's brain for hours, causing drastic mood changes and possible behavior and learning disabilities. Scientists fear that cell phone radiation could damage human embryos. Pregnant women are advised to be wary. A cell phone must greatly increase its field strength to maintain communications within the metallic cage of an auto. Thus, the effect of microwave radiation inside a vehicle is especially intense. Volkswagen of Europe has warned that cell phone usage inside a car can be "injurious to health due to the extremely high electromagnetic fields generated." Insurance studies in England showed that an average driver talking on a cell is actually more impaired in function and reaction time than a drunk. Finland's Radiation and Nuclear Safety Authority reports that one hour of exposure to mobile phone radiation can cause human cells to shrink. Researchers believe this is due to increased protein activity, an indicator of cell damage. What an unstable world needs now is a global population afflicted with incredible shrinking brains! Brain cancer rates in USA have increased by 25% since 1975. In 2001, 185,000 Americans were diagnosed with some form of brain cancer. A grade four brain tumor can grow from the size of a grape to tennis ball size in just 4 months. Brain tumors are almost always fatal and most people die within 6-12 months after diagnosis. On April 7, 2002, Sixty Minutes aired a fascinating report on brain cancer, explaining that scientists are unsure why incidence of the disease is growing so exponentially. Ironically, the segment was followed by a Sprint ad, which advised parents that the best way to keep track of teenagers is to connect them to a cell phone. While researchers say that radical damage to the brain can occur within the first few minutes of conversation, telecom ads encourage customers to spend many hours on the phone each month. Those blazing, full-page cell phone ads in newspapers and magazines must be the reason cell phone dangers are almost never discussed in the mainstream media. An excellent resource tool is Robert Kane's book Cellular Telephone Russian Roulette (Vantage Press, 2001). As a telecommunications expert, Kane presents an impressive collection of studies showing that both government agencies and cell phone manufacturers KNEW YEARS AGO that cell phone radiation at present exposure levels is dangerous to human health. He notes that cell phones would be rendered useless if their RF emissions were reduced to safe levels. Reports of illness from heavy cell phone usage and from living or working close to powerful RF transmitters are synchronous with numerous cancer-related lawsuits now being filed against the cell phone industry. The insurance industry sees big trouble ahead. Underwriters for Lloyd's of London refuse to insure phone manufacturers against damage to users' health. Cell phones are today what tobacco was 40 years ago. While research and debate continues, cell phone users have three basic choices: 1. Continue heavy microwave bombardment of brain tissues until disastrous health effects become obvious and irreversible. 2. Reduce cell phone usage to under 2-3 minutes per day and never use the phone in a vehicle. 3. Obtain a hands-free speaker phone and keep it away from the body. Everyone in the room can hear your two-way conversation, but less privacy sure beats brain fog, blindness and cancer! Excellent web sites offering up-to-date scientific data on microwave and other radiation issues are: (1)www.energyfields.org (2)www.microwavenews.com (3)www.emrnetwork.org (4)www.wave-guide.org. E-mail guru@emfguru.org and ask for free updates on important radiation issues and studies. Dr. Lai's e-mail is hlai@washington.edu. Powerful microwave energy directed at homes, offices and schools can flow right through windows and walls. Microwave meters and mitigation devices are available at: lessemf@lessemf.com and www.trifield.com. A specialized RF meter (in the $300 range) is useful for avoiding some environmental exposure and for keeping the interior of your home safe. Turn your microwave meter on when you drive. You will discover that from coast to coast, Americans are being bombarded with communications radiation in the microwave spectrum, just like those lucky embassy workers in Moscow who ended up so very sick. USA is having a real "blast" so to speak! And it is going to get worse as wireless technologies broaden. It is in everyone's best interest to share the above information with the uninformed. Some people appear to have an almost pathological emotional attachment to their cell phones and there is a fascinating suggestion that cell radiation pulses might actually be addictive to the human brain. We can't save those who would rather die than switch. But ethics compelled us to ensure that all reasonable people have access to the basic scientific facts.

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Wacky they are licensed? The health store woman told me I could do it myself and have someone there to make sure I did not catch on fire by falling asleep. Geeez.... (Tom: or putting our head against the speakers to listen to Zeplin...)