Ham

Here's something Lennon wrote about one of these "menogawd" that couldn't keep his zipper up..

I don't hold in anger either.. you may not pick that up from my posts. I think the problem is that we are dealing with "collective" sins- sins and transgressions, not against individuals, but practically against a whole collective body of individuals, maybe even against humanity.. The betrayal of trust for the victims is horrendous, but what about the rest who buy the public personna, and extoll the virtues of der manogawd for the world? We were all damaged.. some irrepairably.. some sing the vicster's virtues despite hearing the truth.. I think it's a whole different category of iniquity involved here. If it were just me.. I think it would be far easier to just let it go. Like the guy who "borrowed" seventy dollars from me in 1975, who I haven't seen for dust since.. so what. I let go of that, even without an apology.. or explanation..

I'm not entirely sure of what I believe, either.. :) I kinda think the vicster is in a backroom somewhere, getting the beating of his life from some kind of "committee" because this time through life he didn't "get it".. I think there are a lot more powerful souls than he.. Now Judas.. I dunno. I've heard a few varying viewpoints, and not all strictly biblical.. not sure what to think yet.

I dunno.. forgive a blood-sucking megalomaniac? I don't know if one really can.. if he goes on to wrong one's own brothers and sisters, and never repents, isn't it the same as doing the same thing to you again? just a thought..

and like a *true* pharisee, he compassed land and sea to find that one, *special*, dedicated disciple, whom he could make two-fold the child of hell that he himself proved to be..

Paul, if one believes the story, had an encounter with the Almighty. Now if I had such an encounter, "hey dude, you're in the wrong profession here.." might it have a little bearing on my conduct after the encounter? Now the victoid claimed to have had a life-changing encounter with the almighty. I can only see two possibilities.. 1. he lied to gain trust, to legitimatize his false ministry. 2. he told the truth. but in his case, he got worse.. "mere" adultery turned to unabashed abuse, druggings, cruel manipulation.. in this case, unlike Paul, the almighty proved powerless to produce any kind of change. The vicster would be then the kind of character that COULDN'T change. It's a valid comparison.. Paul proved to be faithful.. the vicster proved to be only faithful to his lusts..

I see your point rascal.. I think you're saying to rely on the abuser's system of ethics to judge, or just understand the abuser, just is insane to begin with. It's a carefully crafted belief system, that leaves the perpetrator above recrimination.. purposely leaves loopholes that the mogster can (generally) exclusively rely upon for escape.. He was angry, threw a fit, screamed and ripped some poor soul apart.. oh, he was *spiritually* angry. Maybe his *needs* weren't being met.. then the fornication and adultery (and worse) issue.. oh, he needs his *needs* met, so he's not distracted, so he can bring forth der mighty wordagawd.. can steal with practical impunity.. I came face to face with this kind of iniquity.. with confrontation, it hisses back.. it thinks that it's righteous..

which makes to me, the claims of some in offshoots, that *some* problems are due to debils, which may be *simply* cast out, or removed by ministering, highly suspect. so you "cast out the spirits". Ever think that the victim just went along with the gag? considering.. you've started out with an otherwise normal, healthy individual, somehow convinced them they're loaded to the gills with spirits, uncleanness and compromised thinking.. I think it's anti-psychiatry..

There were a half a dozen legitimate looking businesses with the same address, a restaurant, electronics store, computer place.. but no financial office like you describe. Sounds like a strip mall with a bunch of suites.. *almost* anybody could open a fly by night shop in one of these in certain districts.. they don't appear to have a published phone number either..

for that matter, *we* might be the minority. Even worse, maybe *we* are their some kind of "pet"..

I think maybe the entrance to the advanced class was a threshhold. By that time, they could say practically anything they wanted, and we still stayed.. yeah, I think the *real* programming began at the advanced class.. I remember people coming back from it, far different from what they were before. For some, that's not a compliment..

