Ham

rain, Grey Town..

Nowhere, is there Warmth to be Found.. no kidding.

Well.. seems a nice theme to start a Friday Night.

Oh well. Onto Friday Night. What is Yet to Come.. heh

The Interview. First it was a test to see how much I remembered of some basic and advanced math..and Physics. I remembered the electrical stuff. At least some of it. Pretty weak on most of the physics except electrical. next came the interview with the administration person. One can not really hide much from them. They are for the lack of better words.. psychic. I would have answered any question honestly- what kind of drugs have you ever been involved with, any real reasons why you should not have the job.. the big question was what brings you here.. I am still laughing about this. No clue. sorry- I didn't carefully plan this moment.. what do you like about doing so and so.. my answer to the question about the last employer, I could have gotten away with murder on the job and it would have taken them six months or longer to catch up with me. Now with absence of supervision or recognition- the best part of the job- I was absolutely free to make this a real college course. No restrictions. why are you here- don't have a clue. I remember saying something about numbers and math stalking me my whole life.. heh They kept following me around until I figured them out. They had a lunatic Squirrel on their hands. Purely by its own admission. Should I get the job? Be brutally honest. heh

More ruination for a Thursday Night..

I'll try to answer your question.. why are you here..

Why am I here.. you tell me.

Every once in a while.. one finds one in an Administrational capacity that actually believes in a God.. there are a few of us still around.

I think that the interview was on a Thursday..

Why am I here.. the last interview I had.. I was sitting in front of the big chair.. so how did you end up here. That was the essence of the Big Question. My answer. I have absolutely no idea.. in other words.. I kind of washed up on shore like a beached whale.. I did not exactly choose this.. it kind of found me.. heh. I should poll the crowd. Did I get the job? heh. What do you think..

In a practical sense religions either hate or reject me because that I view the individuals involved at the very least.. as equals. I am not inferior to you.. the last religion at my door threatened me with the most eternal fire and wrath that their religion might have to offer.. heh some here have dealt with this..

I've asked the same question to a few people at my door.. do you really believe that which you speak.. I'll believe along with you if you are what you claim to be. Just sign on the line. I'll take your word for it. No argument if You Simply Agree. I have not found any agreement yet. If two of you agree... hmm.

I don't see any warfare here. You bring up a very good point- Luther should have stayed- had they wanted him. I think.. (dangerous, I know.. heh) Where else in God's Creation does one want to go. In a practical sense at least. So we just abandon humanity and walk off of the ends of the earth merely because it does not agree with us.. Did Luther want to stay.. absolutely. I think that he did.. It was about the only family that he knew. Interesting that his mentor was forced to show him Romans 10:9 and 10. One keeps asking the same question, pounding at the door.. eventually someone has to answer.. Maybe the Mentor was waiting for someone to actually believe.. too many thoughts and questions here.. Peace Friends..

And sometimes I think the "modern" mind is asking too much.. sometimes "reformation" was two steps forward and one step back. At least in my opinion.. Sometimes three steps back.

Actually I'm not.. just honest .. heh

So, where do we go from here.. freely forgive, yes.. but where do we go from here. Freely forgive.. no problem. Same question stands unanswered.. pretty much it depends on the forgiven.. what do you want, where do you want to go..

More than "cool".. The Almighty must be with us.. belatedly I loved thee.. I love when my blindness is chased away.. it happens sometimes.

I wonder what is wrong with this as well.. a spark of the divine.. a seed..feed it, and one cannot determine what grows.. born again. the seed.. to be perfectly honest.. who planted this seed in me. It happened in about 1962 or so.. God is Love, Jesus is Lord.. what has the seed produced.. somehow I agreed. Now lets just feed that thought.. I hope that you will accept the consequences.. it has not been pleasant in a Worldly view.

I like this one..

So then, do we really need more in this life. If we accept redemption.. what do we do now. These are questions that I constantly try to answer, from the time I arise, to the time I sleep.. the hardest part is dealing with those less than sane than myself.. heh. No, I am not complaining. Less sane might be easier.. heh. Might be a better logical choice..

Personally.. I think he was looking for validation. And Eastern Religion refused to validate.. for some that is what is the word.. can't put God in a box.. still struggling for words.. maybe it is this: "we've tried that already. " you want validation? There is none.. Conquer yourself. Forget the rest of the known world.. Same thing for his followers.. Loy wanted to be "right". Sorry, it is statistically an impossibility.. What do you think, dear friend..

Yeh. I agree. Personally.. I think I had spirit from birth. Maybe even before.. Too much. The sixties. We find the light.. and some of us walked away. I dunno. Maybe we go to the light.. and try to put the light in old wine skins.. nice if enlightenment agreed with what we already thought we knew.. Thanks Dear Friend for the discussion..

Mike is really a good guy. He is one of the good guys. I hope that I am the same. Some of you have a hard time reading him.. in my opinion. Everybody has their axioms.. can't really exist without one or more.. If one assumes an axiom.. one needs more than convincing evidence to abandon it. My axioms are simpler.. I wake up each morning and convince myself that I can still count to ten.. and sometimes even that is too much.