Bolshevik

Lesseee . . . I was SITing when I was what? 4 years old . . . prophecy and all that junk sometime later . . . I could feel excitement from the hundreds/thousands? of adults concerning the PFAL class. So I took it when I was 12. In the class VP only said things I'd heard before. -----> LETDOWN Course. . . all the adults were excited I TOOK THE F'ING CLASS . . . "How do you feel? . . . what blessed you???" ummm four crucified? needs/wants? Idunno . . . The other classes more of the same. The classes might have been improved if they'd actually provide any useful information. But wayfers are not into "head knowledge" . . . or actually accomplishing anything. The art of maintaining a euphoric trance via the disciplined study of self-delusion . . . quite the skill.

Drugs buoy your self-esteem.

source

Ability must meet opportunity.

I was reading a history 101 book. Good as anything else I thought.

. . . and we're throwing dice again.

"let the little people drown in the pool". That's how I'll remember Da Vey

I meant what I said and I said what I meant.

That'll drop the shoe of your foot

I once bought a water softener.

If there was only a sign the duck would knock over the lamp.

hI

>lurking<

*pours beer over corn flakes*

Eh? Sorry . . . Didn't see second post

Are you saying VPW was not a Wayfer? The evidence is clear he was with The Way . . . his pictures are up at HQ . . . there's pamphlets and his name is on the books . . . . . . think about the type of people who associate with The Way . . . VPW must have been dangerous . . . else, what was he doing with that group?

Stop trying to explain how "sawn assunder" got in there . . .

Give em a freebee or two . . . don't mark it . ... . they come back and complain about a different question. . . you say "I see, you disagree here . . .fair enough . . . well I'll give it to you this time . . . wait! . . . I just noticed this other question . . . it's answered completely wrong but I gave you credit . . . "

Teenagers come from High Schools twenty miles away, such as Coldwater . . . just to vandalize The Way. Toying with the patrolman is a game. This is because years ago one Coldwater student was arrested at The Way and charged with a hate crime. TWI asks for it. Nowadays it's lets them know who is driving around at night. Early evening is the teenagers. Later on it's ex-wayfers. These are the crazy ones. Literally. They can be dangerous. Another group of exwayfers are the one's currently in spin-offs. A very mild gang-like "this should be our turf" nonsense.

VPW was either a con or self-deluded . . . his followers were either conned or seeking escape and willing to except anything . . . damned the cost. The God of The Way International is weak, boring, and useless. Just the way the followers want him. They are free to continually change stories about life and themselves. It's easier that way.

oh good . . . I thought I was just incompetent . . .

Well there you go considering second thoughts again . . . I see where the hole in the hedge was made . . . . . . But the faithful will stay the course . . .

Try to answer. . . but I get cross-eyed. Was I ever in? Did I ever join? Was I ever staying or going? What was my decision and what was beyond my control? What does it mean to leave? What the hell was all that? Is it over?

And on the eighth day, God said "Let there balls and bats, gloves and a diamond which man may run around in . . . Let this activity be a diversion for man . . . and it shall be called "BASEBALL" . . " And it was so.

So The Way became like any church. It cannot be reinvented. Nowadays I see a my grandparents' generation getting their "I told you soes" in to the generation between mine and their's . . . the one that jumped up and down saying they were different.