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"Unusual".. it would be as unusual to find a bunch of physicists that insisted on the "God breathed" accuracy of Newtonian mechanics.. or the "accuracy" of Neils Bohr's atomic theory- which only mathmatically explained hydrogen. Once one looks at helium, or any other element, it falls apart.. People in the "real world" have a grip on this.. they don't think or claim Newton, or Bohr, or anyone before them were "wrong" as such.. more like, they were on the right track. In physics, we still study Bohr's development. Why? Because it's "god breathed".. "errorless".. ? No.. but because what he developed was a stepping stone along the way to what we know about modern physics..

I'm suprised they didn't show us where to drill holes in the head to let the spirits out..

It's almost like hotel California.. we keep stabbing the beast.. and it won't quite die..

You'd think so, wouldn't you.. then you walk through life.. and something like this knocks on your door.. look kinda familiar? :)

Then there was music.. while not on an "official" "forbidden" list.. what would happen if your immediate "overseer" came.. and heard you listening to John Lennon.. or the Beatles.. or ELP.. or.. on and on.. and art. Why would one want a nice painting by Monet.. when one can have a copy of loy and family's picture on the refrigerator..

well.. there was forbidden vocabulary. "luck", "fortune", "christmas", "demons", and the short list here is not anywhere near exhaustive. loy even had reservations about calling the days of the week monday, tuesday, wednesday.. because the names were dervived (supposedly) from the names of pagan gods..

I think anybody who's would be willing to apologize has already done so..

The amazing thing is they actually think anyone would want to come back..

I remember back in the 90's.. one branch guy had I don't know how many sheets of names and info of people in the area who took the "miracle" class.. I think it was the same strategy then, go beating the bushes for unfortunate candidates to come to twig..

No, that wasn't it.. I can't find it with a google search either. I thought it was Hoffman.. maybe it was a mini-series.. he was defending some bigwig or judge who told him he was guilty.. and in court he lost it.. accused the client of doing the crime.. screaming and cursing.. and was dragged out of court screaming.. anybody remember this?

I dunno.. maybe it's an immature spirituality that demands to be RIGHT.. to have a mathmatically exact and scientifically precise wordagawd.. I think some never grow out of spiritual adolescence. maybe that's why not much "spiritual" happened in the old ministry.. when it did, we'd just analyze it to death..

Hmmm. Well.. that doesn't leave me with a lot of options.. :biglaugh: well.. I'm in good company here.. :biglaugh: I once told a group of ex-culties that "I am not inferior to you.. you're every bit as dysfunctional and screwed up as I am.." well.. it's true.. heheh.

Reminds me of a movie.. I think it had Dustin Hoffman in it as a blood sucking defense attourney.. he went nuts at the end.. or was it a moment of real sanity.. defending a child molester I think.. and at the jury trial, turned on his client.. I wonder if rico was at least half tempted at his moment before the press..

Hmmm. You might need one of these too..

too bad their options are so limited..

Yeah.. I would agree a lot of people were intelligent and fun before whatever prescribed amount of whatever it was that loy required them to huff. but still.. I think there is a pattern.. the last limb guy I met here.. he was.. well.. on intellectual par with a brick.. his wife however.. wowser.. intelligent, a real "looker".. and the one before.. I understand some of the effects of whatever loy's concoction was wore off.. but he was (when I was in) a REAL, ignorant GOON.. and his wife, well.. same description applied.. intelligent, a real knockout.. the same pattern applies to the two or three limb guys before them.. even the married branch coordinators.. Now if Rico can stand there.. and "boldly proclaim to the world" that *they* fully inform the followers of EVERYTHING, peas to nutso.. and BELIEVES IT.. something has to be either deathly put to sleep, or missing.. at least in my opinion. :)

from Seth.. I think that's pretty typical of okie's appointees.. the *man* is kinda average, or of less average intelligence.. not a real "eye catcher" as far as ladies are concerned.. often a dumb brute who just happened to develop the fine skills of blindly obeying orders.. and the wife- above average intelligence and good looks.. or is that just a pattern I'm the only one who noticed? ya know.. in *real life*.. I don't see how these goons could "bag" that quality of a wife.. it just doesn't seem "natural" or anything..

And there is one I really WISH would post here.. apparently he is not "vindictive" enough- YET.. *they* ground some of these guys manhood into the ground.. reduced them to utter sub-servience.. all in the name of God, of course.. sadly, "god" looks a lot like rosie.. I think conditions were even far worse, after loy's departure..

So between public press releases, it seems they have him working the night shift, chasing undesirables out of da way woods.. "and on your way back, make sure you clean the oil spots and pick up the McDonald's wrappers from the parking lot in front of the brc.." I just wonder.. does he have a brain of his own? sorry socks.. I just know what they did to some of these guys.. I wonder if they are still on rosies groundskeeping crew between calls to the microphone..

So I wonder.. what to the "board" constitutes "training in the whole word.." vic's pfal series? Does part of this concept include the vicster's claim that cancer = devil possession? if so, how do you reconcile the fact that der manogawd to the whole world succumbed to this disease? Will your group shun those who contract this disease as "contaminated", "compromised", "possessed"? If you hold the words of vic true you will.. and his own words condemned the man himself..

This morning, I've been thinking.. the manner they withheld these little details and such, were they not treating me like a CHILD? and of course the rest of the ministry that wasn't involved in the inner circle? were they so deathly afraid that little "johnny" would get upset, and go play somewhere else? I was twenty years old at the time.. and there were those in their thirties and forties.. don't their brains and great wordagawd they supposedly got count for SOMETHING? Seems they didn't trust us.. or could trust us with the facts.. and every effort was geared to keep a sick, dysfunctional, incestuous "family" together, all like it always supposedly had been.. DWBH's exposition showed how sick it really was..

That really has to hurt.. Well, I don't think it would exactly look so good on a resume.. I'm sure they check how one performs how well they function as a p.r. person. He didn't exactly pull twi's reputation out to the fire, or anything.. then staff in the 90's wasn't what it used to be either. He may have worn the p.r. hat.. but between sorting out peas, peanuts and press releases from the lawsuits, they probably had him cleaning the parking lot.. I dunno.. maybe he got the priviledge to "coordinate" the cleaning of rosie's swimming pool.. I know of some staff they did that kind of thing to.. crushed professional type people with micro-management and menial labor that any reputable company would contract out to a cleaning business.. true. I think they just couldn't put enough spin on anything lawsuit related to make it look "good". "we PREVAILED.. only lost 16 million when we coulda lost 50.."

I see this is the last statement he gave regarding the matter.. and it's been almost EIGHT YEARS. I wonder if he's struggling with grammar and spelling issues, working over the fiftieth revision for release.. I mean, he said we WILL release something, didn't he? Rico lie? Naw...

and the "warm welcome" you received from those sycophants shows one thing, at least to me: they will NOT change, unless it is EXPEDIENT, or under great duress..

I understand false prophets can at times do miracles.. I know of one, genuine, at least to the recipient, healing the vicster supposedly performed.. his "jesus lookalike" miracle in india.. is questionable at best. looking at the wake of sexual and otherwise abuse victims.. ruined lives.. I think any "good" he did exacted a great price..