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i will confess as well it is a tough call i will be judged and shunned. after a life time of customer service and human service to the community at large. I think i might hate people much of the time.

my flowers!!! my home i pull in the drive way and see my window box full of the most beautifl flowers and a box picture window with a white cat looking out at me with a meow meow it is like a post card everytime i see it. the demented cat flops on my chest chest when im frozen with another problem that came up today and thinking and praying as he lays down and pulls his arms around my neck im happy and know we will be ok. shopping with my two year old grand! meeting folks who understand what life is and love ya anyway. angels. coffee. talking with my kids and eating a food we never had before. visting my parents knowing they are safe and happy and well. listening to a teaching tape.. sorry if that hurts you. and my fantasy game that i have bult up over a year.. feeding the dragons and doing new quests!

I think we all have to be passive agressive if we work and play in this world. I have a relative, who is very passive /a she will start a conversation she knows your sensitive about just to watch ya be uncomfortable.. in a very nice way so nice so very nice I want her to go far far away from me. and it never ends, and it is always personal crap. that hurts. i was so hot the other day the a/c on the car had broke. so she calls me up and says I just picked some tomatoes for you i say ok she says well im going out i will see you in a little while. she never shows up. so few days later i go to her house and it was hot out and she "well that would be such a pretty shirt you know the colors are nice but it must wrinkle quick". now if somone said this one time and was not so mean and able to hurt others I would say i know it sure is hot out to day .. but not her i just say nothing and wait for it to get worse. so i metion the tomatoes. guess what oh! i just cooked them . i hate her now. i said i thought you were coming over to bring them she brings up the fact she only went out for minute... ok on and on im ready to leave now and her sweet husband goes to the garden and picks some more for me.. i go out and came back in to get a bag and what does she say ooo oo like im rolling in crap there is a spot on your shirt there look at that... i had just picked tomatoes from a garden! ok i cant stand her and just left. it is constant with her . but she is the so nice and always nice why does no one have aonversation with her unless it is about what went wrong with somone eles today?

I think Gods love is unconditional. It is redemption that is conditional God gives us a choice to choose. it is HIs peoples CHOICE, not Gods, whether we will live in the kingdom WE chose Jesus Christ as Lord and we have life eternaly SAVED! Saved from what ? the choice the first Adam made for mankind, adam chose sin and to disobey God one instruction. adam made that choice for ALL of us then seeing as he was the only creation he blew it big time for all of us. Jesus Christ is the SECOND Adam the second man God gave a choice too. He accomplished Gods will and redeemed mankind with the choice to obey God all of the time and give his life for us. God is love, he created us to love and worship HIM . But He wanted us to chose it . the conditions on our relationship were manmade in the garden of eden and they are manmade today , Gods will is we all are blessed and know His deep abiding love for us. Do we believe and confess the man Jesus christ is Gods Son and that he was raised to live forever as our LORD. do we believe God loves that man and even us THAT MUCH? that is the condition, if we can not or refuse to believe that God is able to put mankind with HIM in the kingdom and give us a Lord that will die for us and all the while making God very proud and happy to the [point he overcame DEATH and raised him beyond what we have today on earth. the truth of God and His love isnt conditional but it is a choice each man or woman has to make freely to believe how much He is in love with us with Jesus christ as our example and Lord . some will not choose to believe the records of redeeming our lifes some will deny the Lord Jesus christ as a man raised from the very power of death. not a condition a choice.

sex can be (word cant describe). and when your not getting any affection for awhile it is even better! Yet sex isnt what endures most relationships. makes for a good run for a couple of years at best and can stay good only if other parts of life can be incorporated. my ex husband married his affair and their marriage lasted decades. so to say it wont last is not always right. do take your time have lots of sex , if you think that is right for you, and find out after awhile what it all means . darn if I know!

the scary pig has a great point look at # 8 she is one hot scary pig. # 8 rules

yeah people do trust you more if you go to church. which is frightening to me in and of itself. the worse is if you claim to be a christian and do not go to church. that means you really did something bad ya know. or got a bad taste from a cult or something, it is worse than saying there is no God.

The body of christ concept. Get that? and we are accountable to one another, and honor those who are set in place and of course the final testimony of the higher powers of romans 13!! by the time that came out I believed it so much. some here think we were thinking like normal people crap 20 years out and im still not thinking like normal people. were you ever in the way or did you just go and snicker at the cult heads?

