fooledagainII,
Very honest, much respect to you for doing so.
Your experience is very similar to mine with a few exceptions.
I took the class in 1975.
Felt compelled to get out of TWI after a couple of years.
Involved in many different churches/denominations (mostly through music)
Always questioning, listening and matching it up to what I had learned.
No allegiance to TWI, CES, STFI, etc but still reading and evaluating.
Thought maybe someone would step up and spoon feed me the answers but I remember where that got me the last time.
I do not totally discount everthing I had learned or am learning now just because it has been associated with TWI or any other name.
Like yourself I too have been confused and dazed. I knew in the beginning that I wanted to serve God but got caught up in the I know more than you syndrome of TWI. As basic as it may sound, just as I believe works without faith is empty so is knowledge/information without your motive being to please God and not man.
I share this with you not trying to give the perception that I know anything.
But this has served me and my family very well. It seems to be finally sinking in what it really means to love your neighbor and to honor God first. It is my understanding that God has promised to teach us if we trust in Him. (NOT MAN) Been there done that. Sometimes we need to shut out the noise and just listen and that is easier said than done.