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now.. as far as "are you still searching for the truth".. I found it once. No, not in way days.. stone, cold sober, I looked it in the face for about .95 seconds.. and it nearly burned my skin off.. funny, it didn't really hurt.. what if you found EVERYTHING you believed to be totally WRONG.. that's nice an all.. but what do I do now, with the few years left..

Here's a few documents.. their organization has been one "psychodrama" after another.. warring prophecies.. absolute nuttiness.. http://www.greasespotcafe.com/main2/the-off-shoots/christian-educational-services/ here is the section on Greasespot forums, dedicated just for STFFI.. http://www.greasespotcafe.com/ipb/forum/68-cesstfi/ its been decades of nuttiness.. a circus, that continues as long as people are willing to pay the entrance fee..

Looking back.. In my opinion.. both sides (da way and jp) both were absolutely INSANE. The way's "trustees" swore they would take care of the mrs to her dying day.. and then loy was absolutely merciless in regards to the family.. drove them to the four winds.. jp played "old believers" conscience on this to unheard heights (or depths if you will).. rosie the usurper set a WOMAN as representative, over the family.. I think jr's attitude toward women wasn't much different than pops was.. da way actually had a few good points.. if you think you can provide proper care for an Alzheimer's patient in your home, by all means, go right ahead.. I think their observations as to jp's motives have born themselves out.. not that I agree with their motives either.. what I DON'T understand.. is why they haven't gone after jp, mac, the un-named "board" along with vic's namesake, for copyright infringement. Maybe the new corps deal doesn't have enough money worth going after, yet..

I think once you've had one class, you've really had them all.. same kind of analysis of the bible, same doctrines.. if you were disenchanted by one, you may find you will be disenchanted by them all.. I think CFF is at least currently fairly beneign. Can't say the same for Schoenheit, STFFI/CES et al..

I've left the welcome mat out, and the light on.. hasn't come, yet. Maybe I'm intergalacticly known as a bad host.. maybe I ought to hang out a "free beer" sign or something..

I can't say it does not exist.. I just don't try to define it in my terms any more.. if it cares to come up and bite me in the a**.. well, that would be ok.. other than that, I'm not going out of my way beating through the shrubs and bushes trying to find it..

whatever happened to the letter? I can't find a link to it on the main site anymore..

I wonder what they would do if I found one of these old cards, filled it out, enclosed a check for $65.00 and sent it in.. it might be worth the laugh..

Since someone brought up Harve's good name.. I can't find the original letter, just snippets quoted here.

Wasn't Harve the guy who delivered the little opened letter to gs over the Mrs. Wierwille fiasco? Or was that someone else?

Anybody named after a Squirrel has to be good in my book.. Happy Birthday, friend..

happy Birthday! Just two more years, and you will be in one of your primes.

From what I remember: teaches how to overcome worry and fear increases prosperity and health explains apparent bible contradictions makes life meaningful teaches how to pray more effectually develops more harmony in the home.. learn how to separate truth from error there were a few more wild claims I think..

Did you get to play any Grateful Dead?

If you haven't.. maybe you *really* need to go to a greasespot wienie roast.. you might learn an expression of.. #$%^@ %#$ that you never even dreamed of.. So fellas.. are there any roasts planned this year? I'd love to meet a few others..

yep.. it was "other".. Oh yes. My first day of High School. There were two "ladies". Of course of opposite ethnic origin.. they both were persuaded for some reason or another that they were "owned(?)" by this character.. ethnic origin, by employment or any other extenuating worth, as a young Squirrel, I could not determine.. I watched as two different colors of hair blended as they flew into one indistinguishable pile.. it was then, I realized as a young Squirrel.. something was amiss.. All I can say.. there was more distinguishable blond hair, than the other.. I'd like to interview the two ladies today..

Happy Birthday! well.. wait two more years, and you will be in another one of your primes..

But *where else* than twi and some offshoots can one pay (again, and again, and again) to hear the same practically dry analysis of one "mathematically accurate" "detail" after another.. I'm sure there are a couple of places.. but not many.. then at the end of that presentation in pfal.. doesn't he say something like.. "people (whoever *they* are) say to me, what difference does it make? Wasn't the middle cross what was important? " Then he kinda dodges a little.. and says the whole heavens and earth depend on the *accuracy* of the contradiction free wordagawd.. that he apparently held.. interesting..

what I wonder is.. does ANYONE here still throw money their way? if the answer is "yes".. WHY?

interesting, its always someone elses fault.. Probably echoes the speeches of the big meeting.. "wah wah wah.. who ELSE teaches da werd..."

I noticed you did not include "from the planet Xenu" or something similar on the poll.. *some of us* identify a little closer to something like that..

I have my own set of "weirdness".. and it is not for sale.. not that anybody would want to buy it anyway.. maybe I need the right kind of manager..

Personally, I don't really have a problem with "weirdness".. Its just when they start SELLING it. Not that the world doesn't need more weirdness. But to sell it properly, it must be properly polished, groomed.. the *product* has to be held above any kind of recrimination.. maybe even "perfect".. I think that's where "weirdness" turns a malevolent corner..

at this point, I wouldn't be so polite..

hmm. maybe you finally got to use that little momentus moment of throwing somebody off the lifeboat, in real life..