A follower who hangs around a host (without benefit to the host) in hope of gain or advantage. this is what a parasite is .. yes a fetus is a parasite, consider maybe we all have been parasitic in nature. a flea is a parasite, yet it has a life. the breath life idea is sketchy at best , we put people on machines and stop breath of coming in and out during sugery or swimming etc. are they dead? maybe... but does that mean God does not honor their life when it returns? i think the bigger ideal is who is who once again , twi put much pressure on POWER and who had it and didnt it was all a game of competitiion in a BAD WAY! you took the advance class and got forty people to take the class YOUR the ONE God loves more and honors more and respects more... come on you seen it we all bought that ticket. a pregnate woman is born again , they have holy spirit , so in the line of thining of the way, they are MORE IMPORTANT than a lowly unbeliever baby. and it got that bad (that is why i think it was a cult ) the unbelievers their life their love anything was discounted as nothing at all. unless they wanted to take the pfal class. and this thought ran deep. it was like a undertow of God being the TRUE God so much and we having so much POWER within us and so important inflated beyond reason important to mankind that mankind just didnt matter anymore. so many mini jesus christ's walking around in the way God will just KILL the whole world for us. it was twisted and wrong . so abortion became a natural discounted event just like treating people poorly or with abuse was ok because we wer so special to God. dangerous stuff .

it is a sometimes grace thing. when YOU need it , grace abounds and truly is the foundation of what being a christian is about. when YOU need to forgive somone or yourself it takes a twist with a yes.. but... . the people who have an issue with twi and the fact vpw is born again do not have a problem with vpw as much as they have a problem with the theory of the bible. it is not a if or whatever or maybe theory.

sometimes i do not want to know

i do recognize it is my problem. cult residue still have not gone to church, like normal people geez ex do not be sad im only a cyber person

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwww IM sure she is to cute! when i see little girls i think of my own daughter when she was a baby doll i still see her that way and she has ababy of her own.

no one does guess! it is ponds cold cream!!! i had some sitting on my desk when i wrote in!! deep stuff huh? hahahaha

i doubt they read the thread it probably is triggered by the handles . they are to funny

yeah when i post it is ponds cold cream!!! hahahaha in the devil spirit possession thread it has a link ofr bi-polor disorders!

the bible says to honor those who do this type of work, and i have, not worship but honor. i just do not get how in heck they can come up with some of this spider business and pp crap. they are not stupid folks i believe they love God as much as the next guy, how does stuff like this happen? and then they want to keep it silent and hush hush , again to save face well maybe it is time to not be so seperate they cant relate or the rest of us can not relate to what they were doing.

one reason i discount all this spirit possession stuf is one word. WHY?? ok. so God almighty tells you that guy is possessed with a devil spirit ohno oh no run away be afraid very afraid. IM God! he isnt ,run we have a problem we cant solve together it makes God helpless and puts issues and problems in life into mankinds areana to deal with now. it teaches fear it teaches people god cant work in situations . why would god tell you something about a person ,then say o well such a shame in life these things happen? yes i do believe we live a spiritual life and i think it is meant to be a spirit filed life and by that i mean god is bigger and loves us more than any of these "devils" . i think it causes anxiety within the christian and non christian churches and groups. they have an ad for a link for bi-polor on this page lololololololo hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

the hippo drinks coffee twice a day , they have had her 7 years!! she can go free doesnt want to !!

maybe i need an education, i think bird eat the bee's for lunch.

maybe they didn't want to change the class because of the books , if they began a revised version: all those books would be old and unable to be used as well. most people in twi and i mean MOST didn't know the bible other than what pfal put in their head , independent thought and thinking and study was a bad bad thing. many didn't discuss bible they spewed pfal and only pfal. it wasn't intellectual thought it was eat and puke the same stuff day in and day out. and most where so over worked or stressed they wouldn't have been able to learn anything on their own without their teacher telling them it was OK.

aaaw i think his coat is very nice looking. you could give him a trim if he needs it. for the summer . i could not get a dog i would have to take him / her everywhere and miss him/her i do not travel anymore because of the mental cat as it is, but my neighbor said she will feed him if i go away for a few days. yeah whooo here is the kick she is mentally challenged herself , hah should be a fine mix. he is nice to her. she doeant know any better so it is all good.

I think words carry a certain element of mystery. why do we have so many different languages? communication is more than the words of the alphabet isnt it? A very large amount of communication comes through our "body language". i do not think it is all about words... understanding is.. a relationship of sorts isnt it? As sunesis without spirit it would seem as nonesense and since God is Spirit and Jesus christ now lives with God in that areana i believe that is a very key factor, believe on me type stuff and a relationship built in the place they live. but i agree it is difficult for us, but they get that hopefully.

maybe some believe that is true of the pfal series , like the bones ordained of God, the work vpw did may have some power lasting beyond his death.

i think it does something to my brain as well, so distracted by the heat i do not really pay attention or soemthing. i wish i had air in the car, and now the window is broken and has to stay up im tellling ya it is a miserable thing.