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Neither...joke was on them. I did well there. It was my WOW sister that was f&&99ed up. But they turned it around and kicked me off the field and out of the Corps....But they didn't tell me why until a few months later...after I had been running the Area of Northern Nevada for months at their request...Go figure. They couldn't break me so they kicked me out. They didn't want me to succede there. Hehehehe joke was on them!

Hey lady! Have a wonderful birthday!

Could you please explain where your thought process came from concerning this?

Funny how they told us that they were getting revvie from God about placements. What a crock! With me they all believed the cr@p that people say about Reno. Its a wild and crazy town doncha know....BS...its a hick town. Now Vegas...that's a different ball of wax. But Reno was and is still just a hick town, full of rednecks. We hold shows in the Reno Livestock Event Center. Yup it has a dirt floor and smells of hay and cow poop. Anyway they sent me to a tiny backwoods joint on my first WOW year and I loved it, then in res they transfered me from Emporia to Gunnison (oh please torture me some more!) But my interim year they sent me to a state that I had gotten into a very traumatic accident in when I was a child. They new about the accident because I had told someone (can't remember who now) and they had told the great and powerful Rev. Lardbutt. But God had told them to send me there! Oh Horse pucky!

Are you joking? Is that really Rosie?

Happy Birthday Tops. Have a beautiful day!

I didn't care about the suspense one way or another. It was the life I had chosen...to allow them to dictate when and where I was to go. My first WOW year was great, when I was relocated in res. that was great, my second WOW year was miserable. I was sent to a place that would "make or break" me. It did neither, but I wanted to kill my WOW sister...does that count?

Top darlin', This just chaps my hide! You were "allowed to remain" in the Corps. What a wacked system! You write very well, I was very moved by your post. If you ever feel that there is something that I can do for you...just ask. Absolutely! Throwing that blanket out is really hard, but it is easier if you go get yourself a new one that's softer and better. The pain we have endured does help define us. As Top said it does help shape us into who we are. We cannot change our pasts, but we can use what we learned from them to help us build a better future. Hence the problem with my LEAD experience.

Dear heart I love you with all my heart but...

hahaha...you are adorable! :P

There are some things that are better off missed...

I generally try not to "hang" out but upon occassion the shirt doesn't quite fit right...well things just happen...

Well my coffee mug is full now and I'm happily stuffing my mouth with danish so you can think as long as both hold out...well maybe a bit longer. It's very interesting.

Ah yes...that's right! I remember that this is where they got the saying, "Wash my hands of the whole thing..." That Pontius Pilot used.

Chatroom thingy for everyone

Who are we gonna grill....ummmm...I mean, hear from this week?

Welcome Waytrix (love the Avatar) It is common practice for cults to use debil sprits as a fear factor. They use them as a duel or triple purpose, to keep people in line for fear of being possessed or slapped down and as an empowerment factor. For those that are "following the rules" or the elite in the organization, like the Advanced class grads or Way Corps these "special" people can see, identify and cast out debils because they are more spiritual than everyone else. Don't you want to be just like 'em? Notta! What are you thinking woman? You drop a bomb like that and don't tell the rest of the story...shame on you. Now be a good waitress and refill everyones coffee, bring a plate of danish and sit down. Now tell the rest of the story. :D Woo Hoo! Do you see that? The big 50...0 post! Sneeking up on Exie!

Welcome to the Spot! Congratulations! Most new folks lurk for a while and read whats available here then decide what to do with the information. Some folks decide to open a can of worms and see what falls out...but you my friend have opened a bag of scorpions. So did you read anything here before you decided to post or did you just throw that out there to see what kind of response you would get? I at least lurked for a while and read everything before I opened my big mouth. Now they can't get me to shut up....

I know that you just dropped that in there so I could ask...right?

That's awsome Abi. As you know, thanks to you I have been checking out their website as well and have been receiving emails and newsletters from them. I have been looking into classes as well. So I am really interested in your experiences. You will be wonderful as always. I love you!

Hehehe That was hella cute DMiller! I gotta say that I agree with those that say "When bad stuff started to happen, they should have modified the parameters." I don't deny that some folks had a great time out LEAD. I was not one of them. In fact if you want to read about my LEAD experience here is the link: http://www.greasespotcafe.com/ipb/index.ph...mp;#entry323704 Hope that works for ya. I don't have much more to say on the subject.

Doreen, welcome to the Spot...glad to have you. I learned many things from PFAL and the ones that you mentioned were some of them, but I also learned some not so positive from my experience in my first PFAL class (since that is your question I will stick with just the foundational class) I think everyone learned something in the class, just not all the same things. We are after all individuals and what one gets out of a class another will not get the same thing. But I am certain that you are seeing that already with the few posts that you have already received. Keep the good, toss the bad and try to understand the experience in light of your own personal life and walk with God. You are after all the only one that can determine if what was "good" or "bad" has any validity in your life. So keep or toss...your choice. Understanding this item also had a huge impact on my life. Still does.

Funny how Romans 1 talks about how believers walked away from God and their first "sin" was that they had stopped thanking Him for all that He has done. They had stopped being able to "see" what He had done and then it is pointed out that all they had to do was look around as God is seen in everything that He has created. I have often thought that the OT laws were more guilds than laws intended to dole out punishment. God would rather we learn how to be courteous and social and loving towards one another and towards Him of course.

I think one would have to live like the Amish to practice it correctly and consistantly. But the heart behind it is wonderful! I always had the impression that it was cruel to the animals, but now I understand the love begind it. The animal is sacrificing its life for you. It is only right that we should truly honor that sacrifice. Amazing...time to rething a few things again. Why does this always happen when I talk to you? Hmmmm??