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5. Temporarily Dye Your Hair With Kool-Aid The last person I saw with one of those colors, it appeared to be permanent. That is, the same, one month after another..

at great risk of being perceived as a condescending son of a bitch (sorry! I swore,but only a little) those who use these words publicly don't have the intellect to meaningfully express themselves in any other manner. I have choices..

so this HAS happened to someone else.. :) yet life goes on. One still gets up in the morning.. goes to work, or school, or whatever else it is that is life's calling.. What was it that I saw.. I saw the light of god almighty, or whoever or whatever you want to name him, she, or it.. in a human being, who was not inferior to me.. whatever it was.. it burned like fire.. but it did not really hurt..

I dunno. I think an individual almost needs some kind of religious "experience" or psychotic episode to entirely break it.. something like.. what if one brief moment, you found out the (practically) everything you believed was just, plain wrong.. it's happened to me, in a couple different stages. I think the most important step is, get involved in the community. Surely you learned something that can be useful to somebody other than yourself over the years.. I learned a lot about electronics, computers, and a lot of math. I got involved in the local radio club.

hell.. what is it. maybe it's trying to perform the same mind numbing ritual, expecting some kind of different miraculous result. Like eternally buying a lottery ticket or something.. maybe it is the sponsored link. Want to lose weight? No. for an eternity and an eternity, we can click on the link so as to be hustled into into believing we can lose the last half a pound over obesity..

so the integrity of da word is always, not at stake, but at steak..

I hope an insane Squirrel at least offers a little bit of entertainment..

Crowley didn't appear creepy to his followers either..

sounds a lot like.. who was it. Crowley..

I dunno. Sometimes, I think it was well-meaning people put into an impossible situation. then there were others who were just plain sadistic.. rd's response, witnessing.. what do you want to know about god.. how big is is d*C*.. don't you care? well.. the reply says it all. At least at that moment of another human soul's encounter with reality. If it were that.. we were frigging hippies for crying out loud.. what do I want to know about God.. why did he create math.. I wish he would come back.. DWBH.. where are you, friend.. Christ. He created math, in the humans ten digits.. pretty awesome Cantor thought so..

so how many legitimate colors were there of robes.. just curious. there was the robe, that substantiated the authority of loy's bachellorhood. then the robe for the authority of da vicster's false doctorate.. were there any more?

Ha! That is just about what it looks like here..

So.. why can't Cats have their day or days.. maybe they do..

I could say a whole heck of a lot of what is the word.. gs *moderated* unsubstantiated bs.. could have been Harve.V. been the misses devoted, ankle biter.. yes. from what I've observed.. the Chihuahua.. is generally loyal, only to one person.. Too bad ole Harve won't weigh in here.. I'm sure, he will keep the same *redemptive* smile on his face, before he will bite you..

and the Cats here, are laying low..

gray, yes, tenured, no.. one of them sold his soul to me for a single tank of gas. I guess he didn't want to break the hundred or whatever it was pops sent him out to cruise the town with.. That was back in the seventies.. cost? about $8.00. I'm calling in the debt..

This was the same guy who I witnessed his own father telling him "hmm. It seems that you are using the bible to go to hell.." "rowler, hisssss, pfft.." it was sort of amusing, in a twisted kind of way.. hey.. I was just sent to observe here..

I remember a time.. I called a "leader(?)" on having the sexual morality of a guinea pig.. there was no accusation of being possessed, but.. I will never forget the blood curdling squeal.. "How DARE you touch MY righteousnesssssss.. hisssss.. rowler.. pfft.." I thought his head was about to spin around and pop off or something..

well. True.. everything, you said, friend..

So interesting.. there is one arrogant bastard here.. that I wouldn't mind going days, weeks, or months without some kind of interaction. But I think this is probably the persons wish. If I am that perceptually obnoxious, so be it..

I dunno.. maybe I should have changed the question here.. how are you trying to improve yourself.. I'm just nuts. In the last two years.. I've chosen a path that guarantees a financial train wreck at the end of the journey.. why would I choose a path of illogical logic.. hmm.. well, I am employable. At what rate, I still don't have a clue.. I'm beginning to have an appreciation for Real Analysis.. and it gets some people's attention.. all I wanted to do was to improve myself.. the possibility of that would involve more individuals, than just me.. I probably won't have the stamina to compete with kids a quarter of my age, and get a doctorate.. where do we go from here.. maybe it depends on the humans, in the interaction..

What are you looking for.. Have you found it in a married or otherwise partner? God Bless you, if you did.. I've been studying Cantor. His relationships were like two ships passing in the night.. well, he loved his wife. good for him..

hope my comments did not offend you friend.. but one holds up the garter, brassiere and such to him, and it does not exactly fit. at least we have the freedom here to consider, and not end up getting possessed or something.. :) I dunno. What if he was.. would that really diminish his spirituality? by a literal reading of old testament law, perhaps.