Ham

I wish we lived in the same Zip Code, friend..

after two, three, four, or some such beers, I generally have far too much to say. Thankfully, the reader can tell. Generally, I don't slur and miss-spell my words. there HAVE been a few times here.. OldSkool usually picks up on it first.. "the Squirrel is Drunk, tonight.."

It's fun to be able to do that in dreams..

today was maybe only the second or third one I've ever had.. I've had math classes emerge from chaos, to perfection, so to speak.. did you know that there are two decimal representations for the number one.. there is: 1.00000000000000000000000 (keep adding zeros as long as you wish..) then there is 0.9999999999999 (keep adding nines..) Could you actually prove that both are the same? So we are in math 097. after a very, very short version of math 096.. at first, I objected to going through math 097 material so fast. but now.. everybody who had a millionth of an inclination is in math 097. So they already know how to add, subtract, multiply, and divide real numbers.. maybe we can really learn something here, other than the mindless repetition of a few rules.. and they loved it.. these students actually have more than half a chance to understand advanced calculus..

I faced my aloneness and wrongness alone once.. it's nice to be able to do that in terms of a community.. :) when my "wrongness" looked me square in the eye.. I still had the logic of mathematics to keep (at least the logical or practical side of) me going.. true story. well.. true. at least as far as one could take it as true..

I really liked Bullinger's Companion Bible. The one I had has long since disintegrated, and is currently resting in peace at the local land fill. I didn't "lose" anything. So many notes, I refused to add more.. no dechomais and lambanos, no way interpretations or anything.. not a drop of ink except for enough to inscribe my name. I thought the structures were kind of cool. Bullinger died before the work was complete. Guess who finished it.. it was not Welch. Bullinger's survivor rejected Welch, claiming that he'd fundamentally change what Bullinger had in mind..

Does anyone know if they filled even the lower part of the auditorium this year?

Another brand of fakery Interesting, no?

I wonder if he will be "welcome at the way".. they've already run off all the victims, haven't they? In other words, nobody is left there to lodge any complaints or anything..

But.. but.. but.. they could label their brand of fakery, unlike other brands, not possessed..

So many of the links seem to be "coming soon". I think the only "new" thing is the copyright notice.. copyright 2012.

Who says (all) Seances are counterfiet? well.. who knows.. First.. I've never seen any manifestation of the dead, living in the after-life. Except.. for once, and it was only in a dream. Some poor sucker trying to reach some kind of closure on the way out of this existence.. but it was only a dream, or was it? I couldn't prove this is true any more than somebody proving their "tongue" was really some known language as per Raf's challenge.. Mom hasn't come to me in the middle of the night, neither my long dead father.. maybe they've tried and I'm still too dense to listen OH.. seances. It just seems to me.. you mix any thing like "worship manifestations" or messages from the dead.. or any other supposed, or unsupposed supernatural manifestation precluded with "now a message from our Sponsor". Followed by a request for "donations" or a sale.. even it it were real, once the greasy price tag is slapped on it, it is transfigured immediately to snake oil..

Hmmm. Could have been worse.. could have named the kid victor in memory of gramps or something. Then raise him to think he has a "ministry" or something..

it is a hundred percent mine. a hundred percent my fault.. a hundred percent my delusion. That is "reality", isn't it? I chose to be blinded by some godless religion, like thousands of others like me.. I dunno. I still believe in Jesus. In a logical frame of reference, why, I do not know. sounds like the same for you Excie.. I just hope he shows up, sometime, somewhere.. don't confuse the laughter with lack of faith or something.. there always seems to be some ungodly thread to hold on to..

Townsend was the same guy who outlawed Bullinger Bibles in California.. wasn't he? because of why? Bullinger offered intellectual, if not spiritual superiority to Da Vey International Doctrine? i.e. he could not understand it, even after careful reading.. just an observation. so I've left several spoons lying where they be. In the road.. sowy..

I've shriveled up, slightly. But I think it is more the nature of things, than the lack of perfect praise or something..

a very small question. but I can wait. or not wait.. or not bother to wait.. or just to plain forget about it.. or.. whatever you want friend..

I dunno. It keeps playing in my head.. "here comes another one, just like the other one.." clem clone.. (can't remember the rest of it. I have it on cd, so I will listen yet once again to it..) back to the shadows, again..

maybe the forgiveness aspect is outside of one's jurisdiction. I mean, yes, in the manner of humans here, I can forgive anyone of anything, but maybe its something I really don't have the authority to forgive.. I can forgive someone for cheating me out of 47.00 personally. But I can't forgive the same person for robbing a bank for 10,000,000 bucks or something.. it wasn't MY money, in personal terms, or in the same magnitude. I call Johniam friend for much the same reason. I can agree to disagree on any doctrinal point, including the merits of st. vic.

I think it was more than that. I think the vicster could manipulate light to some degree.. take of this what you will.. it's just a (direct) observation. and the result.. geero, lynn, f*ser, etc. were basically spiritually castrated.. I don't know about f*nnegan..

I am beginning to think ministry of the Holy Spirit is done on an individual basis. No organization needed.. sometimes it is rejected. Bertrand Russel.. now this character, you could call him a womanizer, agnostic, etc, etc. Nowhere NEAR vic-like.. but when the rubber hit the road.. he COULD NOT follow a multitude to do evil..

I wish some offshoot or some such would ask me for a word of exhortation and comfort just about now.. "You stupid sonsabitches.. get off of your dumbasses and religious high horses.. fer Gawd's sakes.. you are not God. but try to be.. in your little arcane universes.. DO SOMETHING fer gawd's sake.. help out at the local soup kitchen.. do SOMETHING. and after you've done SOMETHING.. do SOMETHING ELSE. I'm sure you can figure it out.." sowy. It just hit me in the right place or something.. I already helped the local kitchen by preserving a few tomatoes. I'm just waiting for the next thing to do..

I thought geero WAS an american citizen. Maybe not.. why write "a letter to the American Cop Outs"? kinda weird.

I never heard of Gun before. Sounds vaguely familiar.. They can play at my wake, if they are still competent and all..

I dust Daily.