Ham

What's really weird, is looking at my hands. I'm the same as I was then, but parts of me have a few wrinkles they didn't have before.. there is only one dream left that I've had.. haven't seen it happen yet.. maybe it is on the other side of this reality.. I dunno.

Sowie. I didn't kill the thread. I just got drunk while reading it.. Mathematics isn't entirely real, at least the majority of the time.. mathematical exactness. hah.. well, it is real unto itself.. Sowie. I listed to White Album.. and 12 dreams of Dr. sardonicus on the lower side of a trip once.. they just keep coming back..

It's already been what.. three days? Maybe somebody could clue me in. 1. Who ended up playing.. 2. Who won, other than the winning advertisements? I'll eventully see them, the prize winning thirty second shots.. on, no other media than.. the internet..

Maybe it is eventually, one cannot get below their raising.. sometimes we try, and figure it's progress or something.. eventually a little message from our ancestors get through. Like.. it isn't really ok that a president died, even though he was of a party that was not "us".. whatever that is.. really. I remember this in the sixties. They absolutely despised what he represented.. so I asked the question. "So it is a good thing he is gone?" It scared the hell out of them.. they back-pedalled on politics like there was no tomorrow.. I'll never forget it..

Despite what it might look like from the outside.. the profession I've chosen this decade, has a very, very long leash.. I'm pretty much free to do what I wish. Well, within a few reasonable standards. however. The only real leash is the funding.. somehow math and science ends up, not "untouchable".. but still needed.. it's more like mopping up, helping the workforce in categories that participation in public k-12 schools have failed them..

I dunno.. I'd give it about six months before an annulment or something.. something about *uncle* howies roving, whiskey soaked tongue.. just doesn't seem very compatible with marriage or something like that.. sowie. Best Wishes to the young couple. :)

I wonder how the W family (extended and otherwise) feel about this. Have they been consulted? Oh.. forgot.. most of them are mark and avoid and all.. maybe I shouldn't say more in this regard.. I never met wanda. *uncle* (he's not really your uncle) howie.. yes, I met.. can't say much but he thought he looked good wearing a tool belt or something.. weird. Very very weird.. a marriage made in heaven? Maybe made in the other place? well.. like they say.. two "believers" can make ANYTHING work..

No starched white shirts for me. noooooo. Not my kind of playground.. Christ. The place I am working at extorts donations (for a good cause) from "employees".. to wear blue jeans on Fridays.. weird place.. where do you deposit your donation, if one only works Monday through Thursday???

I liked this about the Roman Catholics in Grand Rapids.. they were willing to acknowledge universal truth.. it's a big step in my direction.. I'm sure in a few others.. interesting..

"blackbird".. well, you are kind of contaminated, aren't you? sorry, can't help it.. universal truth and all..

Piggies get a place cued one song below this.

I dunno. It's a well lighted place.. I hope we always have a well lighted place..

Blackbird singing in the dead of night..

Yes, they keep on going.. I wish I could buy a ranch.. with an old man,who had half a sense what was going on.. I'd keep him on the payroll..

All things must pass.. if I can add two words: this way Isn't it the same thing as "away"?

speak for yourself. I look younger every year.

I haven't found anybody who want to come to the first church of ham.. even if there is *real* meat on the end of the hook..

I listened to this conglomerate of music on the down side of a lsd trip once.. It has to be heading somewhere, or doesn't it? she's not a girl who misses much.. Martha, my dear.. Blackbird singing in the dead of night..

Desmond has a barrow in the market place, Molly is a singer in the band.. Well, if you want some fun, take...

but we still have some of the logic of language, embedded in our souls.. what gives with that..

No, I guess not. so, for a Vampire.. it's prepeptual early spring or something??

The only *interesting* thing my way involvement produced.. was.. two offspring, and three (and who knows how many more) grandchildren.. I'm trying to figure out how how to motivate one set of parents to recite to their offspring the periodic table of elements.. but really.. now is the time. This kid could end up remembering every element on the table, along with atomic weights and numbers.. Max, what's Tellurium?

If you don't know what a radiometer is.. we have a partial vacuum. Four vanes.. the black and white surfaces are transposed on the vanes.. the *real* explanation of what causes the gyration of the assembly is.. light hits the black side of the vanes. the few molecules of gas that are there get very excited, and rush toward the white side. In doing so, a small amount of thrust is applied to the black side of the vanes as they depart.. everything happens at the edges of the vanes. I wish the vpw memorial museum had something as interesting to offer..

The local Museum here. It doesn't look like one.. but it has a gift shop. About three (maybe it was four?) years ago, I bought a radiometer. Every once in a while, when exposed to enough radiant energy, it still does SOMETHING.. really cool though. It was enough for me to look up the explanation how it works.. radiation pressure on a white object does not explain it.. it's exactly the opposite..

Still selling over-priced trinkets, are they?