Ham

Here they are. So quiet, so cute, for the moment..

Why can't he just be HAPPY? I mean, he makes a difference in life, SOMEWHERE.. kids would likely better remember him as the fellow who helped them get into a better university, than the *One* who spent most of his later years trying to resurrect da way it was.. He is not the only one with this pathetic mind set.. I've seen others abandon a *real* calling to go back to staff an offshoot.

From the *reviews* here, I will HAVE to see the movie. Minus the 3d that is.. I have a good enough imagination as it is.. maybe if Willie Nelson invited me to one of the Peyote parties.. right before viewing the movie.. hey.. how many of you would actually go..

I just hope.. if *we* or *they* or *me* or *us* have our (their, my, our) way with the planet.. that I can come back as *something*.. I'm at least partly serious about this.. where else do we go.. well, I'm sure *we* will find a place.. it would be pathetic.. if within a hundred years, one could not come back as some stinking virus or something.. heh..

We lived in a burmed house. So the front windows were on ground level. We would let the cat in and out these front windows. The funniest sight.. was watching this cat bounding through the yard to bring the latest catch to her family. It was a full grown rabbit. It looked larger than the cat.. She was solid black. I've always liked black cats. Now I have three cats.. two were from the same litter.. the oldest is solid black, her sibling a tuxedo. The third one, younger than the two, is an insane asymmetrically marked tuxedo. The oldest cat never has had to fend for itself, unlike the other black cat a few years ago. So this one, has chosen a different role than hunter. If she can't hunt, she will be an administrator.. really.. she wakes me up, 6am or so, not so I will feed HER.. but the other two.. at least it seems..

One of the cats of old.. she was quite a hunter.. was ranging about the house, meowing.. in the yard was.. a Squirrel.. desecrating her environment.. She resorted to HOWLING at the door.. I opened the door.. the cat sprung out like a bolt of lightning.. once the squirrel got up to speed, the cat was about a foot and a half behind. and could get no closer. The squirrel crossed a busy road.. the cat followed.. my heart skipped a few beats..I thought it might be the last time I saw the cat, at least in an animate condition. She still could not catch this bugger.. on the other side of the road, the squirrel jumped into a tree.. this was a cat who caught SHREWS.. on a regular basis. Maybe the squirrel had a charmed life or something.. This cat.. she would study your behavior. And calculate when you would be opening the door. Usually she was on the mark, and would be out the door when it was open only a few inches.. it was entertaining when she launched off a second too early..

Maybe I have.. well.. maybe its more like.. the course has charted itself for me.. if it makes any difference.. I saw some light in your posts..

but you are right. Don't have to know chemistry to enjoy it, exactly..

Sowie.. "the tartarate keeps the magic dust at full strength". OK?

Heh..

Naw.. in Lysergis.. he was the liberator.. from what though.. Oh yes.. the tartarate.. didn't that keep the isomer where it needed to be?

So.. what do we do now.. :) well.. we *do*.. but you might know what I mean.. I don't know if I do..

and its motto: what's in YOUR wallet.. It is going to take more than blood and sweat to build a new *avenue* for jl you know..

Doesn't this sound familiar? And we still don't get anything from him "in writing".. no dialogue.. at least as to the "critical issues".. momentus, personal prophecy, etc. etc. have questions? just buy my book.. now we have a new "epistle".. and another advertisement.. seems there is a pattern here.. really.. I think the nuttiness will continue, for as long as people are willing to pay him to do it..

I'm waiting for emails from the local group.. pleas for financial assistance for our *brother* jl.. but they've probably FINALLY figured out who I am here.. not that I was ever really anonymous to begin with..

which really stains and disqualifies them ALL.. in my opinion.. adultery, whatever you want to call it when it involves someone under your watch, false prophecies.. arrogance, defamation, strife.. brother going to law with brother.. no accountability.. but the apparently know the bible.. that's supposed to fix everything I guess.. and they claim to have some gawd-given MINISTRY? Good stinking grief..

soooo.. he's had the welcome mat pulled out from under him, from not just one, but TWO corrupt organizations.. I wonder how that looks on a resume.. the second "betrayal", resembles the story of when the Frankenstein monster strangled its *creator*..

care to detail what happened in 2000 and before? How many admissions of adultery.. and I question whether it was "just an affair(s).." were they peers, or underlings? sorry.. if you violated trust and took advantage of someone(s) under your authority in the old days.. you are stained for life.. it will follow you to the grave.. *I didn't write the book*.. The scariest part of all this.. there are still some who regard jl's letter as some kind of *epistle* with a godly message.. he launches into a BIBLE TEACHING half way through.. good frigging grief..

after how many years? How old is jl now? its been 38 years since the old grifter laid unholy hands on him.. that was.. what.. 21 years ago. So he is saying, he was *ordained* in 1971. Is this correct? If so.. he spent 14 years as a *bigwig* in way world.. and from 1988 to 2007 give or take.. he spent about twenty years with ces or stiffy.. NOW.. after all these years of *service* to gawd's people.. he needs HELP figuring out how to set up an organization, which is honest, transparent, and accountable??? :biglaugh: You have to be kidding..

He assumes quite a bit here.. "oh goody. They didn't email me back.. they must still love and support me.." good grief.. I would suggest a *real* test. Throw away the mailing list he apparently *lifted* from ces.. and see who emails, offering unsolicited support..

Who would send an four THOUSAND word email to a FRIEND? 155 sentences, at an average of 26 words per sentence.. It really looks like one percent fact.. the rest is supposed to be how *we* are supposed to think about it.. isn't his audience grown up enough to think for themselves? If one is a dyed in the wool stiffi adherent, apparently not..

so da adversary isn't in the day planner. By protocol, all he has to do is call the right underling and make an appointment. the *procedure* is "sacrosanct"..

I think its just another wabbit the vicstermeister pulled out of the hat.. wouldn't suprise me though, if it appeared in Leonard's work, or Kenyon..

and for the life of me.. I can't figure why anyone would want to duplicate the process.. I'm really starting to think it is far more sinister than it appears..