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:) This is no "ordinary" wack job. It is a wack job that needs non-twi support, adoration and worship. "Doctor" Dale? Weird.. Yeah.. really weird.. I wonder what the required "donation" there is for these numbnuts classes.. the local university charges about .. well. It is a 2 year college.. they charge about 740.00 bucks for students to hear my rantings about mathematics.. The Big colleges would charge close to double, or triple that.. and still in my spare time.. I'll go over the same material, for free.. Weird.. I dunno.. what am I saying..

Yeah. Me too.. Don't get me wrong Raf.. I know it was all the touch of a narcissistic, plagiarist's hand.. but etherically.. or whatever else one calls it.. it all goes somewhere.. I just hope it doesn't end up in a deep, fiery pit for following a false prophet of sorts..

I don't know if I want to throw it all away.. when I leave this life anyway. I've hurt/helped/been hurt by/been helped by too many other individuals here.. it all has to mean something, doesn't it? well.. sorry. I know that is not exactly what you were asking..

Seed.. well, seed is cool. at least from what I learned from a wonderful person.. nuts otherwise, as us all.. you put da seed in the earth, and it grows.. furnishes some kind of produce. ANYTHING that grows thus from the earth is supposed to be kosher..

Why do I come here.. it is (for the moment) a well-lighted place.. :) fairly clean.. not too many cockroaches.. it's supposed to be a cafe, isn't it? The problem with the old guy in the Hemingway story is he gets too drunk to pay the bill.. I'll be kind and try to pay (donate) before consuming too much brandy.. I've given Mr. Irish eyes a few bucks, when I can..

Maybe it is gray on the surface, but on the underbelly in my opinion it is yellow. As in cowardly.. lazy. From the founding prez on, they seem to point the way for the ordinary follower to take on huge risks, like hitch-hiiking half way across the country, going to a new city with only $200 in their pockets to get housing, find a part time job, and start a new *work*. All the time the underbelly stays well secure behind vast corn fields and meticulously cut grass.. Guarded by a thug holding a loaded beretta, to avert vengeance from angry husbands Yellow.. and lazy besides. loy's idea of exercise was probably limited to participating in three-ways or something..

A three beer Christian? Cool... Well..I hit about 4 and a half so far.. there was an old song about beer drinking Christians.. Can"t remember.. OH. today I found an old Sunn bass amp.. needs only a nice pair of 6CA7's. the original B+ filters are still in perfect condition.. If I can't sell it, I will have to learn how to play the bass..

generally one can recognize false prophets by their teeth.. you know. shiny, sharp.. nice, perfect clean implants. received at a less than appropriate or earned salary. If I had a vehicle that was road worthy enough to do 105 in a 70mph zone.. I wouldn't do it drunk. even if I liked being drunk.. what a moron..

I dunno.. maybe it only takes to be swindled once by a false prophet and useless organization.. I've looked in other forums. A couple of times the reply has been yes, I'm going to hell. I've followed false prophets. Do you have any more to offer? Sure.... I'll give them some money..

just wonder. Does anyone else come here (at times) just for FUN? I know.. the purpose is supposed to be exposing da way and all.. that's not too hard to do. any seekers of lasting friendship? One remains clothed in some kind of religious anonymity.. fine. I still love you like a brother. Maybe you really are.. a brother, that is. Haven't proved otherwise anyway.. Sowy. It's another one of these nights..

hmm. Maybe it is WWWGAWIHC. (what would wierwille get away with if he could)

I dunno. Once they know the "secret".. what are they exactly supposed to do with it? Personally.. I couldn't bludgeon another human being for thinking that the Almighty is.. fill anything in the blank. The "secret" is that we don't know what the hell anything really is, in this existence.. I'm really not that intelligent. Oh.. charging for classes. maybe the "answer" is that "there is no answer".. could you live with that "answer"? charging for non-answers.. heh.

Hmmm. The Sith come in pairs, the master, and the apprentice. I wonder which is which in this case.. these bastards at hq are really stupid.. the Squirrel ends up with hundreds of "followers".. and I am really glad when they move on so to speak.. I hope they end up making at least ten times the money I make..

I wonder if she sends her apprentice, donna darthindale to do her bidding, keep the planetary systems (ahem) cabinet in line..

I would likely be unemployed, unemployable and living in the street today had I stayed in the organization.. or something close to it.

maybe in practice this is "I am self if not otherwise conditioned to EXPECT third place.."

Interesting.. I looked up the Wikipedia article: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Marjoe_Gortner apparently his PARENTS got him started on this when he was four years old.. maybe not much unlike a certain "young man" who somehow has been "persuaded" by a bunch of old lunatics that he (and gramps) had or have some kind of *ministry* or something.. pretty damned sick. Got half an education, and still is trapped in the pulpit.

I think the more pathetic examples are perhaps those who no longer *really* believe, are still addicted to praise, support and adulation. Add to this.. some simply do not have the skills to do or inclination to do anything else. No real life skills.. nor the inclination to start at the bottom of the ladder somewhere..

Maybe.. maybe then the offshoots are splinters of lies.. no lie lasts forever? Maybe not forever. but it or they (lies) seem to last in a generational sense. From father to son..the LIBBOGFODAT seems to think gramps was some kind of mythical hero, battling devils and such so that da Word might live.. Oh. New acronym. Little itty bitty boy of gawd for our day and time. why are the lies passed in such a fashion from one generation to the next.. and why is the next generation so damned gullible? nothing lasts forever.. but the legend of vic seems to have some longevity..

I didn't know I was such a celebrity or something.. I was a nothing in twi.. I'm still that..

54,000,000 is so small. Really.. relatively, and all.. I won't go on. But it's really small change..

If.. if.. if what?

My best freind is trying to figure out how to find somebody who can afford to bury me.. sowy number four. or is that five, or six.. somewhere, there has to be some room for *me*.. or does there.. who knows what will come..

I am blessed. I had none of my offspring in my house when I acquired any student loans. take it out of my social security, you sonsabitches. sowy again, friend.