ChattyKathy

I've come to report there is a splinter OLM class going on this very hour. I was able to gain access to the classroom and take a quick shot of some of the students. I don't know if I want to take this class or not. :o

My heart goes out to you as well. I see your one time abuse as horrible as mine. There is no little incident in the world of sex with children.

What if I learned the OLM text instead, I'm pretty sure Rick has the syllabus and I already SIM. :unsure:

Well I had to make sure you knew I could never speak negatively about those instruments. When string instruments play it is like the wind singing to me. Sometimes real loud and hard and sometime real sweet and tender but all the time it is beauty in motion. Gee whiz, ain't this a thread about George. Good lord! :blink: :)

Oh David, never in my life would I say that even in kidding. I mean't it was a drawing of a person rather than real music. I think a bango is a wonderful instrument. One should never kid about string instruments ya know.

I don't even know what to say.

I'm just trying to out-do Sudo. :) Sudo, that is fantastic! Okay so I found some cheap entertainment, what can I say. But Sudo certainly brought the real entertainment! Way Cool!!!!!

Sudo, You're fun to mess with. :) I swear that kung fu fighting song never made sense to me. I use to look around and wonder if folks were taken over by aliens and just looked normal when they got off to that song. :blink:

How difficult that must have been for you. I'm so sorry you have that memory Belle. The abuse itself was unspeakable for a child. I am grateful to YOU for bearing yours. And for you taking that letter in the way it was meant to be, to release you of any shame or guilt. Bless your heart and thank you for sharing with us. You brought up something I've wondered about. I never told my girlfriends of this world I knew so well. I would never have wanted them to be contaminated by my words. But how many of us did introduce this world to others without even meaning to perhaps. You made me think of it because of the child already scarred. And how that scarred child would possible impact others.

Abi, that one took me to the point of tasting metal before I recovered myself. I hated me far more than him because of it. It remains to be one of the hardest things I hold. And I'm working my butt off to not hold anything which I reckon is obvious. What greater betrayal indeed when our own body responds sexually against our will. When you would think the horror of the whole thing would be sufficient to cease and destroy any such inner workings. My gawd this one nearly killed me. (I may not be able to finish reading from this morning were I left off but I do want to read every one here, just from very fast look it appears to have been quite a day here)

What is it about sex? About having our bodies taken against our wills? Does that gender certain breakdowns do we know? I for one can assure you I've been one screwed up person at times. And even now work hard every single day to be somewhat normal. I can't read you all, I'm just maxed today but my heart is here I assure you.

I've no time to even read all you've added till later but my heart breaks for how so many of us on this board were exposed to this world. Which brings me back to how it dwells in our homes, that is where we need to start to rid ourselves of it. And gawd knows I don't know how.

My gawd dear girl there were parts of your post that made me go back to verify it wasn't I that posted it. (((((coolwaters))))) Also to all of you reading I wanted to say I do have something to be thankful for in my abuse. Even though having it be only one man from 4-9 helped set me up for future adult entrapment I still would have rather it been one man than more than one abuser like some of you had. That just horrifies me. I hurt so badly for you in that regard, my gawd! Thank you dear one.

I'm swamped at work but my heart had to come here for you......(((((rascal))))) This is the hardest thing on us. Because we second guess everything and in my case I know I missed important things due to my inability to reach beyond my own prison walls. My heart goes out to all of you which includes the ones that have lived through things and can't bring it out in words either to a close one or here in open. No assault on you was too little to be insignificant.

Pay no attention to the avatar on the side! This is Sudo here! I do believe we have a few winners here. Oh yeah we don't win or lose do we. Well I do believe we have a few folks that know the right answer. Was that correctly spoken? LMAO since I know "I" Sudo hate PC poopola! Have a great day y'all I'm fixin' to go yank out some teeth....LMAO

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Satori, you have some good ideas there and your last two paragraphs particularly. However what can be done to the grandfathers and uncles? The ones that make up the vast majority of this evilness live regular lives amongst us. I know the ones this thread is speaking of are known offenders and your post does relate to that directly. But what of those never caught because they're never turned in, like my example where I NEVER told anyone while he was alive.

Yup! The main character of this series was in Kill Bill. (hoping no one notices this isn't Sudo)

Answer me tomorrow my friend.

It's been a birthday I'll not ever forget. You're an incredible body of people on this board. I need to rest now yet I hate to end the day but I need it.

Sudo, Without revealing the show yet can you tell me if you liked it. It was not the run of the mill program I didn't think.

Good listening though but I'll give a hint. The sound is being made from wood. (hoping Sudo won't mind I just butted right in here)

The value of interaction here has been beyond price for me. I never thought I'd ever tell all this in open.

Your 4-9 thingee was perfect timing. The extra fun of it has been very refreshing for my soul. Perfect mistake act2, perfect.

Tom, you are as bad as Rick. He has called me every single day to say so it's today right? I love you folks, have I mentioned that recently. :wub: