Bolshevik

ordered it. It's on its way. God bless libraries. "Laing"

Now I'm wondering what experience is. Is it just an opinion? A POV? A memory? . . . http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Experience it's related to "experiment" somehow. ha!

like someone somewhere is in a dark room saying "we're gonna make people have a good time with drugs and alcohol so they'll keep doin 'em. he he he heeee".

oh they've got a legend. just ask the the ones younger than me. they'll tell you all about him and look at you like you are crazy.

I did. got my share of bumps and bruises. twi taught you are not free to go just cause you're 18,19 . . . 26. . etc

:D

I don't think I was abused. It was really dumb and senseless is what it was. The stuff that came later is what really annoys me.

maybe.

when trying to burn bridges and ties with twi, these "good times" always come up. It is a mental weapon of theirs. IMO.

Some simply just can't remember. doesn't mean they weren't there or didn't see it or didn't have a hand in it. It just didn't register. They really can't remember. IMO. It is maddening though.

If I could narrow down my past and continuing experience with twi to a few, I would, but that's impossible. There are a whole lot of people involved.

should it pick up a wandering CEO, it could continue as a dictatorship. what loyal underling does she possess that could handle such "responsibility" as proclaim her image? donn@? a georg-? no, there will probably be a council of sheep, bound by the fellowship of sheep-hood, who mull over their memories of the long fallen father-sheep with big teeth, claws and a long tail. His image will they try to recapture and drive into the hearts of the lambs. someone has to keep the grass everywhere the same height. It's the duty of sheep to pass this tradition on to sheep everywhere.

I did. I have a theory that the q-tip can't live forever.

the phils-sox game last night was a good one. (especially cause of the outcome lol) that's the first time I remember Bard pitching. I guess the sox picked up his brother. the bullpen seams to be the tilt. I can't wait for tonight and tomorrow's games.

I thought that's who I was supposed to model my life after. :(

It doesn't have to be a victatorship, loytatorship, rozillaship or any other dictatorship. If everyone thinks the same way, what good is a democratic twi?

Is twi solely the responsibility of vpw? If we took PFAL, and stuck around, did we not consent that it was true of of value? Isn't PFAL/WAP what people were enjoying themselves around?

I seem to recall Lindah goin' off in front of a group about JP, (was he the one who sang WWroad &hh29?). Tore his whole being up I guess you could say. I'm sure his kids would be fair game too.

well, I can remember after that and it seemed everyone everywhere said and did the same things is all.

There the current crew, ages 14-24. They'll claim they've seen all (or most) vpw's teachings from da word work. They see it clearly from the word. They'll "swear and stomp their foot" over it. they're having a good time. is twi no longer an "abusive system"?

I guess we could say that '86-'88 is a cutoff year? Before then, everyone was innocent children, not responsible for anything. After that, the difference between lcm, leadership, and follower is work-load and how loud you can yell? Essentially, everyone was/is the same.

the leaders were tricked by the evil spurt world, and the leaders before them.

which is who? where they tricked or tempted? unknowing or averted their eyes? eh.

"seeking the devout" - another term

I hated SIT. Hated it. I would worry all day that I would get called on in fellowship. Then the next day I'd feel foolish for doing it. Then of course the next day was another fellowship. Found out it was bogus? Sigh of relief.