Then the excuse is often, "look at the apostle paul.. christian killer, etc, etc.." but I think the example deserves to be addressed. Yes, he was plain rabid, going after christian "flesh", and was evil. It took a REAL MIRACLE for him to change.. I think it took a "miracle" to the extent that he COULD NOT REFUSE to change. I mean.. the lord himself appearing, saying in essence, "you're on the wrong team, fella.." what possible reply could one possibly have? "f you.."? then he didn't return to iniquity either.. moving up to 1942.. just SUPPOSE for a moment, that the lord appeared to herr vicster, with an AUDIBLE VOICE. and corroborating mystic snow on the gas pumps.. he would have a choice. either "ok, let's go with it.." or "f you." given that the appearance indeed did occur, every single time he laid a filthy paw on one of our sisters, he would know the reality of the lord being present.. hence, his answer, "f you. I'll do what I damn well please." On the other hand, if the voice, and snow were a product of his imagination, he was *only* a twisted, evil, false prophet.. Rascal, I think this illustrates the difference between just being a "screw up" and "just plain evil". One man could be FORCED to abandon iniquity, the other could not.

I was an angel once.. somewhere between Bluefield and Princeton WV.. circa 1975. It was about a 22 mile walk, I chose to hitchhike. During the first couple of miles, a church bus passed.. I got a ride, and at about the five mile mark, again, the very same church bus passed me by. Then.. I got yet another ride.. at the 12 mile mark, there I was yet again.. the bus passed. immediately after I got yet the last ride.. at the 20 mile mark.. the bus approached.. they stopped.. the guy's face was white.. he says, "are you an angel?" and at the moment, I just couldn't say "yeah, take pfal.."

Happy Birthday friend.

Now, theoretically speaking, suppose one of them sent here got "stuck". Maybe God has a sense of humor or something.. I dunno.. hmm.. possibility there.. maybe they have the capacity for self-loathing..

angels are incarnated as human beings, or at least in their form, supposedly.. the only thing I'll say is, I think I met one, and they were really, really screwed up.. "issues" are an understatement.. that's all anybody will hear, unless the "angel" logs on gsc, and tells the tale.. I met someone here who after hearing some of this, said, "well, it could have been an angel. Some angels have issues they are working through, too.."

I met one once. Had a few "issues" though.. that's all I'll say..

Even ask Geo.. first comes the land.. then the plan, then the building, the myriad of building inspectors, and last but not least, the tax assessors.. It's probably just as true on a cosmic level..

Carl Sagan said something else like.. "if there ISN'T, then it's waste of a LOT of space." It's like.. there is so much room for development, doesn't it make sense.. "if you build it, *they* will come.."?

I had a brief experience that some may interpret as madness.. I was stone, cold sober at the time.. and I spent a couple of years asking anybody who would listen about it.. even an analyst, not on the first visit, mind you.. "they" still let me walk the streets the logical side of my makeup just watched, and all it could do was describe some of the different brain chemicals involved.. kept me going to work, functioning normally in sbociety.. nothing like it has happened before, or since.. it was like LSD times a hundred.. maybe my brain just "burped" for some unknown reason or another.. I think it was all a reaction to what I saw at the time. It was like, a light so bright, it was burning holes in me.. but it wasn't really unpleasant or anything. I think that's when I really abandoned every last vestige of what I thought was the truth as I learned in da way. maybe it was just midlife crisis or something.. The analyst asked a few questions.. it was a time I'd decided to go back to school, really do what I felt I was supposed to do in life.. life in a frenzy like a squirrel with the hectic fall schedule.. I think she ended up being more of a guidance counsellor. time seems so short.. :)

I wonder how many have had what they consider a *real* honest to god, *spiritual* experience.. well, not recreational drug induced, anyway..

I dunno.. which came first, the experience, or the brain chemicals..

I wonder if the mental health providers have ever considered a class action lawsuit against these hacks.. really.. I mean.. who's helping to pick up the pieces after these groups are often done with what initially seemed to be normal, ordinary, healthy people? it's not der vey, except for a couple of court judgments against them for maybe, three individuals..

Just a few observations.. :)

"Borrowed" from DWBH on the TWI vs Therapeutic relationships thread: I think these quotes have some relevance here. What is this new program doing, which is any different? They have about one year "wonder training" to teach the participants how to "run and serve"? They'll come out ot the starting block, ready to discern spirits, cast out debils, in short, practice vic's "psychiatry" that ranged from being detrimental, to ineffective. So they want to try it again.. the sad thing is, they are probably starting with a relatively healthy group of people..