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well. True.. everything, you said, friend..

So interesting.. there is one arrogant bastard here.. that I wouldn't mind going days, weeks, or months without some kind of interaction. But I think this is probably the persons wish. If I am that perceptually obnoxious, so be it..

I dunno.. maybe I should have changed the question here.. how are you trying to improve yourself.. I'm just nuts. In the last two years.. I've chosen a path that guarantees a financial train wreck at the end of the journey.. why would I choose a path of illogical logic.. hmm.. well, I am employable. At what rate, I still don't have a clue.. I'm beginning to have an appreciation for Real Analysis.. and it gets some people's attention.. all I wanted to do was to improve myself.. the possibility of that would involve more individuals, than just me.. I probably won't have the stamina to compete with kids a quarter of my age, and get a doctorate.. where do we go from here.. maybe it depends on the humans, in the interaction..

What are you looking for.. Have you found it in a married or otherwise partner? God Bless you, if you did.. I've been studying Cantor. His relationships were like two ships passing in the night.. well, he loved his wife. good for him..

hope my comments did not offend you friend.. but one holds up the garter, brassiere and such to him, and it does not exactly fit. at least we have the freedom here to consider, and not end up getting possessed or something.. :) I dunno. What if he was.. would that really diminish his spirituality? by a literal reading of old testament law, perhaps.

It wouldn't surprise me if wienerville was really homosexual, and spent the majority of his life trying to prove that he was not..

So very interesting. Intriguing.. Instead of admitting they were not able to perform their part of the bargain.. they quietly marked, avoided, ignored and sent those whom they falsely promised, off in the middle of the night..

They threatened to withhold, what they could never really be or provide.. you know, to be a family.

"spiritual" homelessness. Spiritual abandonment.. like being an orphan..

I dunno. How would that effect one's theology, if he really was? Significantly.. largely.. some.. slightly.. or none at all?

That's too easy.. I've been on the same trip since 1974..

Somehow, I can't bring myself to believe that this little "miracle" can be attributed to "saint" vic..

The Hammond B3 and leslie are classic..

anybody ever post this one?

I've probably posted this here before.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QZN4qLSwS5U&feature=related

It seems you "got it".. or at least along the way, you always figured that you really "had it".. what I really think. You were sent to observe this insanity, much as I was.. how does this effect eternity.. I dunno..

I have at least a thousand hidden messages as well.. so does the professor in my last math class here.. Graduate level mathematics is so very interesting. The current problem.. this guy probably will never give the answer to the problem. Even though even he can barely compute it.. It's a problem dealing with convexity of functions. Does he know the answer? My class mate says no. What do you really want to bet here.. Christ.. it's a graduate level class.. one day, I will figure it out, God willing.. I've taken a couple of hints.. homework solutions. Ha. so I am one inch from being able to prove this theorem, or whatever it is.. That is the way it will be for the rest of this existence.. for everything.. I hope you are comfortable here..

Roy is always ready.. God bless you, brother.. same as me. I've come up with some pretty wild crap at times. Some that I still believe.. like we've had a kazillion reincarnations of Squirrels.. I don't really (but deep down I do) give a damn what people think.. weird, huh. Cantor was a very interesting individual.. Now they call him the Father of set theory.. "back then" his main contemporary called him nuts, a corrupter of youth..

I dunno. Fair question I think.. self-loathing.. interesting.. once a member(really? or just a way myth) of the Sanhedrin. Which included being the husband of one wife. What happened to the wife and child? If there was one? Did he fulfill his commitment, in raising a family, if there really was offspring? and considering.. the "faults" of the Roman Catholic priesthood. why couldn't he have been subjected to the same fault in the early days.. fair question, I think. Homosexual contact either wanted or unwanted.. does have an effect on an individual.. I dunno. I will wait for some intelligent response here before saying more.. but it is a very good topic Roy..

when they did that "internment".. so very interesting.. those who chose to continue to sell, were selling dead body parts..

This is really cool.. http://www.upress.umn.edu/sles/Chapter5/ch5-3.html why can't we do the same here.. probably because they could not entirely do the same there.. the commercialism always seems to live on.. To quote the article.. "there is no love here anymore, everyone is scared to death.." except for a few leading others on an unsustainable farm in Mississippi..

what strategy? no, I am not mocking you friend.. need.. schmeed. To quote another friend.. "any port in a storm.." it is a very disturbed rendition of maslov's hierarchy of need (?).. you know. Without being TOO graphic. It's not wanted here, maybe its wanted there.. if it isn't wanted there.. maybe it can find a home, but where.. I hope this does not get me moderated. But this really describes how some human beings I have met in life, how they really think.. wow is dead, long live wow..

In this existence.. hell is reserved for he last yokel holding the bag.. what is it. Maybe it is to be in charge. Of something.. of what..

Andrew Wiles.. where does he go, from here.. Fermat claimed he had a glorious proof.. that he could not fit int the margins of his book.. then we find it takes about 200 or so pages of modern mathematics to really prove it.. The theorem is really very simple. x^n+y^n=z^n has no integer solutions for n greater than or equal to two.. so where are we at with the famed barber.. if he shaves himself, he cannot shave himself. If he shave himself, he cannot shave himself..