ChattyKathy

Go wash your mouth out with soap. They never made it to OLM status! :P

Paw, Thank you, I'm amazed I hadn't considered that aspect of it in light of the fact I was sexually abused. I apologize to the board for having linked it. Kathy

If you mean my "those guys" they are: Mark Knopfler Eric Clapton Stevie Ray Vaughn :wub: :wub: :wub:

Happy Birthday Belle!

Then you jump first. No, I said. What's the matter with you? I can't swim. Why you crazy, the fall will probably kill you.

Here is sexy hot!

:)

Sudo, I think that would move most men.

I can't help you with the clip but I think he was talking about a clip of Tops.

Delightful music socksman! :)

I went under cover and got this footage and it seemed everything was peaceful so I think that one picture above was a hoax. They think they can rob our confidence that the sea monkeys can make a difference. They'll get to know us better I reckon.

Do we give out lolly pops or something when we get it? :unsure:

Oh no look what just came over the wires. What does this mean?

Sushi and Rick will love this. But you just can't know what this song means to me. What a beautiful video. Thank you so very much. Oh my.

OMG!!! :blink: It cant be so. What do I do if I can't stand her? :blink: And I will not tell you in public where I get my pictures from, there are spies even here, they may not post but they know. I have to eat and warm up as it has gotten that bitter type of cold due to moisture. You don't have that do you? I have to get over this Britney Spears thing before I can give anymore old friend. I should not speak but I will anyway, I think Keith Richards looks more like 505. :)

Beautiful! Thank you dearest excath.

Lonliness can be overwhelming. I take myself somewhere else in my thinking or even physically go somewhere else if able to. That is when those dream places became my choice at times. But I am learning that we need to be good to ourselves first. My prayers to all of us that know personally of these things said in this thread and to myself.

David, I will be away for awhile. A friend from church lost her daughter-in-law in a car accident with her son still in critical condition. I will be going to her funeral shortly. Then into the day's errands so if you should reply and I not you will understand why. Kathy (edited to add this, I was here a moment but gone again should you return)

sogwap51, for me it has been a work of self reliance with God as the ultimate one to be trusted. I probably am not seen as a risk taker and that must lie within the definition of dependency on another. Yet some of the mornings I have walked into my day were sufficient within themselves to be huge risks but no one knew. Ted Ferrell's mother use to thrill in observing people and their idiosyncrasies and that confirmed for me the absolute marvel each one of us are. All the things we hold in our hearts and souls, the story of our lives, all unique and as important as the next. It can take different thoughts or actions to see you clear of these times. Perhaps closing the blinds and wrapped in a blanket with a movie. That itself can pull you out of the darkness when you feel your stomach get excited about the richness of a character, something outside of yourself. Take a drive to a favorite spot even though you don't want to do it. With good music you might escape into the moment. Why would I say escape into the moment? Well for me my escape has been into dreams at times. When I had to have something to hold onto and it began so young that I mastered it by adulthood. Those are not good "thoughts or actions" when you stay there too long or feel it too deeply. And in that case escaping would actually be into full reality of the moment which is my constant battle at present. You have history that would cause a woman to have much turmoil inside. Be kind to yourself. You are beautiful. mstar, I missed that because I walked away before I hit post. I agree with what you said. The interaction with others who have seen despair is healing actually.

Talk to a professional and if $ is an issue you can find help that will work with you on that. There is someone out there you can trust with things you dare even say out loud. You have much to offer and I suspect more folks that care and would know if you were gone than you realize. Don't let the past win sweet girl, don't let it win. You are loved.

Are you talking to me dude? :)

And they're above the neck. <_<

This just keeps getting better. Thanks guys for the links. :)